My love is blocked by the Throne

My love is blocked by the Throne
Old Love Hasn't Been



"Miles!" shouted a girl who had a very bright face.


Emilia stopped in front of her school gate, "What's up, Fen?"


"You want me to go see Doctor Ken?" ask Feni.


"Okay, Feni ... We're gonna have another final exam, Fen. We should be learning, not thinking of men and love ..." With a gloomy face, Emilia threw away her face, then walked away from her best friend.


"Yes .., I know. But we can still study later in the afternoon and evening, right. Yes, Mil .. please ..." All her persuasion and whining made Emilia worried.


Tin. Motorcycle horns belonging to people they know, reads. The owner is a handsome cop who is very playful in the world of romance. Who else if not Yofan–ex girlfriend Emilia.


"Lia, haven't been picked up?" ask Yofan.


"No, Mas. Looks like Mas Bryan is still busy or on his way."


"I'm delivering, yeah .."


"Emm .. don't do it, Mom. Not good with wife and Miss Ilmi," said Emilia.


"God, it's okay. Just take her home, nothing more. Want huh? There's something I want to talk to you about." Yofan never stops convincing Emilia, until the teenage girl wants to go home with him.


Emilia tries to get back to Bryan and forbids him from picking her up. He explained his reasons in detail.


"Fen, sorry yes .. I can't. Tomorrow, yes, I will" said Emilia.


"Yes, deh. You be careful yeah, take care of yourself .."


***


Along the way, Yofan recounts everything that has happened in his home, since he married Adelia. He also expressed all the feelings he had long felt alone. But Emilia did not respond at all to Yofan's stories.


Eyes dewy. His cheeks were almost wet with tears that almost dripped. But Emilia moved quickly to remove it, before Yofan saw.


"Sir, let's eat first, yeah. You want to, don't you?" ask Yofan.


"Yes, back. But now it's a break, honey. You must be hungry too, right?" He glanced at Emilia from his rearview mirror.


Emilia nodded, "Yes, it's up to Mas Yofan."


Yofan smiled, happy to walk with Emilia again.


***


Arriving at the cafe subscription, Yofan again told a story while waiting for the food and drinks he ordered, came.


"Daddy, you believe me no, if I still love you and I don't want to lose you?" ask Yofan.


"Mas, you are already the husband of Adelia's mother, Mas," said Emilia.


"Yes, I know. But marrying her is not my wish, Lia. I just want to be with you." He looked at Emilia so deeply.


"Lia, you still love me, don't you? If you still love, you want to fight for our love until we can really be together forever. You want to, right?" ask Yofan.


The two looked at each other with hope. Until the cafe waiter came to deliver their order, and Emilia asked Yofan to eat first, before going back to talk about their relationship.


"I don't want to be separated from you either, Mom. But what can I do, if the reality is that your sister trusts Adelia more, "he said.


Shut up and talk to each other in their hearts for almost an hour. Now Emilia broke the silence that day. He spoke from his deepest heart, with nothing to cover up again.


"I ..," He looked at Yofan.


"I don't want to lose you, either. I want to be with you forever, because my happiness is there, after your presence. But, what can I do?" ask Emilia.


Yofan let out a sigh of relief, smiling, "I know, your feelings must be no different from mine. You want to stay in a relationship with me, like you used to?


"You don't go crazy, Mom. Adelia must be heartbroken to know you still have a relationship with me," he said–lirih.


"Wouldn't know, if no one told you. Anyway I promise, I will divorce Adelia immediately and marry you. I don't care if I get fired."