
On the way to Shaki's school I was silent. I'm still upset that Marcell didn't answer my question about his wife.
I was thinking, maybe Marcell was having a fight with his wife. Even if it was like that, so that night was just his impingement? He vented it on me. Though in Marcell's mind he was doing it with his wife. That's the monologue I took.
Thinking about it makes me feel uninspired. I hate him so much, but... I still love him very much too. Lying if I don't love her.
Even if I don't love her anymore, maybe I've opened the door to another man. But until now I've still closed the door on my heart to other men.
But I'm quite aware of my position. I know if I'm nobody. My position has no effect. Far compared to Marcell's wife.
But when I was away, why did this man suddenly appear? Now Marcell did as he pleased. He threatened me through my daughter.
My weakness is in my daughter. Marcell used that to threaten me. And of course I'm scared. I'm afraid Marcell really took Shaki from me. I can be sure I'm going to die without my daughter. Shaki is my life, my breath and my life.
Don't want me to obey what he wants. Even now Marcell made me his mistress. What a pity my fate is. But it's okay. I will, as long as I'm still with my daughter.
"It's here" said Marcell, making me realize.
Marcell went down with Shaki. I also came down. As always. I kissed Shaki's forehead before entering his class.
After Shaki entered his class, Marcell smiled at me. I became uncomfortable for him.
"Did you look around?" I said ketus.
"Finally you are beautiful, so my eyes do not want to look anywhere else," he said.
I just rolled my eyeballs lazily. But suddenly the worms in my stomach rang, making me very embarrassed. Surely Marcell will laugh at me.
"You hungry, huh? Sorry, but darling. I actually intend to take you to breakfast at a special place" he said. I just melengos. Honestly, I'm still embarrassed.
Marcell took my hand again. I just kept quiet letting him do it. We walked to the car.
But I heard a voice that made us stop our steps.
"Father Marcell...!" shout that sound.
Me and Marcell turned the body. He looked at a little boy who was running towards us. A boy ran and hugged Marcell.
I'm choked. Could he be Marcell's son?
"Who's going anywhere? Why didn't Papa come home. Mama was angry because Papa didn't come home" said the little boy, who was older than Shaki.
My heart was immediately pumped up fast. Is this reality? Suddenly my heart felt pain. I'm just Marcell's mistress. We made mistakes behind his wife and son.
"Sorry son, Papa's got a lot of work to do. Tell Mama, Papa's coming home tonight" said Marcell. The boy simply nodded according to Marcell's orders.
I can only hold something so tight in my chest. L'm... I've become a destroyer of other people's households.
Marcell looks so sorry to the kid. He kissed the boy's forehead before he entered his class. Just like Marcell did to Shaki.
Marcell took my hand again, but this time I brushed it off. I don't want Marcell to make me his escape.
"Don't hold-hold!" I quickly walked into the car. I don't want to melt any more with Marcell's attitude towards me.
Marcell entered the car. He looked at me in wonder. "What's wrong with you, honey? Why keep getting angry anyway? Very hungry already, huh? Wait, I'll take you to a special place" Marcell said. I didn't bully him.
He immediately drove his car to a place I didn't know. What I'm thinking about right now is how I can get away from him. I can't be a destroyer of people's households.
"Why do you keep quiet, honey?"
"Don't call me darling! Aren't you afraid if your wife finds out?" pissed me.
"No. He already knows. He was also often angry. Moreover, his lips when he was angry, it looked so funny," said Marcell chuckling as he looked at me.
I turned my eyes to the car window. My eyes feel warm. I think my tears are almost dripping. Marcell told me a little bit about his wife. Even when he said it, there was a look of happiness on his face.
"Look, it's here."
I wiped away the tear that was almost dripping. I looked around and Marcell took me to the beach.
"Why did you take me to the beach?"
"Didn't you tell me that you love the beach so much, honey? Come on."
Marcell came down and opened the door for me. He extended his hand. I pulled him back.
"I can do it myself!"
I got out of the car and ignored Marcell's hand.
Marcell seemed disappointed with my attitude. But this is the most appropriate way for this man to let me go.
Someone came towards us.
"We've prepared everything, sir. Go ahead" said a man. It looks like he's Marcell's man.
Marcell nodded then told the man to leave.
He took me to a restaurant nearby. Marcell took me up to the roof of a restaurant that was beautifully decorated.
"Do you like it, honey?"
I frowned at me. I looked at Marcell, who was also staring at me.
Everything is so beautiful. But right now my mood is not beautiful.
"What do you really want anyway, Cell? Why are you acting like this to me? Didn't you tell me to leave your life? You dumped me and Shaki. Are you playing with my heart? Please Cell, let me go. You already have a family. Now you want to drag me into a relationship that's gonna ruin your family? I don't want to be the one accused of destroying your household, Cell. Please, let me go. Let me and Shaki go." I spilled the uneg-uneg in my heart.
I can't stand all this anymore. My tears I finally couldn't stand.
Grepp's... Marcell hugged my body so tightly.
"Never assume you're like that. You and Shaki are my life. I will never let you go. Ii'm sorry... About my attitude first. I did it because I had a reason. Don't think if you're ruining people's households. You never did. You are my only wife. You and Shaki are the most beautiful treasures God has given me" Marcell said.
I was surprised by Marcell's words. His only wife? What do Marcell's words really mean? I really can't digest it yet.
"Why do you say I'm the only wife? Do you want to lie to me? You obviously dumped me that time. You married the woman you love, right? You must have divorced me because you already have a beautiful and perfect wife." I said whatever I thought.
Marcell let go of his embrace and looked at me. Then Marcell touched my forehead.
"Aww... Marcel!" I looked at him sharply.
"Are you stupid? How could I turn away from this girl. The grown-up girl who's been driving me almost crazy looking for you."
"seeking me? Wh-what do you mean?"
Marcell didn't answer yet, my phone rang. I wanted to ignore it, but my phone kept ringing. A call from Elsa.
I immediately picked it up. "What's up, Elsa?"
"Ware, Doc. The patient, who had surgery a few days ago, is now deteriorating. Can the doctor help us? I know the doctor is on leave. But we desperately need the help of a doctor." Elsa's voice panicked.
I remember the patient Elsa was referring to was Marcell's mother. I also agreed to it straight away. "All right, I'll be right there." I'll close the call immediately.
I looked at Marcell who was still staring at me. "Marcelle... Your mum... We need to get to the hospital, right away" I said.
"What's up...? Did something happen to my mom?!" Marcell immediately panicked. I nodded. We immediately rushed to the hospital.
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