My Husband is my First Love

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The calm atmosphere is now being felt by the two halal couples, both of whom have now flown far into dreamland.

The two were compact not to discuss about Faiz and Mutia who had visited her father as well as the reason for both of them asking to go home at that time and it had made the mother wonder what was with his two sons.

In the room a boy was sitting while bending his legs.He is now crying his heart again hurt to see the figure of his father the second time.

She recalls the past where her two parents lived in harmony but she suddenly had to face the fact that her father had cheated on her and left them when they were little.

They still need the figure of a father but the figure of the man disappeared like in the swallow of the earth, but why is it that now the man is suddenly present again in the life of those who are used to living without him, without his presence because it has been replaced by the brother who fought for survival until now.

"Can I forget all the struggles of my brother's life?

" Is it that easy to forget everything?

"Now this figure is struggling between life and death.

What should I do to forgive him or not?

That question always comes up when you see that figure.

"Why, why can't the servant forgive him O Allah, the heart of the sick servant sees it that way but this heart is still very sick and the wound in the heart of the servant is still wet.

What should I do?

" he said in his heart without feeling that young man was crying.

At first glance the woman listened to all the words of her son.Now she knew it turned out that all this time her son harbored a very deep disappointment to his father.

"It turns out you've hurt your children's hearts Mas".said the woman inwardly without feeling she was crying.

With a sad heart the woman stepped out of her son's room and went back into his room and in that room she cried again.

" I'm sorry for my children's mother's mistake, if only she wasn't sick maybe our family situation would be fine and your father wouldn't turn to another woman.

"I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you, mother is not a good mother for you.If the condition of the mother does not hurt, surely your mother and father can still be together but the fact is we actually give a very, very bad life.

" I'm sorry son".he said as he looked at the photos of his three children.

She kissed and hugged the photo repeatedly because she could not say it directly to her three children.

The guilt of having ignored them after the husband divorced and left her had made her a little pretentious and it felt like she wanted to end her life right then and there.

Regretting those words that are now in his heart, if he used to be strong enough, maybe the disappointment of his children will not be this deep.

From today she promises to be a strong mother to her children.

Whatever decision they make about their son's father he'll hand it over to them.

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