My Love is Not as Beautiful as a Novel

DETERMINATION

Since the incident a few days ago, Rya has been on the move as usual. Even Rya is more focused on getting ready to find a place for work practice when later entering semester 1 in grade 3.

Because indeed the majors that Rya took very few jobs, or even sometimes do not open an internship vacancy, therefore Rya must be more selective to look for it.

Almost every day, he went through the corners of the city to try to apply for a job for an internship, and finally he found a place WO (Wedding Organizer) that allowed Rya to intern there.

How happy and grateful Rya can be accepted there. Even before he came home, he was introduced to the people who had worked there. The average employee is male.

Rya actually feels happy because her work partner will be male, because according to Rya everything will certainly be better invited to work than girls. Because he interns at a WO means his job later requires more energy than the brain.

Imagine aja uda seneng gini, how will the practice? Hi ... Rya giggled to herself on the way home. I can't wait to tell her parents that.

And that means, he can focus more on looking for Vano again. Because it has been a few days either at school or anywhere he did not find any trace of Vano and Tiny. Or are they back together? I don't know but if it happens, surely his heart will hurt and will Rya be able to handle it later?

The smile on his face slowly faded away as he imagined his relationship with Revano.

🍃Danuarta pov

It has been a week more he did not much time to be with Rya, because he also spent his time to find his workplace later.

In fact, he was more often with the Hilmy gang et al. Even unintentionally, even Rya rarely gathered with him. Rya has been too busy with her own world since her return from Bali.

"I miss you Rya? how long can I hold this feeling for you?"

"If yesterday I had expressed my heart, it might not be like this, and I would be free to meet you at any time, Rya I love you so much."

🍃At Revano residence

"Rya I'm sorry I'm still hiding from you, I really don't know what to do without you by my side, but I'm too stupid and cowardly!"

"Every time I'm far away from you makes me sicker, can't see your face, can't see your smile, like I'm killing me slowly, but I'm not perfect even far from perfect if I have to be with you."

"Wait for me until I get Rya back."

"I hope you'll faithfully wait for me to return."

🍃Home Ryani

At 3 p.m., Rya arrived home. He immediately did his homework as usual. He did not want to take a headache by thinking too much about Vano, for what he had to wait for something uncertain, maybe he just stopped by. But even so this pain is too imprinted in the heart.

My happiness is now changing with pain that cannot be expressed. "Why does loving have to be this sick?" inner Rya.

Deep in this heart is still stored taste for him, but if it is constantly ignored or even like a relationship that is hanging it does not feel very good.

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Love is unique

When present so catapulted our dreams and dreams

But when ignored

Or even when they are hurt

So quickly the feeling disappeared instantly

And change with excruciating pain

And I don't know how and what can heal that wound

Obviously I still don't know

What is Love?

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As night fell, the whole family gathered. Ryani also wants to immediately tell his parents about the incident last afternoon.

"Well, mother, thank God Ryani has been accepted as an intern at the wedding service business owned by Mr. Satya. It's lo near Tamsis."

"Alhamdulillah son, ahirnya you are accepted."

"What's that guy like?"

"Alhamdulillah Well, Mother .. this afternoon I will meet Mr. Satya directly by chance there is Bu Satya also there, then I express my intention and purpose there for internship, because of schoolwork."

"Initially the objection, because they have never received an apprentice child, let alone a child and school kayak I .. he ... but because they saw my unanimous and sincere determination that they agreed to accept me." Rya explained excitedly.

"Alhamdulillah son, grateful you are met with good people, hopefully later everything will go smoothly huh."

"But Rya does not have a vehicle well, can Rya use the father's motor if there is a sudden need?"

"Yes later let father interracede, or your brother who sent ya, I'm afraid you why would the name of the marriage service business is always moving places and home is also uncertain."

"Oh yes also yes well, I asked about the schedule to leave and go home at what time, later if uda class 3 well, I asked, this will still focus on learning so that it can go up to class 3 .. he .. he ...."

From the middle room Kak Rega appeared.

"Benek deck, learning that really let pinter, do not be busy courting lo yes, sister does not want to squirm you so g focus on learning because busy dating."

"Oh of course, brother, if told to date now, I can't, I'm still dizzy with school lessons and busy with extracurricular activities, he .. he ...."

"It's dong new adek brother."

He ... Rya simply responded with a smile.

It is undeniable, if now he prefers the same focus of his studies rather than his feelings. Although it still feels strange, but Rya tries to get used to it and put aside her feelings.

Even if the soul mate will not run, right? he .. he ...

🍃Mungile Pov

Since yesterday's incident, Mungil has rarely appeared at school, and he said he would change schools and return to Jakarta with his parents.

Yes indeed because the parents of Tiny always move because of work, but Mungil does not necessarily follow his parents. Sometimes he prefers to stay in Jakarta, even though both his parents are on duty out of town. He sometimes prefers to stay with his aunt.

And one of the reasons why he joined his parents moved to Jogja was because of Revano.

He followed where Revano lived. And now, feeling hopeless, he chose to stay away and harbored his feelings. Maybe he was being too selfish all along. Always telling people to follow their will. But it is precisely because of his nature that he even further with Revano.

The Revano he knew back then wasn't as cold as it is today, I don't know what changed him. And his nature was changed 180° when with Ryani, and will return cold when dealing with Tiny.

Maybe his love is one-handed. And Ryani has won Revano's heart completely. He would rather be at peace with his heart now.

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People we love are happier when we are with other people

And feel restrained when with us

It's time we took it off

Because anyways

The heart cannot be forced

Especially lying

Let Love find its soul

And let Love determine where it will dock

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Ryani I hope Revano will be happy with you. May you be a match and may you not be hurt by it.

~ Connect ~