MY PAST AND MY DESTINY

Chapter 46's

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..."Goodbye is the best word for a broken person."...

...~Ceiling...

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As you know, the sky is feeling guilty right now. He looked at the white rose he had picked up. The flower withered because it was detached from its owner, just as Dusk thought.

He put the flower on the nightstand and let the moon shine on it. His crying had just receded, he called Arif to come and stay the night. At least those who are always there when the sky slumped, sad or even afraid.

The sound of a car engine was heard in the courtyard of the second house of Heaven. Eri hurriedly enters the house, while Falah helps Arif to carry Eri's bag.

"Here I help, lucknut emang temen lo the other!"

"Your friend also ****!"

Falah gave up if Arif was already scared like that. Sky is a close friend of Arif, if anything must be Sky contact Arif and ask him to come accompany. And then Eri and Falah? Sometimes they just make the atmosphere more precarious. Oops.

"Lang!" call Eri.

"Ri?" Falah threw the bag right on Eri's face as he turned his head.

"It hurts to know!"

"Eh Lang, you know about Dusk?" ask Arif.

Sky nodded. Arif, Falah and Eri understood why Heaven asked to be accompanied. Now the four were silent, when a drop of tears came back down from the eyes of Heaven.

Arif grabbed the shoulders of the Sky. "Prophey Lang!"

Arif knows the feeling of Heaven. Again, Arif is a close friend of Heaven he even knows all the problems until the taste that man has to Dusk.

"Yes Lang, there's us!" said Falah who then signaled to Arif for plans tonight.

Because their second home or base was so vast, they planned to camp. While Arif and Falah cook, Sky and Eri fix the mattress and tent for them to sleep.

"Ramen's coming!"

Arif and Falah put the ramen on the table that Heaven and Eri provided. They also eat the ramen with occasional tucking laughter because Falah and Arif put the diramen chili powder belongs to Eri.

"Hahaha rasain you!" ledek Falah's.

"Hua.. pedes terribly!"

Eri only realized that the drinks provided were only for the three of them. Then for himself?

"Where's my glass?" ask Eri while fanning his mouth that spiciness.

"Riff?" call Falah.

"Ri, you try it!"

The boy complies, then a cream is sprayed right on Eri's face. All three laughed over the agony of that cream face.

"Haha!"

Bumps! The birthday trumpet is blown by Arif and Falah makes everything happy on the eve of Eri's birthday.

"Happy birthday! Wish I hope your brain is not tilted anymore" said Falah.

While Eri was only silent because his mouth was filled with cream right now.

"Yoi, congratulations bro!" now that Arif sprayed the cream again, Sky laughed at the jokes of his three friends.

Eri also reciprocated the behavior of Arif and Falah by rubbing his face to then transmit the cream to his friends.

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The mansion is in a state of shock, for Arkan. His father was incessantly scolding Arkan, not scolding more precisely advising. Arkan knew his papa would only tell him that it wasn't good to do. Still, he got even more screwed up when his papa started messing around.

"Papa never taught you to borrow money from Mama!"

" ... What is that money for?"

This is what Arkan means. Sure enough, such a question would definitely be thrown for him. Arkan looked at his mother, hoping that her mother would answer the question.

Mother understands. "Arkan is an adult now, he knows what responsibility means as a man."

Finally, my mother spoke heavily. After previously only holding her papa to be quiet. "Optional?" ask papa.

Mother nodded. "The girl's name is Dusk, and Mama is sure Arkan's choice is the best."

Arkan smiled happily, it seemed like his papa was starting to go out now. "Arkan loves him well, so Arkan wants to do his best for Dusk."

Now her father ruffled her son's hair. "Papa really just ngetes Papa's son, how dare to say to Papa if you have a boyfriend!" this time the father hugged Arkan.

Arkan's heart is relieved now. He breathed out his heavy breath that had been held. Arkan scratched his head.

Actually, his mother had told him all about Arkan's problems. "Later if he realizes, Papa and Mama will look up."

Look at Arkan's face. If Heaven were here, he would prove that his father was good and not what he thought he was. "But remember! Never borrow or ask for money again!"

"Ready Pah!" he saluted his father.

The mother and father went to the room without questioning their youngest child. Honestly, actually Heaven is not only hurt because his biological Papa replaced, but because his mother is more attentive to his eldest son.

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The sky looked at his friends who were asleep under the moon. Only her mind drifted to the girl whose spirit was now outside. As for Arif, Falah and Eri they had drowned with their dreams.

He walked slowly to pick up the twilight white rose. He looked deeply at the flower, then took the match in the drawer of the nightstand. In front of the moon he counted the petals of the flower.

"Silence!" One petal in the draw.

"Defend!" The second petal was removed.

"Silence!" The third petal was taken.

"Defend!" The fourth petal was taken.

"Silence!" The fifth petal was taken away.

"Defend!" The sixth petal is drawn.

And the last petal . "Nye-rah?" that petal chose to blush?

Alright. He will give up, after all, said the twilight had made his feelings broken. He looked at the moon once more, The sky is ready to forget the girl.

The sky breathed a heavy breath. He felt that he was the world's biggest man. Deceased loved one, Sesey, his mother loved Arkan more, and this time Dusk.

Sometimes he thinks about what God is planning for his life? Why is it so heavy? If Heaven is told to choose between life and death, then he chooses to die and go with his father now.

The lighter is directed to the rose petals that are separated from the stem. Now the compound burns the whole feeling of the sky.

"Goodbye to the Dusk!"

Her tears were shed after seeing the moon. The night was gripping, cold and sad for him. He felt the hug still feel warm in his body. It is heartwarming if Heaven really needs him.

That steady nod still clearly visible in his mind. If only his brother realized later, would he still remember the words Sky or have forgotten completely?

"Moon?"

"May I confide in you?"

The moon is getting brighter. "Does God have no intention of telling you this feeling?"

"Why did God give this feeling to me, if in the end I couldn't have her?"

"And why is it so hard for me to forget him?"

"Is he really my soul mate?"

"If it wasn't, I'd have missed him."

"I beg you to answer me!"

"If I have to forget him, can you answer me dimly?"

"If I have to endure, can you answer me brightly?"

Risa was like a madman right now, where could she confide with the moon. The moon seemed to understand his feelings. That month... dimmed? Alright. He will forget Heaven and begin to empty his heart.

"Goodbye, Sky!"

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