My husband is not my first love
Distant guest
“So Andra come ka..k?” frankly until now I was awkward if I had to call him brother. I usually call Hanif, because I don't know how to be romantic, just read a book. However, if you call the name of the impression is not polite especially as one of the figures in the pesantren.
“Quickness once, yes?” those eyes were glaring mischievously. I know it's only tempting because he knows for sure now how my heart is.
About the love of the past he gradually faded away changing with a sense of being a friend, an ordinary companion. She was also wise enough to respond, especially now Andra is waiting for her baby.
“Lumayan anyway, curious look Zahra, must be fat now.”
"You want to be fat too?"
"This man!" I sneered.
“Ia, yes, understand. Well, that was asked until.”
Our eyes simultaneously looked at the gate. A white luxury car approached our residence.
That's how I ended up not matching my first love, Andra didn't marry her first love. However, we are just as proud of the love God chose to be our partner. Being a good friend is the destiny of past love.
Waiting for the birth of the baby, a loving couple who both occupied prestigious positions in a university on Java island chose to stay here, precisely the pesantren Saladdin Mandiri. He said they wanted his son to bring the simple colors that this place stands out for.
While we, even though we have married first, have not been blessed with signs of pregnancy. God has not yet put him down. The man agreed that we were in no hurry, even though I was no longer young. As always, he has a wide heart ...
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It's been a solid week. Children with all their busyness give color in the village that was once only a state elementary school. This morning when the busyness at the peak I had not even had time to fill the stomach with rice, just a glass of fruit juice mixed with three date seeds.
The teaching and learning process that is just starting takes a lot of time, because you want to do your best. Let them only be able to study in the village but the quality should not be from school. They are learning while working so hopefully they will not lose their teenage years. Learn with entertaining innovations.
What gnawed at me now once lowered the self-confidence that had been institutionalized in the soul. How not when filling the event in front of the santri hand holding the mic vibrates clearly, it is strange like an unusual person speaking in public. As well as my often distracted focus, I sometimes forget to turn off the stove or water, forcing me to call the nearest neighbor to the house, and in fact I have turned it off. Not once are the two frequent and repeated.
The peak is in the morning by noon today. I feel a heartbeat that is increasingly irregular until difficulty regulating breathing. Instruct the sisters to approach. Before consciousness slowly drifts away. Completely lost.
Earth Rafflesia 1616
