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" mom hurry back and this is afraid ma'am. "my mind along with the tears that flow more and more.
" i told you not to hurt my descendants. "braakkk, my tiny body bounced hard enough, a voice so soft at once turned loud and full of anger.
I curled up on the floor withstanding the pain in my back, my hands still unable to move I could only cry without making a sound that was still stuck in my throat.
" mom please be early ma'am "my tears are getting so hard on my cheeks
" assalamu'alaikum, dear early god why nduk.? "the arrival of my mother with my brothers and with the person I had just seen slowly the originally stiff hands I could move back, I thought maybe the creature was gone.
" early ma'am was afraid of ma'am ta.tadi the creature came, early thrown into the wall early bu fear ma'am do not stay early alone again. "I cried sobbing my body still hurt from being thrown earlier.
" mr. ustadz please help my son escape from the genderuwo sir. "
"excuse me ma'am let me see first. "the ustadz that my mother brought began to approach me, she put her hands on my stomach without touching her mouth began to chant her prayers
" aaahhhhh,ibu sa.sa.sad early stomach sa.sick ma'am. "my severed voice restrained the turmoil in my stomach, like being stabbed and kicked tight from the inside as if someone was going to come out through my skin.
" yesterday I went to Kyai Shodiq's house but he was not home, maybe the day after the day just came home please help us as much as possible or with anyone acquaintance ustadz. "mother cried so I could help.
" i will try as much as I can mom, I'm sorry first tomorrow I come back again here with ustadz and santri at the cottage to help pray for early children, assalamu'alaikum. "
" thank you iftadz I wait for his arrival, waalaikumsalam. "
mother ushered in the departure of ustadz and some brothers who also joined the farewell uncle who was still at home.
" patient early yes you have to think positive not to daydream, later you can be more beguiled. all there will be a way out you will be cured tomorrow uncle here again bring a smart person uncle acquaintance hopefully he can help you. "
uncle was ready to go home me and mom decided to sleep and rest because the treatment had drained my energy
mother had slept well beside me heard from her smooth snoring, I had taken pains to close my eyes but was reluctant to be closed. My mind wandered far and wide thinking about how my fate would be in the future. will this child be lost? or I will be born.
" you will bear our children, dear as much as you destroy our children it will not work.I will always take care of our children for you, love our children as you love me in bed. "a subtle whisper was heard, I'm sure it was the voice of the soldier but I didn't find his presence.
I close my sleep to my mother hugging her tightly afraid that my body should fall back because of her actions. My eyes closed though it was hard, my eyes finally closed.