MY PAST AND MY DESTINY

Chapter 50's

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Dusk felt his days were getting worse. Especially now that he already knew all the facts about the Sky. First, he is the half-sister of Arkan then there is a possibility if Sky will be his sister-in-law. Second, he knew that he was the first love of a Sky.

But even so, let's just say the days with the Sky never happened at all. Let's just say he knows Arkan and doesn't know the sky. Because the sky never greeted him these few days. Even if Dusk calls or approaches the man he immediately leaves and does not care.

Maybe the sky had completely forgotten about him. But Dusk owes the man an apology, not only an apology but also thanks for everything.

Dusk sits in a place that was once a memory with the Sky. He was sitting on his favorite bench, that banana ice cream, that banana that Sky had bought. Ah it still sticks to his mind. If you knew everything would be this complicated, maybe Dusk would choose for itself.

He held a flower that Arkan gave him, a white rose. Uh what is that from Arkan? Not 'em?

While holding the flower, Dusk looked at the sky which was almost dusk.

Suddenly a laugh was heard in his mind. When her tiny lips were filled with the liquid brown of the ice kul-kul that Heaven had given her.

One more, as Heaven devoured half of the banana he was holding. Dusk smiled wryly, honestly he missed that figure.

The ice kul-kul that was talked about was now in front, someone came to greet Dusk. "Make Brother beautiful" he said.

Dusk lowered his head and took the ice, "Radit? Thanks dear." Pinched Radit's cheek.

Do you remember who Radit was? Yes, he was a little boy who was crying at that time for falling before the Dusk and the Sky.

"Cock you're alone? Where's your mother?"

"Brother is alone too, which handsome brother?"

Dusk rippled, it felt like he wanted to tell Heaven, let alone Dusk, Radit still remembered the incident. Dusk took a long breath.

"Big brother is there, but he's gone."

"Where to?"

Dusk did not know what to answer. The sky does exist, but it is not as Dusk knows it. "So don't know, baby."

Radit looked down and was a little sad. "Radith?" call mother.

"Sister, that's Mother there. I'll go first." Radit went with a wave of hands for Dusk.

The boy remembered the sky. Dusk looked at the banana ice that Radit had given him. He remembered the figure of the sky.

Dusk ate a little of that banana ice. It still feels the same as before. With tears flowing, he tried to erase that memory. And enjoy the banana ice that is now in his tribe.

"It's like ice cream, it's cold and sweet. I miss the same lo," in the twilight while looking at the sky which is now twilight.

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The sky grabbed the rooftop and looked at the graffiti from the hand of Dusk. The twilight and Arkan readings still imprint on the rooftop. It looks like rain and heat are coming. The heavens are too stupid to have known and become a hero to the girl. The sky hates the twilight at this time.

I don't know, every time you see Dusk is not the sound of his heart pounding, but the pain that hurts.

Yes, Sky was forced to stay away from Dusk and try to live life without the girl again. Not just Dusk, but Risa. The sky felt Risa was also cold to him. The girl seemed to be avoiding her.

"Sky! Where you going?"

"Just a second!"

"habit."

The seeds of dandelion fell, where did it come from? He sat down and enjoyed the wind at dusk. Very quiet, he thought. He looked at the twilight and thought that the twilight was unfair to the sky.

"The sky is always there, but why does dusk always go?"

"The sky always gives whatever the twilight wants, but why does the twilight always disappear?"

But logic enlightens the heavens. If the sky had gone, then the twilight would not have shone. Is it so too?

The sky closed his eyes.

But fixed on his feelings and stance, he would never want to go back and greet the girl. After Dusk said he didn't need the sky.

Though the aroma, his smile, his cry, and his sweet behavior are still clearly attached to the heart of Heaven.

Yes, if asked about feelings, the sky will definitely answer Dusk.

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Dusk was still with the sky almost evening, the girl did not help her mother in the shop or reply to Arkan's message. All he wanted to do right now was to be silent and remember everything about himself and the Sky.

Twilight was enough, his mind was dull now. Remembering from beginning to end.

What is attached is when Dusk is bullied by Oppi and Sky is forced into the female toilet. At that time he used a jeans jacket and put it directly in the body of Dusk and hugged him. "There I am." Oh that sentence, why so beautiful?

There is another one, when the Sky pokes the cheeks of Dusk while playing basketball. "Boiled tomato." The sentence also melted him.

And most memorable, when Sky gave up his wet school coat to protect the girl from the rain. "Come on!"

There is still much he has done with the sky. As detention and Sky class recounts his funny story with his friends. "Eri was scared and fainted." This sentence only Dusk and Heaven knew.

What he remembered most was when there was a tailed star passing in front of them. Oh that one, that's so funny. The sky braided the Twilight hair, although the result was still a mess. Twilight chuckles small, adorable.

And the hardest thing to forget is when the Sky expresses its feelings to Dusk. "Gue love you." The sun is sad again. He shook his head.

The twilight that was there was even drowned in time, it was getting dark, he was crying in silence on the bench. Not even one day can remember everything. It took him a few days to tell his story with Heaven.

People began to move from their silence, while Dusk was still sitting crying remembering everything. Just imagine if you were in the position of Dusk at this time. Just imagine if the days you missed with him you couldn't feel anymore because he was gone.

"Gue lied, I lied Sky. I love you, I'm sorry," the inner twilight cried while hugging the white rose.

His mind shakes his feelings. There's Arkan, Dusk.

He put the white rose in the garden. He will not come to the garden again, and will choose to forget the sky as well. For him to remember his story with the man was to say thank you.

The night fell and went home to his mother's shop. Leave the white rose and hope Heaven finds the flower.

A few steps away from the park bench.

But the roses he put on the garden bench have been lost found the right person.

"Senja," said the man who found the rose.

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