My Husband is my First Love

46.Pov Mahesa's

In a house, a middle-aged man was sitting in his office chair.

His eyes looked straight at the glass window.A brief encounter with his eldest child had left him unable to sleep well.

Her daughter had now turned into a beautiful girl, tall but had eyes filled with hatred implied due to the many wounds.

There is guilt in my heart.

Why was I so evil for abandoning my children and divorcing my wife in pain without giving them money.

I held onto my tight chest and hit it many times to reduce its tightness.

"Why, why am I!Why can I be an irresponsible father?

" I have to apologize!

Yesterday he went to the restaurant where his daughter worked, but he didn't see her.

"Today I have to go to the restaurant again, who knows the day I can meet him".he said in his heart with excitement.

Maybe God was on my side.When I finished putting the car I saw Arlita just getting off the motor motorcycle ojek online.

In haste I walked over to him.Either we were forced or we did not speak.

I was shocked when I heard my daughter speak, I did not expect that the princess who used to talk so much had now become a talkative girl.

Even the words spoken are the same as the words when I say that they are a burden that makes my heart hurt.Reverse the brown envelope I gave without seeing the contents.

"Aren't there any apologies for your father's son".I said in my heart when I saw that he was far away from me.

The next day I went back to the restaurant again but I didn't see him.But a young man approached me and asked me to talk for a while.

She told me that Arlita was sick, now in hospital.And today she asked me to come to the hospital as a guardian for my daughter.

I cried after I learned the truth about Arlita's illness because of me.

"Yes sorry why I just realized it now.

Now I just regret everything. But is it by regretting all my mistakes that things will come back to the way they were? Of course the answer is no.

Now he only realized it after he was not young anymore.

A lot of time is wasted just to waste.

Now to my three children have grown up.Child that I once wasted now they can get a decent life from the work of the eldest daughter.

At such a young age my daughter has to struggle to make a living while I what do I do?

Her encounter with her eldest daughter inadvertently made her feel even more guilty. My daughter will drop back when she sees me.

"What should I do? ask in the heart.

My little daughter has now turned into a very strong, independent girl and I am very ashamed of myself, as a father.

"What kind of father am I!inner saying.

I kept coming to her when she was in the hospital and after I came home I could only see her from afar.

It felt like I wanted to hug my daughter again but I realized that it would not be possible.

My presence will only make her more sick.Trauma I gave her has made her fragile and her depression will never heal.

"I'm sorry your father is my daughter, baby! Sorry. forgive dad son".

seriated