My Husband's Marriage
#67. Steven confessed his life story to Willi
Steven can't make Dikta's heart sad. Surely Steven wants to get out of this life full of lies, let Steven nurture Kenzo, Steven dear and considerate to Kenzo.
Sometimes it crossed Steven's intention and desire to run away from Dikta brought Kenzo, but saw Dikta who was weak and desperate. Steven undoes his intention, Steven does not have the heart Dikta sick or even commit suicide.
Steven is often cranky and not excited at the project site, his work is sometimes not focused on being done. So that many of his coworkers protested because Steven reported the results of his report did not match the reality on the ground.
"Hi Steven, why are you today!. Are you sick or not feeling well?", Willi asked Steven.
Willi was a friend of Steven's in a project that was pretty close to Steven. Willi is so understanding, sometimes Willi replaces Steven's job and helps Steven work on project reports.
"No Will, I'm fine" Steven replied lying.
"Don't lie to me Steve, I know you're not okay.
Let's tell me what the hell your problem is.
If I can help, I'll help you.
I can still keep your secret, if you're afraid this is spreading.
Or if you don't want a story is also okay" said Willi firmly.
Steven between wanting to tell a story, because maybe if Steven tells his problem to Willi, then a little bit of the burden of his mind must be reduced.
But if Steven tells Willi all about his life, he's afraid that Willi will be disgusted and will not be friends with Steven again.
Steven could only stare at Willi blankly.
"Steve, I know you actually want to tell me about your problem, but it seems like you're afraid that your problem will spread.
Don't worry Steve, I hold your secret well, I promise I won't pass it on to anyone else. I promise Steve that the burden of your mind will be slightly reduced" Willi assured Steven.
Steven wanted to tell a story, but Steven didn't know where to start.
"Will, can you promise not to mock, insult, even stay away from me!", said Steven pleading.
"Ha. ha.ha. there's no way Steve would mock me and stay away from you" Willi reassured Steven.
"Do you promise?", asked Steven unsure.
"Yes Steve, I promise" Willi said, lifting his index and middle fingers from his right hand.
"Look Will, I'm a fool, I don't think using common sense, I'm more obedient to my lust than thinking about my future" Steven said.
Willi is increasingly confused, not knowing the direction of Steven's conversation.
"You mean what the hell Steve is. I'm so confused!", said Willi wrinkled his speech a sign of incomprehension over Steven's curses.
"Do you know that I have children?", asked Steven to ask Willi.
"Yes know, it's true that you already have children.Why?, do not convoluted so dong Steve", Willi protested.
"The restless child is now the child of the result of the conjugal relationship between me and Dikta, my own siblings", Steven said in a soft voice.
Willi choked and coughed, Willi was sipping a glass of coffee presented at the table.
"We used to be a poor family, we were in the neighborhood because we were too poor. Even to eat alone is still grateful to be able to eat once a day.
Dikta's school is often bullied and shunned by his friends, so Dikta does not want to go to school, and many lock themselves at home, do not want to get along with the outside world.
When Dikta in the bully Dikta always complained to me, Dikta considered me like his protector, so that over time Dikta's affection grew into love for me, He is not interested in anyone other than myself.
One day Dikta. When my mother was not at home, Dikta entered my room dressed in sexy and short clothes.
Dikta teased me with his powerful punches that hit my cock, so that my lust could not control me anymore, I lost my mind and lost my mind, we finally had a husband-wife relationship.
It turns out that the desire to have a husband-wife relationship continues to stir. We also repeatedly had this husband-wife relationship.
Without leprosy and unthinkable to me, Dikta was pregnant. We've tried to abort him but we can't.
Until one time Dikta vomited in front of mom, mom asked about Dikta, we also admitted it. For fear of Dikta content getting bigger, fear of being found out with neighbors.
We also moved to Tanjung Karang, Dikta's condition is getting weaker because trying to abort her fetus before her.
My mom decided to be husband and wife.
Mama also does not want my success now enjoyed by other women.
Though so far people are so ignorant and do not care about our family" said Steven told at length about the chronology of the relationship between husband and wife Steven and Dikta, his own brother.
Willi was silent, not daring to comment. Not expecting what Steven told me was a husband-wife relationship between his own siblings.
"Now you regret this blood relationship you mean?", asked Willi curious and curious.
"Yes, I want to live a normal life like the people in general, but I can't, given Dikta, her nature is easily discouraged, and willing to torture herself. What should I do, do I have to awaken Dikta?", said Steven bowed.
"I've reminded him, but Dikta says he can't live without me and doesn't want to live without me by his side" Steven added.
Willi was speechless confused as to what advice to give. "It seems like there's no solution" Willi thought to himself.
"It sometimes crossed my mind to run away from Dikta and take Kenzo away from Dikta, so as not to constantly commit sins, but I was afraid Dikta would torture himself and attempt suicide", steven said slowly putting all the burden on his heart.
"What about your family card, how can your child go to school, is not Kenzo going to school!", Willi is more curious and curious.
"I was told by my mother to legally marry another woman, then leave her and return to Dikta", Steven confessed his next depraved deed to Willi.
"What, like these soap opera stories of yours, what does this have to do with having a legal marriage with another woman?, and you do it?, you really are, this is you, your sins have multiplied" Willi said, head bobbing did not think that Steven's life was that complicated.
"Our marriage letter to the girl I legally married. The letter, which was registered to civil records, was actually the name Dikta changed to Angelica, the name of the girl I legally married. Broadly speaking we falsified Dikta's data", Steven confessed in front of Willi.
Willi just bobbed his head. "Keep Angelica how is it, have you ever contacted or supported her?", asked Willi inquisitively.
"Angelica I left after giving birth to our son, I never contacted him, even to spare him, I left Angelica because I did not want to make a fuss later with Dikta and mama.
Dizziness should be thinking of 2 wives. Urus 1 alone dizzy let alone 2 wives. I also don't know if Angelica is still in the old house" said Steven looks sad to have left Angelica and her son.
"Now what are you going to do?" said Willi.
"I don't know, I'm just resigned in the face of this life, like running water. Maybe one day there will be a time to resolve itself. I don't know, I can only hope" said Steven hesitantly and desperately.
