
After the trip, we finally went home. It feels quite exhausting for me, because this journey is not my wish, but what I can do.
I walked straight to the room when we got home. Lie down for a while and take a shower as it gets dark.
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Jhon and Kezia were sitting on the sofa. Then Andri came home with a slightly limp body.
"Andre. You look tired," said Jhon when he turned to look at Andri.
"yes om. That's pretty."
"Where are you from?" ask Jhon again.
"The streets were with Andri's friend."
"Pantesan, it was the same om the others already nyariin, but you do not exist. Oh, yeah. Rest there."
"Ah, yes om. Andri didn't get to say that either."
Andri continued her steps to the room.
Upon arrival in the room, Andri threw his body on the bed.
His mind was distracted by the incident in the park with Nat and Panca. The more thought out, the more he fell in love with the tomboy girl. That night was the longest night for him.
He's still fantasizing. Imagine the face of the girl.
"If you can't accept me right now, I'll keep trying to get you Nat" he said.
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After taking a shower, I tidied up and lay on the bed staring at my phone. While engrossed in my phone, I suddenly recalled Andri's words.
It felt like the memory loss about me and the silence Time and distance seemed to erase the memories of the sense that once existed between the two of us. As innocent as it was my love for him, until carved back was no longer able to.
It is possible, that feeling is eroded by the presence of others as long as Andri is absent. Or, did my feelings at that time arise just because we were together often. The comfort it gives seems like it is only a momentary love.
I'm still fantasizing. My life traveled everywhere without end and without a definite purpose.
Tok tok!!!
The door was opened from the outside when I ordered the man to enter immediately. I sat up and saw who was coming.
"Huh?" I was surprised to look at him and then look back at my phone.
Panca came in and walked up to me while sitting next to me.
"To do it anyway, very busy." Panca tried to peek at my phone but I managed to dodge.
"Kepoooooooo!" my spoken.
"Yeeeeeeee. It's the same sodara himself."
"Did, what's the story?" I asked when I saw him turn his face away.
"Well, not."
"Nat.., I have something to say to you. But how is it..," he said hesitantly.
"Actually..-" his words came to a halt when I directly cut in.
"Actually you like me, but we're cousins." cut me up.
Panca snorted in annoyance and then looked at me.
"Yes my.... Ge er very Nat. Look, your kiss that day would never make me fall in love with a rude girl like you."
"Haha. Canda. Anyway, the pack actually started. Like a playboy, you're the one who wants to shoot girls." I came back laughing.
"That's it, by the way. And in my heart," I said.
"Gak ah. I told you honestly Nat. Even if you ask me to fall in love with you, you could but as a soodara, would you?" tanyanya nosy..
"Ogah ah's. Don't want to fuck you."
"Uhm.... Yes yes, yes. Consider it that."
"Uhm. It is that."
"This is serious, Nat. I actually know all about you."
"How do you mean try?" I turned my attention to Panca.
"Well.... About you who are not aunt kezia's biological children and the late om."
"Huh? How's how?" many wonder.
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