My Love is Not as Beautiful as a Novel

AND THEN I LET YOU GO

🍃Ryani pov

The day he was waiting for arrived.

"Yeayyy, I won 1 again .. yes .. yes .. yess ...."

"The end of his scholarship will continue, thank God for granting Ryani's prayers."

Today as usual, as in previous years, almost every semester Rya always gets a rank of 1. Yes, it all happened thanks to his mother's hard work and prayers. If not for the scholarship where maybe Rya could go to school to this day.

Maybe even Rya's life will end up being labor. I don't know, what Rya's dreaming of right now is to change his family's life for the better and more appreciated in his father's extended family.

Yes, because Rya's family is not a wealthy group, he is only the son of a pair of farmers whose life is simple. But thank God to this day Rya's family has never been involved in terms of accounts payable.

While most families from his father's line mostly became successful and wealthy people. What a significant difference if it continues to be imagined.

But Rya was grateful at least her family didn't have to beg. His family also had a number of farm animals and a large number of farms. Everyday needs are more than enough.

Only the prayers of her parents still strengthen her to this day. Yes, Rya must be a successful person. He had to raise the degrees of both his parents. That's how girls start to grow into teenage girls. Because Rya's age has just been 17.

Girls who are at that age are still in a state of unstable emotions. He should still be free to imagine without having to burden the weight of life.

And today he breathed a little relief, because soon he will be doing Industrial Work Practices in the place that Rya had obtained yesterday.

He was unceasingly grateful for all the favors he got.

And in the midst of his daydream, suddenly came a person, with a step of sagging he managed to approach Rya, and one .. two .. three ....

"Hey ... What else is morning?"

"Akh Danu, you're not so cool! disturb the people who are so engrossed!" sulek Rya who has been hired.

"I'm sorry, but I'm sorry, but someone else misses me .. he .. he ...."

"Hhhh, uda deh Danu! I'm having another debate on you, ah, I'm going to go."

"Eits, go where the, anyways want to be cemented even run away the si."

"Wait for napa si Ya, do not spit dong way."

Rya did wear a long skirt, so naturally Danuarta sewot ama Rya's behavior, will be afraid if suddenly Rya fell.

"Don't you, I really want to be alone."

"OK .. okay .. I just want to ask for your help aja Rya, please, horrifying me for a moment."

Rya stopped her steps and looked at Danuarta, "Emang why?"

"Gini Yes, I'm dizzy again, from the moment I can get a place for Industrial Work Practice, you can help me?"

"Or am I going to bed at the internship you can't?"

"Yes don't know also Dan, right I just said for me and didn't say if you want to bring a temen."

"Lo just go there and try to sleep by yourself, and please stay away from me!"

"OK .. okay .. but please give me the address, let me try to go."

"Okay, I'll tell you the address."

I don't know if he's too happy or if he's upset about his feelings. Yeah either it's been almost 1 month more he never saw Revano again in school, as well as Tiny. They were both compact invisible sticks of his nose at school.

Maybe it is true that rumors about Mungil who has changed schools and returned to Jakarta, but I don't know with Vano. Even Roni who is Vano's best friend is also invisible in the school area. Or it was true that they had deliberately avoided Rya. I don't know if only God knows.

What Rya felt at this moment was a deep disappointment. Shouldn't have wanted to be together or wanted to separate, should have dared to say it directly. Don't hang on to other people's feelings. Even to start a relationship, Rya did not dare to do it.

Even now if asked about how Shelly Vano's relationship with Rya, he always says fine, or deliberately diverts the conversation. And he did not dare to look at his friend's eyes. Because if he comes face to face, he will know if Rya is lying.

What a deep dilemma that Rya is feeling, when he just knew love, but it must happen like this. A healthy relationship is not going to hang.

🍃*revano pov**

It's been 1 month since Vano has always shied away from Rya. Even at school it was like playing hide and seek with Rya. Likewise with Roni, who actually from the beginning he knew Vano's plan he did not even agree, until finally he entered the game Vano.

Roni was really disappointed with Vano's attitude all along. He even advised from the beginning of Vano's relationship with Rya to really maintain the relationship well, not to hurt Rya's feelings. Because Roni knows, that Rya is a good girl and just got to know LOVE.

But even intentionally or not, in the beginning Vano did jump his dream, but this ahir-ahir, Vano turned into a coward. And even hangs a relationship with Rya, even deliberately dodging and hiding from him. And stupidly Roni also played in it.

It feels like he went and told Rya that Vano has indeed changed, and wants to tell Rya the true state of Vano . Because he knows that actually inside Rya there is a fragile soul but he is good at covering with his cheerfulness.

🍃Ryani pov

Because this week is a relaxing week after the repeat of the semester. Rya's only a few hours at school. He prefers to spend time by playing to his friend's house or he goes for a walk in the mall, for a moment refresh his brain so that it is diluted and dead-end.

At school there was absolutely nothing that excited him. Even people who want to be invited to share happiness are no longer looking at the trunk of his nose.

Finally Ryani also mengikhlaskan his feelings go with his love plus his person. Funny yes, love High School is indeed rich love monkey, he comes suddenly, but goes quickly without certainty.

Suppose the time can be played back, it feels like Rya never met with Vano again. And maybe if you don't meet Vano, maybe Rya can find another love, which might bloom for him.

Because we do not know who and where the real soul mate for us. What is clear is that for what may be created is not for us .

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