
"Keep what you want heh! yes I am the numbering of my friends, because they are in my life first than you, and those who accompany me in grief like to know...! " answer her with fire
"Honestly, Mom, for now I'm holding out solely for the sake of children, I don't want them to have separated parents, because I don't want my son to lack affection, although in fact now they are already lacking love from you" My growl is no less fierce. I was tired of giving in, the more silent I became. And I don't want that to happen.
Both of my children who had fallen asleep finally woke up to hear the noise Heru created.
"Well, Pah, it's too bad don't fight constantly" said the eldest who made me jerk while saying istigfar while stroking the chest.
"Yes, baby, sorry Mama. Let's go back to sleep" I asked, leading the children into the room to calm them down.
"Well, Mamah sleeps here with dede! dede is afraid that Mama will be scolded again by Papah, Papah is now fierce yes Mah" said the youngest while hugging me tightly. I who heard his request only smiled wryly realizing my carelessness, I have been negligent. Children should not know if their parents are fighting.
'forgive my dear mama' I hugged the two little angels in my arms and gave her a kiss.
"Udah, we're sleeping now"
*****
In the morning, after performing the morning prayers I rushed to the kitchen to make breakfast.
"Well, that! layanin's husband well if you want to go to heaven!" he said jumawa, while taking a piece of fried banana presented on the table.
I'm actually really sick of hearing what he said. But I forced these lips to be silent because I saw the children who came to the table to eat for breakfast.
"Where's my coffee" he asked casually while chewing a banana. I don't know how many slices of banana that darted into his throat.
"Coffee, tea, sugar are all gone" I explained in a tone of voice that had instantly risen by an octave.
"Yes buy it, there's a sanity hunt. It's not good to eat fried bananas if there's no coffee" he said.
I immediately put my hand right in front of him. How could he have told me to buy without giving me money.
"Your mother gave money to the children, not to buy sugar and coffee" said I who was increasingly angry. But as hard as I can, I hold my anger in front of the children.
"Hadeh.. start the money again! " his grunts while taking as little as 100 thousand dollars.
"yes, make 3 days yes" while giving the money.
"hmmm... It's up to you" I don't want to make a fuss choosing to go to sanity.
*****
"Mom, buy sugar, tea, coffee and milk canned white one yes" I asked the shop owner.
"Eh neng... have returned, how are his parents healthy? " his question confused me, though,
"yes yesterday the Heru who told you, he said he came home because okay his parents are sick" he explained again answering my confusion.
"Oh yes, yes yesterday I came home" I replied a little hesitant.
"eh.. anu neng sorry yes before, right kemaren neng owed me 200 thousand sobako last month, well I did call to Heru. but Heru said the money was brought just as good all, all, so pay her wait to go home she said, sorry yes neng, I again need capital to buy merchandise again. if there is mah now all paid off. but if there is no half of it is also okay neng" he said, my face immediately flushed to hold the anger, holding back the anger,
'maybe Heru made me an excuse, when at that time the money I did not bring a dime! too far!' my inner.
I haven't had time to take my groceries, I immediately rushed back home Without caring anymore Minah's mother who had the shop owner who shouted called me.
Arriving home, I immediately approached Heru.
"Mas, can we talk for a while in the room, there's something important that I have to say." I said as I continued to try to keep smiling to hide the tempestuous anger in the chest.
Next....