
Sera's consciousness returned after almost three days of unconsciousness made Sarah happy and immediately hugged her daughter's body tightly.
He cried until his body was shaken, while Sera just stared blankly in the other direction.
"You're okay, right?" Sarah asked after taking off her tight hug.
But Sera just kept quiet not answering her mother's question. His face was still pale, there was no joy that was often displayed in front of his parents.
Sarah who saw the condition of her daughter again felt the pain, but soon she wiped the traces of flowing tears. First of all, he himself had to be strong in order to give his daughter an injection of spirit.
"You.. laper no? Want mama to buy you something?" Ask Sarah.
"I where?" Finally Sera spoke out softly. He spread his eyes throughout the room.
"You're in the hospital, honey. Three days ago.."
Sarah refused to continue her sentence.
"..You lost a lot of blood."
Sera smiled wryly considering the act of ending her life. "Why am I not dead.. Does not God even want to meet this despicable me?"
"Sera!!" Jerky Sarah.
"Ma, I'm tired of living! Why doesn't anyone love me, Ma??!!" Sera screamed hysterically. Issuing a complaint that had been buried in his heart.
Sontak made Sarah quickly embrace the fragile body. Calms his shaken soul. As much as Sarah's energy to smother the body so as not to continue to hurt yourself.
Sera was sobbing in her mother's arms. In that spacious room, only their long crying sounds were heard without any conversation.
For almost 10 minutes they hugged. Then Sarah took off her arms, and looked into her daughter's face. Tidying up Sera's long hair and taking the hair ties that were on the table to tie Sera's hair.
Sera's face looks a little neater though still pale. Sarah held out a glass of water. "Drink.."
But Sera was still unmoved, her hands completely unmoved to take the drink.
Sarah breathed her long breath. And sit on the edge of the patient's bed. His eyes stared towards the large window, displaying a view of the orange sky so beautifully.
"When you're giving up on your life, don't you ever get excited about mom and dad?" Ask Sarah.
Sera's body stiffened at her mother's question. Instantly it comes to Sera's memory of her mother and father. His parents were always trying to be there for him. Although Arnold and Sarah are always busy working, she always sets aside time to join Sera.
Sera's head lowered down, staring at her hands twisting the patient's special clothes.
"Sera.mama knows that you have experienced something unpleasant. Sorry mommy just found out now."
"Mom not wrong.." Sera answered with a clean slit.
".. It's Sera's fault for being too weak."
"Sir, Sera! From now on you must instill positive things from your heart. You're beautiful, you're strong, and you can be!" Firm Sarah.
"Ma, aren't you angry with my always disappointing attitude?" Ask Sera carefully.
"Which parent is not disappointed to see his son trying to take his own life? But no matter how disappointed the parents are, he will remain by his son's side, loving him. Because what? Yeah 'cause they're his kids." Answer Sarah.
"Ma, I'm thirsty."
Sarah smiled with relief and immediately took a glass of water for her daughter. Sera immediately downed the drink to the toilet.
Although there is still residual sadness in Sera's heart, but there is a desire to continue to live for the sake of both parents. His sanity in thinking reappeared after hearing the advice of his mother.
After drinking the water, he was also determined to rediscover his purpose in life.
After a few days of being treated for incentives in the hospital for her recovery. Finally the doctor allowed Sera to go home after feeling her body could be used for activities.
Asoka who heard the news immediately rushed to the hospital. He should immediately launch his action.
Arriving there, Sera was still sitting on the edge of the patient's bed. He was already preparing to go home immediately while waiting for his mother to finish taking the medicine at the hospital pharmacy.
"Is it okay?" Asoka's question made Sera surprised at the sudden arrival. Without greetings and without pleasantries.
"What did Asoka's brother come here?" After a long time, Sera finally called Asoka with the name 'Kak'.
"Don't like me coming here?"
"No." Answer Sera flatly.
Asoka exhaled a long breath. He had to be patient facing the teenage girl in front of him.
"There's something important I want to obrolin."
"About what? Love scandal?"
"Well, that's one of them. But I can't possibly talk about it here, I still haven't told aunty Sarah anything."
A second later, Sarah came along carrying a plastic package filled with medicine. "Come, Asoka. When's dateng?"
"New, Aunt. Let me just go home. Just take a walk for a while, can't you auntie?" Ask Asoka.
"May, but not for long. Sera still needs a lot of rest."
"Ready."
Sera who heard was silent and followed Asoka's orders to follow her steps and get into the car.
While in the car, Sera just stood still and stared outside through the car glass. The silence was so felt at that time. Until finally, Asoka deflects direction and enters the Japanese-style restaurant area.
The reason Asoka chose to go to a Japanese restaurant, because Sera could not eat junk food. Plus, he also likes the restaurant because customers can choose a place in the room or sit in front of the chef who is being attracted when the customer comes alone.
For a moment Sera was amazed by the atmosphere and order that was so thick in Japanese style. Perhaps, he will add the list to his favorite restaurant ranks.