My Husband is my First Love

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After helping her youngest sister learn to do practice problems, Arlita decided to rest in her room.

In the door of the room that had not been occupied for a long time then he entered into his room.Both his eyes looked around the room all were still in the same state as before he was married nothing changed one bit.

Pramudya who was standing behind him followed his wife's steps and stopped right next to his wife who was standing near his study table.

"This room is still the same, even though I haven't slept here for 3 months but nothing has changed".she told her husband but he was still silent without speaking because he listened to his wife who was talking.

"It has been almost 5 years that I have occupied this room, the joy and sorrow I feel myself without wanting to share it with others.

I just felt what it was like to live to be a normal person now.I used to have absolutely no time to gather with my family even just to eat together it was very rare I did.

The morning after breakfast I left school and went home from school I left for work, after coming home from work because I was tired I went straight into the room to rest here.

Her husband also sat on the bed while listening to his wife.

"Every day is just work and work that I do until one time I have trouble sleeping at night,I think maybe because of a lot of thoughts so can not sleep.But over time I feel pain because of not sleeping at night and it makes me suffer a lot because of insomnia I experienced.

The shadow of the past when my father threw us away was suddenly present and continuously teased me.This head feels like it will break every time the event is present.

The longer the pain grew I could only endure it until I couldn't stand this pain, I decided to go to the doctor and undergo a series of examinations.

After the results came out the doctor told me that I was depressed.I sock when I heard it, I,how can I be 13 years old and on that day I was also in a series of hospital treatments without anyone knowing including mother.

I called my mom that I didn't come home because I wanted to stay at Tea's house even though I was lying, I didn't want my mom to stress it could make her sick again.

The more days this disease makes me think more and more about whether my depressive illness will be cured or not, sometimes I also think whether soon I will die because I feel the more today this disease is torturing me.

To relieve it I took a sedative given by the doctor.From that time I routinely consume

tranquilizers so I can sleep and forget the pain I was suffering.

Pramudya grasped his wife's hand gently he rubbed the back of his wife's hand.So he turned his head when his wife pointed towards his desk drawer.

"That's it".pointing her towards the desk drawer.

I hid the cure there, so that no one would know if I put the cure there,even I do not allow anyone but mother to enter this room that is the reason why I forbade Faiz and Mutia to enter this room.

Her husband simply fell silent without being able to say anything.

"Pram has something I want to ask you".

" What do you want to ask".

Arlita looked at her husband.

"Have you known about the illness I was suffering from?ask her husband while looking at her.

The man nodded

"Yes I already know".

"Is this marriage one of the reasons you married me or is it because I suffer from depression and then you feel sorry for me?

"No, not because of that.

The reason I wanted to marry you from the beginning was not because I felt sorry for you but because I truly loved you far from the bottom of my heart to marry you after we graduate school but I sped her up because you were not okay at the time.

Arlita was moved to hear her husband's explanation that made her heart now calmer.

Then he immediately hugged the man in front of him without feeling he was crying.

"Thank you Pram because you've been a good husband to me, love me and you can also accept all my shortcomings.Honestly I'm really happy to have a husband like you".she said as her eyes glazed over and hugged her husband tightly.

Her husband returned his wife's embrace and rubbed his wife's hair and kissed her hair buds affectionately.

" Because, I will always be there for you, take care of you and will always make you happy and replace all the time that has been wasted until you feel so much love that you can not count it" said her husband.

His wife tightened her arms."I love it so much that you never stay with us both, I really can't live if you stay with me".

Pramudya smiled happily when he heard his wife's words

"Yes I love you too and I will never leave you and our son".

" Promise".

"I don't want to promise, baby, but I will prove it in all my ways, but I will always be faithful at any time, believe me, what I'm saying now is not a lie but it's a reality".

" Yes I believe".

"So from now on we forget your sad times because I will replace them with good times. Would you like to welcome that day with my wife".

His wife nodded her mark.

" Yes I want to".

The man smiled happily listening to her and she let go of his embrace and then clasped his wife's hands together.

"I am very happy to hear her dear.Do not ever hesitate to talk to your husband about anything because this husband is ready to accommodate all your curses".

Wife smiled.

" Well, from now on, be prepared to listen to all my curses, lamented me and one more I will be a little troublesome by asking for something if our baby wants something and you have to grant it otherwise our baby will be ileran loh ".

Husband laughing.

" God willing dear if our baby's request is still a reasonable stage I can certainly grant it but if it is not reasonable will try to grant it" he said while stroking his wife's flat stomach.

" Thank you, you are the best husband and father-to-be.

"Now we better rest well".he said as he laid his body on the bed and told his wife to come along to rest beside him.

" Well".he said, and they rested.

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