My Idamannical Boss

Pouring Hearts II

"Sir..."

"Just a second, Kiran. Hugged me." Brisper Sid into Kiran's ear.

Kiran chose to obey Sid's words, until soon the hug was released and made Kiran's heart beat fast.

"We'll just get back in my car, Kiran." Sid hands Kiran the car keys. Sid gets into the passenger seat. Inevitably, Kiran took over the duties as a driver.

Sid turns on Sid's luxury car, he just shuts up, because he doesn't really understand automatic cars.

"You can bring a matic car, right?" Sid seems to know Kiran's thinking.

"Bie... I can, sir." Answer Kiran confidently. His uncle's car is also automatic. He began to remember how to drive it.

"Slow down." Said Sid while leaning his body.

Kiran started driving slowly. All smoothly. Cars began to run smoothly through the streets of Jakarta.

"Are there plans to change cars?"

"Not yet, sir."

Kiran is always upset whenever Sid talks about his car. At a crossroad, the traffic lights turn red. Kiran stopped the car.

Kiran yawned, she was still sleepy. Suddenly the traffic light turned green. Kiran stepped on the gas pedal deeply, she forgot that what she was driving right now was Sid's car. Kiran panicked, unable to master the steering wheel. He slammed the steering wheel to the right, until the sound of objects slamming loudly. Kiran covered her face.

"What the fuck?!" Sid shouted annoyed. He opened the door out of the car.

Kiran follows him, and is shocked to see Sid's bumper dented for hitting a dumpster.

"Oh my God." Kiran muttered softly.

"Kirana, this is an injection car not as old as your car!" Sid shouted in anger.

"Sorry." Lirih Kiran's.

"Here you go, tomorrow let the driver take you to the workshop." Sid stroked his favorite car with pity.

Sid gets back in the car, but stays in the passenger seat.

Kiran let out a heavy sigh, the ordeal is still not over. He still has to drive Sid's car to the car owner's house.

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Kiran opens the door to Sid's house, and asks Sid to enter the house.

"Sir, where's your room?"

"To the living room, there." Sid pointed to a room whose door was closed. Upon arriving, Kiran helps Sid sit on a brown carpet that covers the floor. He leaned against a very soft sofa.

"Sir, what do you want to drink? I'll take it, so you feel better."

"Whatever." Sid closed his eyes.

Kiran steps towards the kitchen, she has no trouble as all the rooms in Sid's house are instructed.

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Hot tea in the glass stayed a little, Sid and Kiran sat face to face on the family room carpet. One did not stop raving, the other listened with a face filled with shock.

"You ever been in love, Kiran?" Opening sentence.

Kiran nodded. There's no point in remembering about Rian. By now he must have forgotten Kiran.

"Me too, and I hate that so much. If I may ask, I want God to remove the word 'Love' from the dictionary of life. Who said love is beautiful? Only unstable children say that! Because love is hurt, pain, pain. Happy is just a coating mask used to fool many people." Sid speechless. Silence for some time.

Kiran nodded, recalling the time of the event, where a woman had met Sid.

"She was the second woman to win my heart, after my late mother and she also managed to make a man like me, shed tears. You know why?" Kiran.

"Of course it's because of that love. Who said that love is beautiful? Bullshits! We love each other, even we're getting married. Three months before the wedding, I had to go to London to take care of the company, and on the two weeks before the wedding I was back."

Sid squinted his eyes at Kiran. "That day, I didn't tell Kanaya that I was coming back. I chose to make my arrival a surprise, and I myself went to her apartment. But there I found something very surprising. You know what that is?" Kiran nodded again.

"I caught him sleeping with another man. And, ironically not just regular sleep, they sleep in another sense. That day, my heart was broken. I left him, even I did something stupid. So stupid!" Screams began to sound from Sid's lips. Kiran's tears were even unstoppable listening to the story of her boss.

"I was like a man without a brain. You know what I did because of that lady?"

Kiran. He felt compassion for Sid, his heart slashed. I want Kiran to smother Sid's mouth and hold him, to stop talking.

The smell of the wound was very sharp. On the other hand, he wanted Sid to pour out his entire heart, so that Sid would feel relieved.

Slowly, as Sid's Slow motion moves open his suit, then open one by one the buttons of the maroon shirt he uses. The clothes are starting to open.

Sid's big fingers opened his shirt. Kiran gasped and rubbed her eyes, making sure her vision was not wrong. There, on Sid's white chest, there were two scars. One was like a gunshot, and the second was a horizontal line about five centimeters long. The pink-colored lines were in stark contrast to her smooth chest

"One week after I ended my relationship with Kanaya, she married the man she was sleeping with. I felt crazy until I decided to end my life. I stabbed my chest with a knife. And this is the knife's prick." Sid pointed at the scar like that line. Kiran was stunned, her cries breaking.

"You told me I was a coward in the face of love, didn't you? I'm not that smart, the proof is that for the sake of the two women I love so much, I'm willing to die. The first was my mother, this gunshot wound I got when I was a kid."

Kiran shuts her mouth, not expecting Sid's love story to be so tragic.

"After this incident, my father sent me to London." Sid raised his head, facing it against the ceiling of the house.

"I wasn't there long, I decided to go back to Jakarta. But I chose to stay at home. And of course my father immediately gave the responsibility of the company to me. With the promise that I will never see Kanaya again. Again, I'm not a coward Kiran! I started a new life with a new person. As Siddharth Adeva Rafandi who has no heart and forgiveness for anyone who dares to betray me!"

Sid lowered his head, making Kiran relieved. Because since then he could not see both scars from Sid's chest.

"There's no point in me remembering Kanaya, it's obvious she's a bad woman. Even she couldn't keep her purity of heart and self for me before marriage, what if we were already married?" Sid took a slow breath, then exhaled slowly. As if collecting ammunition to continue his speech.

"Maybe you'd think, modern times. I could have had plastic surgery to remove both of these scars. But I would never do it, for every time I met Kanaya, and if Kanaya asked me to come back, I would remember that she didn't deserve me. And this wound, it will be a witness that Siddharth is not a coward."

Clear droplets flowed from Sid's eyeballs.

"And this wound, I let it go, that I may always have the zeal to avenge my mother's murderous family."

Various mixed feelings filled Sid's chest. Between pity, amazement, concern, and smell. Why would someone with such immense love and loyalty like Sid have to have such a cruel destiny?

If possible, Kiran wants a man like Sid, who will always love and be loyal to her.

"Kira..." Lirih Sid while grabbing Kiran's arm.

"Never call me a coward again. Have you found a replacement you love?"

Yes, sirs. I found it, just its features. I want the same as you.

Kiran grimaced, then shook her head.

"You will find him, may he be the one who loves and understands you the most." Sid smiled faintly, then raised his hand. Caressing Kiran's smooth cheeks.

"Sir..." Lirih Kiran while sobbing.

Sid did not answer, he slipped his legs and body to lie on the carpet, with his head in Kiran's lap. It was no longer noticed, as Kiran put Sid's head to sleep on a pillow and covered him.

Seriate...

Deh sad... 😭😭😭