My Husband is my First Love

43.Traumatizing

It was late in the afternoon when the couple came home from school.The car they rode had reached the yard.

Pramudya stopped his car right at the door and told his wife to get off first because she wanted to put her car inside the garage.

Arlita also obeyed him and entered the house first while Pramudya after finishing parking his car only after he walked into his house.

Pramudya went straight up to the second floor where his room was.He opened the door of the room and he did not see his wife's whereabouts.

Drawn his bag on the study table then he heard the splashing sound of water while he smiled because it seemed like the person he was looking for was in the bathroom.

Pramudya immediately dropped his body on the floor which was covered with fur carpet and lay down his body to sleep for a while while playing his cellphone.

He heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, the figure of the beauty who came out of the bathroom who had changed her uniform by wearing casual clothes.

"You see me, is there something wrong with my clothes?he said while looking at the clothes he was wearing in front of the mirror.

Her husband smiled and then got out of his sleep and walked over to his wife.

" There's nothing wrong, baby".

"Trus why do your eyes see me?

" Because my wife is so beautiful" he said.

Blusses.

Like a wind blowing makes his wife's face turn red because of her husband's flutter.

" It's been taking a bath" he said to divert his embarrassment.

Her husband saw her just laughing, and then suddenly he hugged her from behind wrapped his hand on his stomach and dropped his head on his shoulder.

Arlita felt something else on her body like now in her heart palpitating as if to just explode.

Pramudya realized it because her heart also felt the same way but she deliberately kept on doing it and kept sniffing her neck and then kissing her.

"Pram!

" What a pity".he said in a slightly heavy voice

"Pram! I'm ticklish".

Pramudya knew that his wife was a little uncomfortable with what he was doing but somehow this time he could not resist his desire.

" Dear can ya?

Arlita's heart was pounding more and more when her husband said it.Actually not she does not know what her husband wants but now she is not ready to give her rights to her husband.

Pramudya realized that his wife was silent and let go of his embrace.

"sorry".

His wife simply fell silent and that made him even more confused.

"You're not wrong Pram but it's me. I should have given you your due but I haven't given it, I'm sorry.

Pramudya immediately hugged his wife.

" You're not wrong, honey, I'm the one who's not patient. I-i'm sorry!I won't force you again, I'll wait until you're ready".

Wife nodded.

The man hugged his wife again until she looked calmer then he let go of his embrace.

It turns out that the fear is now felt by Pramudya, the trauma experienced by his wife has not completely recovered.

"Sorry Pram, I was so scared, afraid you'd leave me if I gave you your due".

" I understand honey but that thing you're afraid of will never happen!I'm not that kind of man.From now on you have to believe in me."

Arlita looked at her husband and hugged him.

"Don't ever leave me! he said with a slightly trembling body with eyes wet with tears.

" I'll never leave you dear".said her husband without feeling he also joined in crying seeing his wife like this.

It turns out that the trauma experienced by his wife has been very deep, it's worth all this time he took tranquilizers.

After he calmed down, he invited his wife to sit on the sofa

"Take medicine first".say her husband as he handed her medicine and a glass of water.

His wife took it and drank it.

" Thank you ".

Her husband nodded and sat down next to his wife and held her hand.

" I'm sorry baby, because I forced you, I promise I won't ask for my rights before you're ready. I'm sorry, because I'm late! If I had come sooner you wouldn't be like this".

"You are not wrong Pram maybe God is testing me so that I am ready to face everything.But it turns out I am not that strong my heart is fragile especially after seeing my father cheating and that's when the beginning of the destruction of my beautiful life,everything changes no longer the same."

"My heart was broken, the trust I built for the man was suddenly gone.Only the fear I had, afraid that if I married my husband would be like him. I really hate myself now, hate it! Why can't I live normally like everyone else. "

Pramudya hugged his wife and rubbed her back affectionately.

"Look, honey, I'll always be here just for you."

His wife nodded and a while later she began to feel drowsiness from the effects of the medicine she had just been drinking and then suddenly fell asleep in her husband's arms.

Pramudya carried his wife to bed and laid her down and enveloped her.

"I love my wife.

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