My Pole Ketos

It’s Like a Date! (Kayla)

I woke up irritated that Nayla was not hitting myself with her favorite stuffed cat. She innocently said that mama told her to wake me up in various ways. Fortunately, today the school is off and check my phone in the nightstand. I saw a notification from the pole and I opened it.

Ketos Pole

I'll pick you up at 9am and don't make me wait!

I saw the clock on my phone and was surprised that it showed 8:30. Straight away, I went to take a shower and it didn't take long, I finished the bath. I opened my closet and chose what clothes I wanted to wear. Uh, what am I doing it for? Wasn't this just a visit to the psychologist? Like I'm going on a date with that keto pole. I immediately patted my cheek and chose a maroon sweater and a black toad. Do not forget to take a mini sling bag to put my phone and put my phone into the object. I got out of the room and went down the stairs to the dining table. There, Nayla was enjoying bread other than her half-living. I searched for Bi Ijah's whereabouts, but none.

“Nay, Bi Ijah to where?” ask me while sitting and eating jam bread that has been provided.

“Again laundry. Brother, mom says you have to go to Dr. Indri to make consultation. I haven't been there for a long time.”

“Kakak also want to go there the same older brother.”

“Why not the same as Mang Ujang?”

“There's. You don't have to interfere, my dear” so that the famous Nayla often leaks to my parents not to interfere.

“Yes. Sis, papa's coming home tonight with mama. Papa said that brother should be home before night.” I nodded again and immediately finished my meal.

Tin

I was shocked and immediately finished breakfast and drank milk. After that, I said goodbye to Nayla and brought my sash bag to look forward. I went out and the security guard opened the gate and I called and was called back by the security guard. In front of my house, parked a luxury car like a Lamborgini or whatever and the car glass is open showing the ketos poles. Just this time I saw this guy bring his car.

“Lama.” It was that word that greeted me in a cold tone and I was annoyed by his welcome.

“I'm busy too,” I replied lying.

“Terden! Quickly log in.” Gosh, this guy really makes me emotional, but I can hold back because today is my schedule with Dr. Indri after a long time did not go there. I opened the door and got into the car and closed it. Not to forget, I put my seatbelt on, but I didn't find it. Seeing my confusion, the cold guy helped me and our distance was too close. I could feel his breath making me misbehave and sound click right beside me. Straight away, my hand touched her cheek and moved her away from my face. He just looked at me and started his car. The car also moved to divide the city streets and the situation in the car became quiet. I looked towards the car window so that my current cheeks that were flushed like tomatoes were not visible. I started thinking about Arnold's statement yesterday. On the one hand, I felt surprised that the friend who had always been with me and Laily since Junior High had harbored feelings for him. On the other hand, I should be able to be resolute to reject Arnold because right now, my feelings are like being swayed because of the two of them. Dion who suddenly appears after what he did that makes me not believe in love and Alex who is cold and has a phobia makes me have to step in to help him, but in fact tucked a sense and hope to be with him. I remembered the time at the Peak where I “shoot” directly in front of him and I still did not get the answer. Although his face sometimes flushed red if it was near me, maybe this was just his reaction from his phobic recovery. I began to remember his first love, the boy who said goodbye to me. Where is he and how is he? I don't know why, his face and his name I can't remember. I hope he's okay there.

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Finally, the car was parked in the parking lot of Medika Rahayu Hospital. We went down and walked because the distance took 5 minutes from the parking area. For some reason, the memories of me trying to escape with Alex from the pursuit of papa bodyguard made the corner of my lips lifted.

“Any,” he said suddenly which made me look at him sharply.

“Asli. After all, it's not just you who's visiting Dr. Hayati.”

“Oh.” I forced my smile because we had already arrived in front of the hospital. We went in and approached the reception desk.

“Welcome. Can I help you?” welcome the receptionist.

“I've made an appointment with Dr. Hayati.”

“I've made an appointment with Dr. Indri.” We said it simultaneously and looked at each other as if one of us had said it first. The receptionist looked in surprise and tried to break us.

“Please don't make a fuss here.” We also stopped him from prolonged.

“Alright, currently Dr. Hayati and Dr. Indri is empty. You can both go to his room.” We nodded and did not forget to thank the receptionist. We walked through the corridor and I stopped at a door with a sign that read “Dr. Indri, S.Psi, M.Psi”. I looked up and saw him leave without saying a word. Aih, why am I expecting it? I knocked on the door and heard a voice from inside.

“Log.” I went in and saw Dr. Indri who was observing my medical record and he let me sit in the place that has been provided. I followed his orders and looked at Dr. Indri.

“Doctor, long time no see.”

“You are right and I understand your situation ahead of the test.” Dr. Indri closed my medical record and took out a small piece of paper and thrust it with a pen at me. I stared in wonder what Dr. Indri gave this to me.

“Write any events briefly during your consultation with Dr. Browse to date.” Instructions from Dr. Indri made me nod and write something with a careless layout because this method I had done with him before. Anyway, I've considered Dr. Indri as my mother just as Alex considers Dr. Biochemic. My hands stopped when I crossed the name and tried to rewrite it so I could get better, find answers to emotions I felt other than love, and help Alex heal her phobias. My hand came back to a standstill upon Anna's arrival as if there were still secrets between me, Anna, and Alex that had to be revealed. Not to mention that Dion always brought up the time and Alex who was a former friend of Dion made me try to continue writing what Dr. told me. Indri. Finally, I finished writing and gave it to Dr. Indri. He made a connecting line according to his estimation and my previous medical record.

“So far, your bipolar has not shown significant changes, but it seems like you are like ‘not aware’ that your every action is always rooted from a man named Alex.” I was surprised because the root of all past events was the ketos pole. In fact, I assume that the past incident has something to do with Anaya who cooperated with the principal and trapped Alex, Dion who became traumatized by my past, the arrival of Anna the new student and Arnold who expressed their love for me yesterday.

“Maybe you think that some of the people involved with you made you like this. In fact, they are only a small part of ‘ksurutan’ and as ‘leson’ in your healing. The result is probably the root of all this.” His explanation opens a veil that causes me to waver behind the roof of past trauma.

“But Doc, sometimes when I'm with Alex, the shadow of my first love comes up to me as if to congratulate me. I feel I have betrayed him,”, said Lirih and Dr. Indri sighed then approached me and took another chair for him to sit in.

“Remember Kayla! Something unexpected will come in time and do not feel guilty to yourself or others. We do not know our first love is near us. Most importantly, focus on your healing now and it seems, we have someone who can help you.” My eyebrows are raised next door and Dr. Indri looked at me with a stained look.

“Isn't the man named Alex the right choice for your recovery?” My cheeks suddenly turned red and turned it the other way in order for Dr. Indri did not see it.

“Don't tell me, the events at the Peak you wrote made you experience various ‘hal’?” dr Goda. Indri and I cannot lie to him. I looked towards him with a serious look.

“Dok, next solution for someone who carved a wound in my heart how?” Dr. Indri smiled at me then turned to the left right and I remembered Dr. Indri.

“Not it it will just burden him? He also has ...”

“Phobia right?” guess Dr. Indri and I confirmed it and then he returned to his seat and fixed his position and sighed.

“At least, you two can protect each other. From your medical records with Dr. Hayati, it seems my duty as your psychologist feels light,” he said and I just nodded so that this business is quickly completed.

“Then I say I go home first,” say goodbye to me and stand up to go out.

“Alright, but please the man you were with just told to come in here, huh?”

“Doctor mean, Alex?” Dr. Indri nodded and I nodded then opened the door. When the door opened, I was surprised Alex was right in front. Reflex, I lifted my bag and hit Alex.

“Who's wrong at the door? Oh yes, Dr. Indri told you to enter.” His gaze turned to astonishment and I encouraged him to go inside. He looked at me sharply and I stuck out my tongue and said “Happy through the second session of therapy. I'm waiting at the parking lot.” I closed the door and walked out of the hospital. I thought it turned out that the incident made the corner of my lips interested and could not stop.

It wasn't as bad as I thought.

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The quiet atmosphere between us and only the roar of cars moving through the streets of the city. Until now, I held back my curiosity with the first meeting of Alex and Dr. Indri. However, my curiosity was too great and I was forced to melt this atmosphere.

“Lex,” call me and he cleared his throat.

“What Dr. Indri tell you?”

“That you are a girl who often makes trouble and often fickle,” answers casually that makes me emotions as tight as possible, but trying to hold back.

“So yes. Looks like, you haven't felt my punch directly.”

“No need, getting a floating object hit me or hit me makes me know what it feels like.” I hit him in the arm and he stared hard at me. I formed the V finger as a sign of peace and got some comfort from it.

“We go to a sum sum sum porridge seller near school.”

“For what?”

“Are you not hungry?”

“En ...”

Crutch

The stomach doesn't know itself. At times like this it even reads asking for more intake. This is how I feel if I only eat breakfast bread and a glass of milk. My stomach is like crying for more food.

“Your stomach is more honest than you say.” It feels insinuated by his words.

“Maybe I should get used to you.”

“For what?” I turned my head and realized that what I said was hitting her cheek with my sling bag.

“Why are you so happy to do it?”

“Maybe because I was bored. After all, you are single. Hence, I am trying to comfort you so that the atmosphere feels different.”

“Serah.” I puffed my cheek so badly with this polar ketos, but I couldn't possibly hit it. Finally, we got to where Alex meant to be. We went out and Alex ordered some porridge for us.

“Wah, this guy's girlfriend's sister huh?” ask the porridge seller sum sum sum.

“Not, anyways since when do I have a girlfriend?”

“Yang yesterday-yesterday to here, instead of

taking his order, instead daydreaming.” I was surprised and came across a bad idea.

“So yeah? Mas's right, I'm this guy's girlfriend,” me while pointing at Alex and got a sharp look from him. I stick my tongue out and this guy comes up to me and ruffles my hair.

“Akh .. pain Lex!”

“Tell me if it's a lie or I kiss here!” threaten him and I pushed Alex away.

“Iya yes, sorry Mas. The one I was kidding.” The sum sum porridge seller nodded and made an order.

“Sit.” I followed him and waited for our order to come by playing my fingers. Our order came and the seller said, “welcome to enjoy and I hope that was a joke really.”

“Not possible!” we shouted at the same time and the seller left us with a small laugh. I ate it and it tasted really good. This time I ate it. I ate it voraciously and subconsciously, her big hand rubbed the corner of my lips. I looked at him astonished at what he was doing.

“Oh, like a child,” he said with a cold face. My cheeks suddenly turned red and I hit him with a spoon right on his forehead then immediately finished my meal. When I finished, I put a small bowl in my place and left Alex to get in the car. Alex caught up with me and didn't forget to pay for our order. Then he held me and I looked at him sharply.

“No need near!”

“Just because the little incident made you angry. It.” He gave me a menthol-flavored candy.

“Make what?”

“Consider it as my apology,” he said as he rubbed my hair gently.

Deg

I hate this beat because it comes at the wrong time. Why is it that only I have this feeling? I'm just afraid that it will happen again if I put a glimmer of hope on him.

“Cie, I didn't want to say anything. Now use the code,” the seller was teased and Alex took out his car contact and opened the door. The reaction made me smile and I ate the candy Alex gave me.

Cold as he was, yet warm in his mouth like his current actions.