My Love Is Stupid's

Chapter 21's

Fara looked at the results in her hands happily. The value did not disappoint. His eyes glazed with relief. All students congratulate each other. He sees Niko being hugged by Erika.

Fara fell silent. Now only a farewell party awaits. Fara pulled out her HP and called my mom.

Once connected, Fara immediately told him the good news. "Ma, I graduated."

"Happy dear" said the mother happily on the phone. "We're having dinner out tonight to celebrate your graduation."

"All right," Fara agreed. After speaking for a while, he disconnected the phone. Niko received congratulations from the teachers after that, because her test scores were the highest of all the students.

Fara looked at it all while smiling. Beside Niko, Erika smiled proudly, Fara returned to her class. His hand lightly stroked the table where Niko was. "Congratulations, Niko," he said. He knew that at any time he would not be able to enter the world around Niko, which is different from his world.

Fara tidied up the bag, then walked home to the bus stop.

***

"Thank you, Ma" said Fara happily seeing the graduation gift of dr. mama. They're having dinner at a seafood restaurant.

Fara wore a silver watch given by her mother. "Mama shouldn't be wasteful in buying this expensive hour."

Mom smiled. "It's okay. Mama's really proud of you. Mama knows how hard you're trying to graduate."

"I will always keep this watch," Fara said as she looked at the gentle mama. "So, when will the freight forwarder come?"

Mama took her drink and gulped it down and replied, "maybe tomorrow. Did you pack your stuff in the cardboard?"

"Some of it already is," said Fara. "living the rest of the school books. I can do it tonight."

"You can finish it tomorrow if you're exhausted" my mother suggested.

"I'm not tired. It felt like my energy doubled after eating," Fara joked.

"What did you decide to go to?" ask mama seriously.

"If you can tell," said the patient mother, "what do you really like the most in the world?"

Fara immediately replied, "together with mama."

Mama laughed. "other than that what else?"

"Hm..., I like to cook, maybe" replied Fara.

"Why don't you try cooking?" mama's proposal.

"I'm still not sure ma," Fara said hesitantly.

"You don't have to decide now" said the understanding mother. "You'll know it's time. Now...what about your heart problem? you done it?"

Fara thought hard. "I don't know, ma. But in a few days it will all be over. I'm not gonna see him again. And I'll try to forget it."

"First love is hard to forget" said the mother nodded wisely. "Only time will your mother forget it. You ever tell her you like her?"

Fara shakes. "Never."

"Maybe you should tell him, after that you can go on with your life and get a new love someday." Mom touches her daughter's arm slowly. "You need a solution."

"Yes, I know." Fara looked at my mother's eyes in sadness. "I just don't want it to end."

"That you must remember," said the mother to strengthen her son's heart, "you must be true to yourself. Tell him how you feel." "I'll try it" Fara said.

 

***

In the evening, Fara packed her former school books. While entering the last book, Fara sees a large brown envelope on her desk. Fara opened the envelope and took out pictures of Niko's jewelry designs. Fara composed one after another of the pictures and looked at them (maybe I should return them to Niko), she said in her heart.