My Husband's Marriage
#58. Steven's aware
Steven immediately gave the fever medicine, it happened that the fever medicine was always ready in the medicine box. Heni then compresses Kenzo with a warm wet towel.
Kenzo fever is coming down. "Maybe Kenzo catch a cold, exhausted and the ketapean keeps crying so feverishly" Steven thought deeply
her heart.
Steven also let Kenzo fall asleep and rest, so that later when he woke up from his sleep, Kenzo could feel more relaxed and more vit.
Steven also accompanied Kenzo to sleep in Kenzo's room, usually Kenzo will be very happy when accompanied to sleep in his bed.
Sure enough when Kenzo wakes up and sees Steven in his bed, Kenzo immediately hugs Steven, "Pa, Mer-ry ti-dak pu-lang?, said Kenzo curiously.
"Adek Merry is not going home, it's Merry's house now", Steven is confused as to what to answer.
"A-deck Mer-ry ka-si-han ke-na hu-jan", Kenzo with his song.
Steven was silent trying to find out what reason he would give to Kenzo.
"Kenzo, Merry's body is still in the ground, physically it will eat worms, but his spirit has gone to heaven.
Merry is happy, maybe Merry is here now. Merry might as well hear our words. Merry can see us, but we can't see Merry" Steven said, because Steven doesn't know what to answer, that answer comes to Steven's mind.
Kenzo seemed silent, it was possible that Kenzo understood or was confused not to know what to say anymore.
Steven knows Kenzo doesn't understand.
"Kenzo, Adek Merry is happy, no longer feeling the pain. There is life after we die, which is Heaven and Hell.
If as long as you live doing evil, then after death you will go to hell and vice versa, if during life in the world we do good things, then when we die we will go to heaven" said Steven added to his explanation.
For a moment Steven was silent, Steven remembered the words heaven and hell he had spoken to Kenzo. The good will go to heaven for the rest of his life while the evil will go to hell.
Steven remembered that he had committed a sin, married his own brother, even continued to live it with lies, lying to himself, lying to others and lying to the creator of the heavens and earth, The owner lives.
This is the punishment of sin I have committed, of suffering. It is impossible that I will be happy forever, I will reap karma from my actions that I have done.
"Will we live this sinful life forever, or will there be a solution?", thought Steven in his heart excitedly.
"What should I do, or give up on the situation?, or get out of this zone?, Ahh already!", Steven thought and made it even more stressful.
Steven can only resign, sure someday will answer it.
Steven was reminded of Angelica. Steven left her when Angelica gave birth, Angelica gave birth to a son.
"I have a child from Angelica, a child I should have acknowledged by lawful means. I should have lived a happy life and not been full of lies with Angelica, 'Ahh no, that's very unlikely", thought Steven closing his daydreams.
At the moment Steven can't imagine, Steven can't have dreams apart from the life he's living right now.
Steven gasps his daydreams when Kenzo asks "Pa, ken-zo ti-dak pu-nya a-dik la-gi!", Steven stumped at what to answer.
"Yes, Kenzo doesn't have a sister anymore?" said Steven soberly, "It's impossible for me to say that Kenzo has a younger brother than Angelica" Steven thought in his heart.
"What is Kenzo's current condition?", asked Steven while holding Kenzo's zidat who no longer has a fever.
"Hunger yes, well let's eat breakfast now, papa is also hungry, it turns out we tell too much, so we forget to be hungry.
Fortunately the worms in our stomachs remember him, from earlier the worms were cool in protesting to be fed" said Steven jokingly and holding Kenzo to the dining room.
Kenzo laughed happily, it had been a long time that Kenzo did not feel this happy moment, playing with Steven. At this time Kenzo did not waste this happy moment, "A-yo pa, his plane flying ting-gi dong, pu-tar-pu-tar dong, he said, ok ke-ce-pa-tan her in-ku-rangi, ka-re-na se-ben-tar la-gi pe-sa-wat a-kan men-da-rat", bust Steven landed Kenzo on one of the table benches.
Steven and Kenzo immediately devoured the food, seeing Kenzo so happy, Steven was happy too,
"It turns out that happiness is simple, if people around us are happy, then we will automatically be happy" Steven thought in his mind.
Steven was steady to make the people around him happy.
Steven told Kenzo to rest in his room again.
"Kenzo, in order for Kenzo to go to school again tomorrow, Kenzo has to be vit again, Kenzo has to rest again yes, in the room, papa wants tengokin mama, want ajakin mama to eat, Kenzo has to take a break, Kenzo rests in the room" said Steven directing Kenzo.
Kenzo was just a sign of what Steven had ordered.
Steven then went into his room, wanting to check on Dikta's current condition.
Tok.dok..
Steven immediately opened the room door, and found Dikta asleep.
"Honey, baby, wake up yuk", persuade Steven while gently stroking Dikta's hair.
Dikta had not yet awakened, Steven again tried to wake Dikta.
"Darling, dear" while whispering softly in Dikta's ear.
Dikta lazily, wanting to open his heavy eyes.
"What's up?", she asked lazily.
"Eat yuk, you haven't eaten since" Steven gently persuaded.
"Lazy ahh, Dikta is not yet hungry", Dikta refused.
"Don't be so dong darling, if you are sick I am also the one who bothers. Never mind, don't make things harder, let Merry.
Merry will also be sad when she sees her mother suffering, so let's eat, so you don't get sick.
Eat a little, you I accompany him, I ate with Kenzo, Kenzo's body had a fever.
Now it was quiet, since I had accompanied him to sleep in his bed, now he was better, and I told him to rest so that the whisper more vit again.
Tomorrow we can go to school again" Steven told Kenzo's condition.
"So Kenzo's better, baby!, thank God", Dikta's happy Kenzo's better, almost worried when Steven said Kenzo had a fever.
