My love is blocked by the Throne

Secrets Uncovered

Della hung up, without a greeting. While Emilia, pensive in her chair, to make Ardian and his wife confused.

"Mil, what's wrong with you?" ask Ardian.

"Ah, that's okay, Mom. Just as shocked as my friend told me." He tried to cover up the problem.

But what a pity, today was indeed an unlucky day for Emilia. Ardian asking about his relationship with Yofan– made Emilia confused to answer him.

Ardian had known Yofan from the beginning as a policeman. Even Ardian had become Yofan's foster brother, at his headquarters. It was impossible for Emilia to cover up all her troubles from Ardian. Because, he was a man who had memorized the character of Emilia.

"Mil, how dumb again, anyway. There must be something you're hiding?" ask Ardian.

"Emc ... A–Anu, Mass. Ak–I ... have broken up with Yofan, actually. He was betrothed to another girl and was forced to marry. But he and I stayed in touch" Emilia said.

Ardian and his wife looked at each other, "You mean cheating?" ask Ardian.

Emilia nodded her head, slowly. Reflex, Ardian stood up and was furious at Emilia, without caring if she was a guest, in the house. His voice was quite loud, making Emilia's mother come out, coming at him.

"I'm disappointed in you, Mil. You can lower your self-esteem for love!" ardian Benthic.

"But we love each other, Mas. Yofan doesn't love either, nor does Adelia." A hiccup, began to sound from Emilia.

"If she's not in love, there's no way she's going to accept the match, Mil. Even if forced, for a long time he can certainly love because he is used to it. Marriage is not a toy, Emil. It's not as easy as a breakup, if you want a divorce."

Long advice, Ardian gave to the poor little girl in front of her mother. His mother was surprised by what Emilia had just learned.

"Astaghfirullah, Mil ... You don't embarrass the family, Nduk. Decide on him, throw away your love. Aware, Nduk ...," said the mother.

After the debate, Ardian deliberately took Emilia and her family for an afternoon walk. They went around the city, until the Maghrib prayer rang.

***

Ardian stopped his car in front of field–, where Emilia and Yofan had once stopped.

"I don't pray, Ma'am. Again a hindrance" replied Emilia.

"Well, if I stay, yes." The dimple-owning woman stepped away from in the presence of Emilia.

***

This field is full of stories about you

Which makes me miss all the laughter and togetherness that used to be.

I still remember all your promises not to leave me, no matter how bad things were. And that promise you have kept, though now you are no longer mine.

I know it's hard for us, even I know, the decision we're making right now is a fatal mistake and could hurt his heart that desperately wants you.

In fact, I could never be a hypocrite.

The failures I always get, though,

every time I try to stop my wounds, my ignorance and my love are still there for you.

Worse, I also know that you feel the same way as me, but I instead choose to accept a silly idea from you. Shouldn't we choose to storm together?

I don't know what kind of karma God will inflict on us. Right now all I am preparing is the readiness of the heart to welcome all forms of karma that will come to reward.

The expression of the heart also appeared, in the form of typing that Emilia stored on her phone. Very much so, he sent that heart-expression to Yofan. But, Della's words a few hours ago, made him undo his intentions.

Tungs. One message came in.

Mas Yofan (18.02): What else is it? Not busy? I have something to talk to you about.

"Mas Yofan will surely kill me" said the inner Emilia.