MY PAST AND MY DESTINY

Part 11: Disappointed

...Hehe.it hurts, but strangely I still survive....

...~QB903...

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Dusk widened his eyes. "What does this mean?" his inner.

How not to be surprised, the man turned out to be his lover. Dusk stood limply in the doorway. The handsome man who became her lover had apparently already picked up Dusk. And interestingly again, he already looks neat next to his car. With his sinless smile, Arkan greeted Dusk.

"Darling?" call him. "Let's go!"

Dusk still lowered his smile, but he better approach Arkan first and speak well.

Dusk approached Arkan who was standing next to his car. "Sister. I'm sorry, but Lang.."

"Senja," cut it down. "Who is your boyfriend, anyway?"

Dusk surprised. "Corning or Brother?" his question made Dusk increasingly wrong behavior.

"Sister.. Brother, don't misunderstand me first. I never thought about getting there. I still love Big Brother, but lately Brother has never picked up my phone or just reply to messages. That's why I chose Sky to send me to Lia's show" said Dusk.

Arkan lowered his head, "I'm sorry. Let Brother go home."

Dusk grabbed Arkan's hand. "Sister, but if you're here, I don't want you to go again."

Arkan was stunned, he felt guilty continuously.  "So, I will choose Brother, because that Brother is my girlfriend," said Dusk with a bitter smile.

Arkan stroked the cheek of Dusk. "Please dear, sorry Brother for being so prejudiced with you."

Dusk nodded. "It's okay, really. Let's go, brother. Let me tell the sky."

"Hm, come!" arkan exclaimed, then he opened the door for Dusk.

Arkan immediately entered and left the grounds of the house of Dusk. But after that, the sky and the black motor had just arrived. Actually Sky saw the conversation Arkan and Dusk earlier. For the sky, this was disappointing. Damnit damnit!

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Ting!

Seseys

Lang, I'm sorry. Suddenly, Arkan came. So I can't go with you. I'm so sorry Lang.

But you must come, don't!

What is that girl for sending messages? The sky knows!

The sky instantly turned off his phone completely. He doesn't want to deal with a girl who already has a boyfriend. Despite his status as a friend, still he does not want to be suspected close to the girl people. That's shameful!

I don't know why, but this time he was really disappointed. The sky keeps warning itself to forget the twilight. He had repeatedly spoken to himself that the girl belonged to someone else. But why does the feeling continue to rage, wrestle and devour the heart and logic of Heaven.

The sky changed his neat look into a mess again. He opened both buttons of his shirt. Not to forget, he also folded both arms of his shirt up to the elbow. Then sit on the lonely roadside.

He shuffled his hair in frustration. "Lang, you fool! Lupain Sesey's! He belongs to Arkan! But why do you still love him?!"

It felt like Sky wanted to shout and express his feelings at this moment. But he was alone there, there was only a cold night wind, a dim moonlight and a star that looked uninspired.

"Let'soo!" he shouted, then he did not stop to hit and kick objects around.

"Lang!" The phone that was held by Dusk fell. And strangely, he tested Lang said.

"Senja... What's wrong?" ask Arkan to focus on driving. "Why sky?"

Twilight shook his head, "No, there's nothing. It's I'm just afraid the sky is angry, brother. He didn't reply to my message."

"Oh, maybe the sky's on the road again."

Dusk throws his lips. If it's on the road, why tick from the message in blue? That means he read, right?

"Hm, I hope so." Dusk took back his phone.

The Heart of Dusk is beating fast. His breathing also felt a little claustrophobic, he was very worried that Sky was angry and cold to him. Because honestly, it's gonna hurt a lot. Why is Dusk always faced with a difficult choice?

****

Dusk and Arkan reached Lia's house. The girl's house was already filled with bright lights and beautiful decorations. Lia said he only invited a few people, but why from earlier a lot of girls and guests were coming.

Not to mention, the girls passing by were extremely beautiful and attractive. Ah, this also made her even more confused. Arkan opened his car door and stretched out his hand. "Darling? Come on!"

Dusk nodded slowly and came out with a feeling of embarrassment and inferiority. Dusk sighed and looked around nervously, but luckily he went to that place with Arkan. The guy who can most make the feelings of inferiority disappear.

Arkan tightened his grasp. Her hands were very cold, which meant that she was feeling restless and tense.

"meaning?"

"You think they're pretty, don't you?" ask Arkan. "They think so, too, they think that you're beautiful and that makes them inferior too."

"What is it really, brother? I-I don't think they think that."

"If you can think that, why can't they?"

Dusk shook his head. "I think I'm the only one who's inferior, while they're ordinary."

Arkan held both of the twilight cheeks. "Then you just need to know the contents of Big Brother's mind."

Dusk looked at Arkan's eyes seriously. "You're too pretty, so Brother has you now. Not someone else."

Dusk chuckled, "Yes, but Big Brother is too handsome for me!"

Arkan pinched the twilight nose. "If that's the same brother knows."

"Aw! It hurts, brother!" The twilight whimpered a little, then laughed.

Arkan chuckled small. "Yeah, we're in!"

The guy folded his arms and then took Dusk in hand. The girl looked at Arkan for a bit as a look of admiration. Then Dusk replied to Arkan and they went inside.

****

Sara visits Ghea's house after the incident with Arkan earlier. The girl confided to her best friend in her room. Sara arrives at Ghea's house just to express her feelings.

"Gue doesn't know why he's like that, Ghe. I became a nurse because I had invited him to walk," he said while wiping his tears with a tissue.

Ghea rubbed Sara's back. "Duh, it's Sar. You're hoping for him too much, anyway. So he's the same you. Ih, you have to be shaken by the Arkan."

"Gheaa!" Sara squeezed her tears and cried even louder.

"Hey, dong Sar! Don't cry like that. My room is not soundproof, later if I nyokap bokap I know, how?"

Sara was still crying. "Wildamah! Let Auntie be the same about knowing! The whole world knows nothing!"

"Gee! You're just because Arkan is up to his side."

Sara attacked Ghea with a cynical look, then she held both of Ghea's cheeks and snorted in annoyance. "What did you say? Try reset!"

"Eh. L-lo want to do something? Are you crazy, Sar?" ask Ghea scared.

Sara whines and releases her hand from Ghea's cheek. "Yes, I'm crazy! Crazy for Arkan! Crazy for love!" his yell. "Please, Ghe!"

Ghea scooped Sara's face. "Lebai lo! Mending you go home there! Ready yourself, tomorrow there will be a tutorial, where you will be the same class Arkan!"

Sara beats Ghea with a pillow. "Ghea lo nyebelin really!"

"Eh, Sar! It's Sar!" Ghea could only laugh. It really made him laugh amusedly, once he fell in love, his best friend was immediately given false hope.

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Falah saw the Sky sitting contemplating at his headquarters. The guy who likes Risa is also feeling the same way with the Sky. Because Risa prefers Eri over her.

Falah sat with a feeling that was exactly with the Sky. He sits beside the sky. "It hurts Lang? The girl we like doesn't choose us" he said.

The sky prefers hard. He looked at Falah. "It's a habit."

"That's a lie, lo! That's why your eyes are wet?" ask Falah. "Want a reason for rain? It's not raining outside!"

"Ck, cry only for weak men."

"Yes I know, but as strong as men, if it's uprooted because of women, it means he's sincere."

"Lo ever cry for Risa?"

Falah chuckled small. "Never, but I'm always disappointed and that disappointment is worse than anything. I think the disappointment is the hardest."

The sky was silent listening to the explanation of the new big boy. "So, yes, I chose to stop liking Risa. That man must be, bro, if disappointed, he's gone."

The sky is drawn to Falah's words. Then he thought of leaving Dusk as well.

"Do I have to stop liking Sesey?"

Falah jerked.

Will Heaven do the same with Falah?

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