
I just breathed a sigh of relief after closing the phone, suddenly Mother was behind me, ah. apparently her interrogation still continues!.
"You're the one who called Ren" Mother asked me.
"Eh. i...Mom from when there" I asked nervously, I was afraid that Mom would eavesdrop on my conversation, because my father was speaking in a very loud voice on the phone, so I also put a few inches of distance in my ears.
"It's natural that your in-laws are angry, Mother also if you become Heru's parents must be angry if the mother's child is left by his wife"
"Ren, no matter how hard your husband's character if you treat him gently, make his heart happy and pleasing to his view, surely your husband will do the same" hmmm, I have always been silent and succumb to being treated arbitrarily by Mas Heru, but in fact it makes his attitude even more so against me.
"Ren, try if there is a household problem solve your home, sit together with a cold head, do not be selfish who will not find any solution" Mother advised me. But whether I am selfish if to fight for children, because my husband is very ignorant with his duties as a Father, for him Father It is only enough to feed, just enough, but in religion a husband is a leader and a guide, he should set a good example for his children as well as provide supplies and religious guidance.
I couldn't answer anything at Mother's advice, I lowered my face to hide the tears that began to drip. If you knew what I was going through, she would give me the same advice. But let this thing I keep to myself.
"Each household must have its own problems, if we are married then we indirectly choose to attach importance to the common needs rather than personal needs, getting married is no longer me and you, but we are Ren! You understand that, baby! I know you are a tough woman, from childhood you rarely cry if you fall, I'm sure you can go through this, because you're a strong mother's child" she advised me again, the more I bowed and leaned on Mom's shoulder It's been a long time I've wanted to cry on her shoulder. 'My mother must be strong for my inner children.
Sobbing crying in her arms is becoming my medicine, I feel like I have strength again,
"Mom, tomorrow morning Rena will go home" I said to Mother who still holds my hand as if giving visible strength.
"Go home, apologize and fix your relationship" he said.
I also tell my father and my two children if we will return tomorrow to Jakarta. It was greeted by the Father by commenting on the smile, Children even soaring with excitement.
"Hore, we go home to see Papah" said the eldest.
"Benelan kan mah tomorrow we go home, ade kangen the same papah, surely papah also kangen the same ade" chirped my youngest son with his slurred voice, for some reason I am not sure that Mas Heru also misses his children, while at home he is so indifferent even almost never to just joke with children.
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Morning before, somehow the first time in my life when I wake up early to be lazy and not excited, how not! returning home means going back to fight in daily debates with him. Moreover, there is not a penny of money that he sent as a form of attention to us, as a form of attention to us, Even to go home, I had to take the commission that had been transferred by Mba Mia kerekeningku yesterday when I asked her to directly support it, Lucky I got enough buyers and resellers to join me. Ah Mas Heru was indeed an unreliable man.
I prepared all the needs including ordering taxi services online on the green logo. When I came out of the room how surprised I was when the bags contained rice, bananas, chilies, onions and some other crops.
"Mom... this is too much, Reni do not need to bring anything, this just keep for the preparation of Mother and Father in the village" Prevent me to Mother who is still busy packing souvenirs for me, this is just to keep it for me, even though this stacked alone is already a lot.
"Take it, in the city all the expensive materials, besides the same father Mother has a lot of supplies in the barn." Mother replied, I can only resign because if I refuse then I will be offended and angry.
"Mom, this is for the needs of Mom and Dad, yes, I'm sorry Rena has not been able to give you a lot of money" I said while clenching a red sheet of ten pieces to Mom's hand.
"Do not Ren, Mother and Father are old, do not want anything, for your children only, or for the needs of school, Mother and Father God will not lack" He refused the money I gave him.
"Mom, allow Rena to be filial to you, please don't refuse. Rena very rarely gives money to Mom, no!" not infrequently, but even almost never even to give Eidan money to my parents even I have to save a full year set aside my money that is not how much it is, it was only about 300 thousand, I was very difficult to collect money that is not much. Because Mas Heru will not want to spend the money.
"But Ren, it's a lot. Have you told Heru, fearing he was angry" Ah Mother if only I knew it was not Mas Heru's money, but my own hard-earned money.
"Udah, I take yes this is the windfall of Mother and Father" I said convincingly.
"Yes, I have received yes, until I say thank you to your husband" I replied with a smile said by mother, let Mother take the money from Mas Heru, Mum, Let me create a sense of pride in the figure of his son-in-law.
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