MY PAST AND MY DESTINY

Part 18: Dusk or Moon?

...Changing the views of others is difficult. So all you can do is change your mindset to be clearer....

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"And if indeed you do not have the same feelings Brother. You can back off, right."

Dusk widens his eyes. Brother Arkan..

Afterwards the girl hugged Arkan and cried loudly. Arkan returned the Twilight embrace warmly. The girl had thought of ending her relationship with Arkan. But hearing Arkan say backwards, somehow the heart of Dusk seemed to be pierced.

"Sister. hiks. Don't ever talk about it again, I beg you.." lirih Dusk while crying. "I don't want Big Brother to leave" said Dusk as he hugged Arkan tightly.

Arkan kissed Dusk's forehead and stroked his hair gently. The guy could feel how tightly Dusk was hugging. As he said, without speaking, he understood. That Dusk did love him.

"Silence.." Arkan let go of his embrace and wanted to stare at Dusk deeply. The girl's eyes were so wet, Arkan rubbed her slowly. "Never cry because of Brother." Arkan gave a sweet look. "Sorry Brother has made you depressed. Brother spoke so that you can escape what you always craved. If you have the same feeling Sky, Brother can understand, really."

"Eum.. Brother wants you to be free" he continued to make Dusk cry again.

"Where can I be free? If I'm comfortable with one man, I already belong to Brother, and that's my dream." Dusk shook his head and grabbed Arkan's hand. "You Big Brother or Sky, you two are the ones who always manage to get me excited again. So my feelings are the same Sky just as an expression of gratitude, while my feelings for Big Brother are because I want to continue to walk with Big Brother."

Arkan. He was very grateful for what Dusk said earlier. Walking means that Dusk is willing to learn to love Arkan? Or.. that means, Dusk wants to be with Arkan? And Dusk wants what is still his.

Arkan pulled his twilight hug. "Thank you, thank you because you still want to survive with Brother."

While Dusk, the girl was still confused about her feelings. But anyway, he wanted to walk with Arkan. The girl hugged Arkan even tighter. "Never stay with me, brother..."

****

There is a girl who is more unfortunate than Dusk, she is always alone anywhere, anytime. But still, he never cares about it and wants to live as it is. No friends no problem, alone is fine.

Her name was Luna, she was always alone and had no friends from childhood.

He walked back and went to class. But when he was about to enter, there was someone who broke through and surpassed Luna. He did not accept and rebuked.

"Eh, Sky!"

"Sky, wait!"

The girl was chasing because the sky kept walking and ignored her. The sky came back icy cold, hence Luna was confused. The sky grabbed the bench that was behind and immediately sat down. Luna sat in front of him.

"Sky, aren't you the same as Dusk? Still marahan, huh?" ask Luna.

The sky looked at Luna seriously. "Never talk about him again."

Luna jerks. "Why is that both, anyway? From the beginning I looked very well. You guys are even dating, but why now..."

"The table belongs to someone else" said Heaven.

Luna was stunned, she just remembered that Dusk already had a girlfriend. What does this have to do with the sky?

"Could you, anyway? Why don't you just belong to Dusk?" ask Luna. "Lo equals twilight fits tuh, sky and dusk.."

The sky is breathing. "Why the sky and the moon?"

Luna was again stunned and blushed. So Luna really means the moon? The girl never thought if it turned out the meaning of her name was as beautiful as that. And Luna also did not understand why Heaven could always make her feel that way. Is it possible that the sky is giving you hope?

Luna pointed at the face of Heaven. "Ah, I know this. You're the kind of guy who baperin chicks, right? And now you deketin me because you want me to like the same lo? Aye, right?"

"So you like it?" ask Sky. It made Luna stunned again. Why this kid?

Luna started fishing. "If so, what do you want?!" tanyanya.

"Dadians."

Luna... say yesaa!

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Drrrtts

But he remembers when Arkan did not reply to his message. Already Dusk, better spend breakfast to be able to return to hope the good.

Sara

Ar's? Lo where?

There will be classes, today there will be a briefing.

Yes Sar, I'm on the road again.^^^

Arkan put back his phone and looked at Dusk who was slowly devouring his food. Arkan smiled, Dusk seems to have improved and can be left behind, he thought.

"Darling? Eums.. Brother has to go to college now, doctor's willing to come in."

However, Arkan's response should be to not be excited and not sparkling. Tired will come to him again. Dusk feels strange, whereas all this time Arkan always thought Dusk was the most important, but now, there is a dream that Arkan must pursue. Might as well.

With a mouth that is not too full, Dusk just cleared his throat.

"You really don't mind, do you if you live alone?" ask her with convincing eyes Dusk.

"Yes, the important big brother went to college. Brother don't worry about me."

Arkan grabs the top of the head of Dusk, his caring girl. "Hm, I promise you that I will definitely come here again to visit Mother after the business on campus is finished."

Dusk nodded as he closed his eyes, he should be sure of that.

Arkan also smiled and then gave a kiss on the forehead of Dusk. "Yes, my brother left first. You take good care of yourself here. Not long, brother."

"Yes, Brother."

Arkan just left Dusk. For some reason, the departure of Arkan made the heart of twilight sore. Is it possible that Arkan will come back here?

He can only breathe. Hope so.

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Luna laughed at the words of Heaven, what a man who has humor and low taste. But Luna is also not lowly, she even doubted the words of Heaven earlier, why also accept new people known? Also the one who shot him was a friend of Luna's new friend.

"Lo funny vow, keep you think I'm already like lo? Yes not yet! And never will!" luna said while laughing.

As usual, the sky with a cold look and face. "Gue will wait!"

Again it made Luna stunned and confused. "Why wait until I like it first? Why not just?"

I don't know, but the answer is the Sky is still filled with Dusk.

"Aren't girls easier to like than boys?"

"Listen to the sky! Kiss me though, I won't like you. Moreover, the small attention you love, it will never be able to make me baper. I have a man's mentality, so it's hard to like."

"Keep what makes you like?"

"Just this time I was forced to like, wonder I'm the same lo." Luna looked confused. "Mending gini, rather than lo wait I like, mendingan lo wait for the twilight break up. More practical, right?"

The sky took a long breath. "That's harder."

"What's so hard, anyway? I see, Dusk is more comfortable with you than his girlfriend."

"Did you know his girlfriend?"

"No."

The sky shook because the response of the girl was very unique. "I'll just wait, because it's the job of the heavens."

Luna knitted her brows. Waiting what? Dusk or Moon?

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