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my body feels weak considering the faces of children who run around here and there, the face of fear when they see the form of Gilang with its horns.
I held Gilang's hand on the way home slowly the horns and feathers on Gilang's body disappeared just like that.
" bun... am I really a genderuwo child.? "
I flinch not answering or staring at him I continue to hold his hand, my pace is not stopped I just want to get home soon.
arriving at home we were greeted with a smile Mother, seeing the figure of my mother scattering found.I cried in her arms the confused mother tried to let go of my embrace.
" why nduk, back and forth kok nangis? Tell mom why, you don't want to do it?. "i keep flinching now the mother's gaze turned towards Gilang.
" Gilang ngak naughty nek was Gilang in the same genderuwo children as other children, kept Gilang body out of Gilang head feathers out of their horns all who say Gilang on run. " the plain boy said in confusion.
mom looked at me mommy must understand why I was crying
" you have to be strong as a parent not to be in front of children, do not let your child's mentality destroyed because of your weakness.he said to be a good mother, he wanted to be a good mother, want to be a great mother for Gilang give Gilang understanding do not hide continuously, Gilang entitled to know its origins. "I digest what Mom said there's a point why I'm so weak in front of my son.
" Gilang came here baby. "I wiped my tears the boy obeyed my call, mother left us both to give time to explain to my Gilang.
" genderuwo who's bun? gilang's father yes! Gilang want to meet dong bun's father. "my defense that tried to forcefully shed my tears broke again, why is it so sad that I was confused to answer what if he asked about his father.
" it will be later if the father came home just met ya, now Gilang shower later pray the same learning njai ya. "the child passed to bathe obediently once.
" din... You have made this decision you should be able to control your emotions do not cry easily instead of the other day you are very sure to take care of Gilang. why now so hesitant? . "my mother's voice surprised me I was bound by tears that were about to come back to drip.
" i can't bear to see Gilang insulted excommunicated I can't bear. "I'm back sobbing the heart of a mother who is able to strongly hear her son insulted, although Gilang is not the expected child but he is still my son.
" whether everything has happened, you have chosen this path. "
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after praying when Gilang was about to sleep I made him warm milk I got him, I gave him the milk I made. she drank it to the toilet and then she put her body on the bed where she and I slept.
a few minutes happened I was conscious and looked into his sleeping eyes, back his eyes he opened more precisely glared Gilang complain of pain on his stomach I rushed up to Gilang kuelus at the top of his head sweat poured fresh blood out of the mouth and nose Gilang, Gilang, with a choking voice I heard Gilang say something.
sorry y kk jrang up saol ny skrg I udh start sklh normal mka ny I gk bsa sring² up. tpi I will try it anyway
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