My husband Genderuwo

episode 10's

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morning came back to say hello I saw that at seven in the morning my mother had already woken up from me I chose to stay in the room. Like a dazed person who lost half his soul, I did not even have the spirit of life anymore.

just a matter of hours since last night my stomach that was originally like four months pregnant is now getting bigger like mothers who want to approach labor.

with desperation I was in my mind wanting to end my own life.I could not bear this burden and had to hear the jeers of those closest to me.

my gaze was empty I didn't even realize that my mother was crying looking at me with pity. My daydreams ran out when my mother's hands gently stroked my head.

" patient ya nduk all there must be a way out of the mother will always be beside you, lest you think the mother is embarrassed because of this. mother knows you are not wrong, you are not wrong, we must go through all this you must be patient and strong to live this all nduk. "mother's tears have been welled up in her eyes, I embrace mother spilling all the gloom of my heart

" why did all this happen in the early hours of Mom? I'm ashamed ma'am, how people say and who will receive early. "again I cry in the arms of this miserable mother of my life.

" it's destiny no matter how everything has happened, do not despair.all trials will have a way out. "mother returned my embrace the tighter her embrace the more pain felt in accepting my destiny.

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it was ten o'clock in the afternoon but there was no word from ustadz who promised to come back yesterday until finally heard the ringing of mother's phone.

" waalaikumsalam, god, may there be no casualties sir ustadz. sorry because we are all affected. "said my mother who does not know quietly waiting for the mother's explanation why to apologize like that.

the call is over now mom is looking at me with pity back mom clutches my body crying mom starts to sound. I am confused why after receiving the phone mom so sad.

" mom why would you cry, if you said what mom?"I took off my hug and started asking questions about the phone that I received earlier.

" the ustadz and the children of the hut ngak so here he said one of the cars that transport the children of the hut into the abyss nduk."

"had I guessed something bad must have happened to them just deserved mom apologized, it must have been her actions. "my mind guessed the mastermind of the tragic incident on the santri.

" then what should we do ma'am, who will do it early? "luck to mom

" be patient, let's wait for your uncle tonight, may he bring his smart man. "

I just do not know anymore what to do, the presence of a herd often I feel. either moans or her booming laughter but only I hear if I ask mother, I ask her, he always replied that he heard nothing.

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