My love is blocked by the Throne

Ilmi's Appeal and Regret

"What do you mean, Ma'am? I don't know, seriously." Emilia looked at him.

"Mil, beat me up, yeah. If a person is truly loving and sincere, he will have no reason to love others, let alone leave you, whatever the reason. But if he's decided to learn to love others, it means he's not completely sincere, Mil. It could be that she saw another side of Adelia that could benefit her, so she decided to try love" she explained.

Kenzie and Niko justify Fika's remarks and give little additional understanding of the sincerity of love to Emilia. But Emilia's love for Yofan was completely blind. He doesn't really respond to Kenzie's words and stories. He only believed in his own heart that, Yofan could definitely return to him again like he used to.

***

Five days have passed. This afternoon, Emilia had a guest from her school. The guest is Ilmi, his wife Yofan, and one of his homeroom guardians who intend to pick up Emilia to be invited to the hospital, because it turns out Yofan is sick and is being treated at the hospital around his place of training.

"Emilia, there's an important guest waiting for you downstairs. Please meet for a moment" said one of the instructors.

"Thank you, sir." he walked out of the campus room and went down to meet the guest.

Emilia was shocked when the person she first saw was Adelia– the wife of Yofan. He began to over think, fear of being scolded and so forth. He almost returned to the college room, but his little heart refused and told him to keep seeing them.

"Mbak Adel" said Emilia.

Adelia, Ilmi and her homeroom teacher turned their heads, smiled faintly, and told Emilia to sit down for a while, as there was something they wanted to talk about.

Emilia sat next to Adelia with her heart beating fast enough and cold sweat, she waited for a word that had not been spoken at all from either of them.

"Mil, earlier I apologized yes, same to you. Maybe I'm late to tell you," said Ilmi.

"So, we came here to pick you up" he added.

"meaning?" ask Emilia.

"So in fact, some days Yofan is experiencing severe depression, as well as other illness, and was forced to be taken to a hospital around here to get further treatment by a doctor. But from yesterday she hasn't been conscious, she's been constantly mentioning your name, not Adelia's or mine." Ilmi looked at Emilia.

"No family member is named, not even his friends. All that is called is your name. So, I ask you to come with me to the hospital, see Yofan. Who knows, he can be human when he hears your voice," he added.

Emilia was shocked and felt worried about Yofan's current condition. But he was not sure if his instructor and security guards would allow him to go to the hospital. Because, he has permission to leave the dormitory 3 times for his personal needs. While the rules in the dormitory, out of the dormitory should not be more than 3 times, even leaving a ID card.

"I'm sorry, because I just told you now. I thought he was just a ngigo and could come to his senses, even though there was no you. But it turns out that until now, he has not been aware of himself and increasingly mention your name. Day, evening, night, every hour" Ilmi said.

"I really want to, Mom. But—"

"The problem is, the rules here can not get out of the hostel more than 3 times. As for me, yesterday-yesterday was out of the dormitory three times for my own sake. So I'm not sure I can get permission to get out of the dorm again" Emilia explained.

But Adelia did not believe Emilia's words. He smiled as he looked at Emilia with a very sharp look. He then spoke negative words that attacked Emilia mentally, rather berating her, in front of many people, including her own homeroom teacher Emilia.

Until finally, the homeroom teacher from Emilia decided to try first, permission for security and one of the instructors who trained Emilia. Of course with hope, hopefully given permission to visit Yofan for a while.

Ilmi, as a representative of the Yofan family, went to the guard post to ask for permission to go out with Emilia and left her CTF at the guard post.

"Emilia from what room, ma'am? Let me first check the data out," said Aris–satpam in the office of the Ministry of Industry.

"B14, sir," replied Ilmi.

Ilmi waited about 2 minutes for the process of checking Emilia's data.

"Well, I'm so sorry, Mom. Because Emilia has been out of the dormitory three times, so she can no longer get out of this dormitory for any reason" said Aris.

"But this is very important, sir. It's about the life of someone who's looking for him. Just one moment ..., sir. I live my ID here deh, the same KTP of my two colleagues that I brought earlier."

Ilmi tries to plead with the security guard to be allowed to take Emilia out of the dormitory.

But his efforts did not produce results, as he had hoped. The security guard still did not allow Emilia out of the dormitory, in accordance with existing rules. The security guard quibbled by not wanting to break the rules of the superior.

Ilmi reunites with Emilia, Adelia and Emilia's homeroom teacher, bringing disappointment and sadness.

"Where, Ma'am?" ask Adelia.

"Truely said Emilia, Del. Emilia is no longer allowed out of this dormitory, for any reason and for any reason. Earlier, Mbak had tried to seduce but still could not," lamented Ilmi.

At that instant the faces of everyone who was there, including Emilia, looked very sad and disappointed. Moreover, Ilmi as his older brother Yofan. There was regret on her face, even she did not hesitate to apologize repeatedly to Emilia, because she felt that she had hurt Emilia and her sister.

"At this time I can only hope that my sister will wake up and get back to health. Because doctors have said, the chances of survival are very small. I became sorry, had separated the love of the two of you and I just realized that it turns out that the love of you two is very big and sincere," said Ilmi.

"But I just realized it now. I'm sorry, Mil. Please pray for Yofan, so that he will recover quickly and be reunited with his family at home, "said ilmi again.