My husband Genderuwo

episode 16

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" don't think it's better now we go in, already want magrib. "mother walked ahead of me, I still flinch. still wondering whose hand I held since.

back I heard mother's call, immediately following her into the house.the door I closed all the lights were turned on by mother because time was almost magrib.

" nduk now you shower clean your body after his take water wudhu do your duty as a Muslim. do not laze like yesterday-yesterday. look at the impact of your actions away from your Lord.begging forgiveness from him so that all your problems will end soon. "mother rubbed the tip of my head up to my back

I realize I've been very negligent every day mom always reminds qu to pray but somehow her lazy sense of duty always seduces me. to the extent that I often fight the mother who advised me to do worship.

before I never left my prayer, not even infrequently I teach after the prayer has ended.but somehow these few months I am reluctant to do my duty. mother's shock at dawn I never ignored, during the afternoon I was busy with work when by late afternoon my body was very tired

mother never tired of advising me but I always avoid and fight her words.I defy if mother tells me to worship my heart as if closed.

" i'm sorry because during this early time ngak dreadin mother's advice, sorry because early always resisted if told to pray.early shame mom, what God will forgive servant like early. what early is still worth asking for his help. "i sobbed in the arms of mother, mother tried to calm me swabbed her head shoots back.

" Allah is Oft-Pardoning, Allah is All-Good-before never give up. pray for forgiveness, let the mother who takes care of your child. "mother let go of my arms with doubtful steps I walked to the bathroom.

giving birth to this child is not like giving birth to a normal child in general. After the baby comes out I no longer feel pain in the section ******, everything is still normal as nothing happens.

now for the first time after a long time I did not wear my Do'a-do'a delivery face. I re-do my duty as a Muslim. In prostration qu spill all my sorrow, I do, I could not help but weep I surrendered, and I begged the forgiveness of my creator.

kkkkkkkkkk!!!

like the sound of the door being deliberately slammed very hard, I jumped in shock from my do'a. I was staring around. Silent no commotion whatsoever, I re-cleaned the worship equipment. I walked out of the room but I couldn't find my mother and baby.Where did they go? outside is already evening.

I searched all over the house, but I didn't find them. I searched outside the front to the back I still couldn't find my mother and baby.

tired of looking, I decided to go back inside. trying to think positive maybe was in the neighbor's house long enough I waited but there was no sign of the arrival of the mother. again I stood up to look for the whereabouts of my mother and baby again, but just about to open the door came knocking from outside, as soon as I opened the door.

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