My love is blocked by the Throne

My love is blocked by the Throne
Go Unrelenting, Survive the Pain



"Oh, it's been. Just sign this letter. I need proof, so you can't deny it" replied Ilmi.


Yofan moved his finger to sign the letter with great compulsion. His eyes read every sentence that was typed very neatly in a piece of paper that had been signed by Adelia and Ilmi. His heart was completely broken and he could do nothing.


"Well, that's dong, my brother. May it be lasting and happy with Adelia, yes." Ilmi smiled– felt satisfied to have won from Yofan. He then went from the house to Adelia's house.


"Argkhi!" Both of his burly and muscular hands, ruffled his hair very roughly. Yofan also hit his own head several times against the wall because he was very upset.


Tung ting! Someone rang the doorbell of his house. Yofan approached the door and opened it. He was surprised because the one who came was Emilia with Andi and her best friend Puspa–.


His emotions suddenly disappeared and began to misbehave. He was afraid of getting caught by Emilia if her head was hurt, as a result of her hitting the wall. Yofan did not want Emilia to feel sad because of her actions.


"Dek Lia's. You're here?" ask Yofan.


"I stopped by, Mas. Incidentally, your flash falls on the house. So I'm taking you here." Emilia smiled sweetly.


Accidentally, Emilia's pretty eyes saw a bruise on Yofan's head. His right hand touched the bruised part, so Yofan grimaced in pain. Andi and Puspa were surprised to see Yofan's current condition.


"This is why, Mom? How bruised is this?" ask Emilia–panik.


"It's okay, really. It was just an emotion, so I threw it against the wall."


"Sir Yofan is crazy, yes! Himself kok tortured ..." Reflex speech was out of Andi's mouth which was soon silenced by Puspa.


Emilia can feel how sad and how upset she is to become a Yofan who must choose one of two things, which are considered important and also he cares.


If he keeps his job, then Yofan has to leave Emilia and if he chooses Emilia, then he has to give up his job.


"Mas. I know this exam is tough for you, because you have to choose between two. But you know, Mom. This test is also tough for me because I can't, if it's far from you. But what else, maybe God doesn't predestine us to be together and we can't do anything." The girl stared with sadness.


"Not Mas Yofan ever told me that everything that belongs to us, will never be lost. If he leaves, he will come back. But on the contrary, if everything is not for us, then no matter how strong we maintain it, someday it will also be lost" said Emilia again.


On the porch of the house, Yofan and Emilia looked at each other. While Puspa and Andi, looking at the two of them with a sad look. As a friend, the two of them could very well feel Emilia's current sadness.


Puspa could no longer hold back his tears, but he preferred to pretend to be strong in front of his best friend Emilia– by throwing his face away and occasionally pretending to be busy with his phone.


Adam also had a few times glance at the behavior of Puspa. He understood that Puspa was currently trying to take his eyes off the grieving Emilia and Yofan.


"I know. But I'm not strong, honey. Not sure if you can, if you have to separate from you. Especially if you are facing a national exam soon. I don't want to make you think. I want to be happy with you, I want to stay with you, I want to marry you" Yofan said.


"Give it all the same God, Mas. He who knows better and His choices are definitely the best for both of us. Even if it turns out we are not a match, it does not mean you can not make me happy, right?" Emilia looked at her two beautiful eyes.


"We can still be friends or just be brother and sister. I can still be happy, Mom. At least you still care about me and I can still think of you as my brother" he added.


Yofan did not expect, Emilia would be able to become that mature of her thoughts. Because, she is a girl who tends to be spoiled and unruly. Yofan always thought that Emilia would not be able to give up on their relationship.


Even Yofan had imagined Emilia would pull out her horn and win the fight between him and Ilmi.


"Eng–no, Mas. I went alone, wearing ojol. I won't ride my own bike. Take it easy" said Emilia.


Emilia asks for drugs and alcohol to treat Yofan. But Jophan refused and chose to treat him himself. He sent Emilia and her friends home immediately out of fear that Ilmi would attack them, if she knew they were here.


Emilia is very familiar with the character of Ilmi–gurunya who suddenly jutek and fierce. He could also understand Yofan's worries that loved him dearly.


"Yes, if so .. I go home first, yes. Mas Yofan take care of his health, I don't want to see you sick" he said in a soft, spoiled voice.


"Yes .. I take care of my health. Anyway, tomorrow is Saturday I'll take the shuttle, yeah. Can't refuse." They laughed and hugged the teletubbies.


A glance flashed in Emilia's mind, while on the way home to cancel Yofan and Adelia's marriage. He could not let his entire dream fall apart.


Since childhood, he always obeyed the will of his parents and could never be happy with his own choices. Everything is always chosen by parents. Now he really wants to feel happiness like other young people.


"Are you, any love affair I have to give up? This is really unfair to me" he murmured inwardly.


"Mil, we're going straight home, right?" Questions that came out repeatedly from Puspa's mouth, but did not also get a response from Emilia.


The Javanese and Sundanese crossbreed girl raised her voice while looking back to make Emilia surprised. Reflexes, his small hand hit Puspa's left arm slowly while grumbling.


"Yes end, you are dumbstruck. He asked to talk from earlier not nyaut," said Puspa.


"Yes sorry, I'm thinking about the video that Niko showed me last week." He tries to lie to his best friend while distracting his mind.


"What video?" Puspa glanced at Emilia from the rearview mirror.


Tinn!!! Andi squeezed the horn of his motorbike by holding it, causing a noise that horrendous the highway.


Almost Andi hit the biker who broke through the red light. The souls of the bars were also invited. Andi yelled at the dirty motorist with dirty words while trying to chase after him.


"Well, what about it, Mil? Can we sniff out the cops!" Manda also called–pursuit Andi.


"Dam, stop! Don't chase, Dam!" the screams of Puspa and Emilia caught the attention of the highway users.


Unfortunately, Andi did not respond to the cries of the two girls behind him.


"If you've been speeding the class of demons playing the race anyway, must use the speaker to talk to the roar," grumbled Puspa.


Emilia's panic grew as her eyes saw two policemen on the side of the road.


"Our mampus, Pus. There's a cop, Pus. Finish our history," he whispered in Puspa's ear.


"Haduh ... why the hell, Angel Izrail use the show nongol all."