
Ah.. I'm getting dizzy myself. I don't know what other lies I have to expose to cover up the depravity of my husband.
I rubbed my firstborn's hair gently
"Abang can't say that anyway, he's the one you have to respect" My advice to the eldest.
"He Mah, I promise you won't be naughty and you'll be happy Mama. Love a lot of money for Mama so that Mama does not get dizzy again" he replied with a smile and then ran towards the bathroom.
Tears were not felt this dripping hear the promise that the little boy had said, How he was very watching what happened in this house.
Azan Magrib also looked. I prayed with my two children at home. Actually Arya wants to pray in musholah. But because of the drizzle I was worried about dibarknnnya walk alone.
Tok tok....Tok tok...
"Mah... Open Door....!!!" Shouted Mas Heru. But there is no answer because the entire house is performing the prayer.
"Mahs... Mah.... again what the hell are you? deliberately yes did not open the door" Seemed his face was irritated and cold.
Finish the prayer and pray for a moment. Fold the prayer tool still casually and then walk towards the front door,
"For so long you, your sin is a new quality husband know you...!!" Spray it out immediately saw me open the door.
"This is Magrib, it's time for people to pray. Then you say Magrib gini just came home" Sprayku back do not stay silent because it was already caught off guard with his attitude.
"Silent you don't have to rattle me, girl like you know what the hell..! I've been busy making money for your food. You're good all day at home not mind eating sleep doang" he said made my blood boil for a moment.
I want to answer, he said, which is full of accusations. But seeing my two children watching us arguing, I stopped doing it.
My chest quelus that feels crowded many times with a mouth that cannot be separated from istigfar.
'Astagfirullah.... O Allah Strengthen My Inner Servant..
"Enak ya Pah Ayamnya" Tanyaku with a soft tone.
"Yes delicious, if you can mah every day eat kayak gini" Selorohnya without sin.
"Yes if you want to eat well must be willing to also come out big money for shopping. Not giving a little but a nice ask" My words quipped Mas Heru.
Kusendoki The rice children following each piece of chicken that I left 4 pieces last night for dinner. It looks like Mas Heru was about to take 1 more piece of chicken but I quickly prevented it.
"Enak aja Ayamnya ration one person if you want to add buy yourself there" Omelku while shifting the plate containing chicken.
"Well I've just eaten one, while the kaliam was already eating, I should have ration 2 dong" The protest was shameless indeed.
"You also bought a plate of ketoprak alone, right, we did not. Still design I'm grateful Mas I still want you. Not like you" My protest came back.
And without warning just grabbed my ration chicken. Let me give you a piece of that chicken.
"Yes have eaten my chicken is okay I mah, I still have a taste of kasian and care about you. Not like you who do not care about the wife's child" After all a wife still has a sense of care and affection for her husband, even though lukewarm behaved indifferently though.
Suddenly the elder approached and said.
"Well, Ayam Abang make mamah aja ya. Kasian mama didn't eat" She looked at me. Again I was moved by the kindness of my son.
"Don't love thank you, Mama want to fry the egg that we just bought at the Minah pok stall" Trying to put on a carefree face.
"Yes, but my mama really ate yes don't lie" he said.really mulya this child is very worried about me.
Thank you Lord. Even though I have a shitty husband. Yet you gave the servant of a very remarkable little angel.
next.....