
...“I want to start over. But I know the journey to the word back is still long. Can you make that long journey easy?”...
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“Dad try to see here! Beautify?” Ghania showed me the picture she made. Abi smiled, he stroked his son's head gently.
“Good! Papa's son is getting better at his picture,” praise Abi.
“Iya dong's. Papa aja jagambar Ghania time no,” Abi laughs little, surely because his son often saw he made a clothing design so he said like that.
“Ghania if it's big want to be what?” ask Abi.
“Ghania wants to be a painter. Ghania wants a lot of pictures,” Abi smiles, she kisses the child's head affectionately.
“Ghania darling. Papa can find something?” Ghania looked towards Abi, the little girl nodded her head.
“Ghania would like to meet mama?” ask Abi.
“Emang mom can meet Ghania?” ask Ghania back. Abi nodded his head with a heavy heart.
“Not papa said. Mama's gone a long way and won't be back?” Abi looked at his son with pity. Is it wrong to keep her child away from her mother? Abi was just scared, Ara hurt Ghania. Abi did not want to give Ghania any bad memories.
“If Ghania would love to meet mama. Maybe later mama will try to come,” said Abi.
“If mama comes, later mama goes again no?” Abi doesn't know what to answer. It was clear, Ara would not be able to return to being a part of this small family. But it was hard to explain it to Ghania. He is too small to understand.
“Ghania would like to meet mama if papa also wants to meet mama,” continued Ghania.
“Means?” ask Abi.
“Iya if papa wants to see mama. If you miss your mom and want to see your mom. Ghania wants to too, but if papa doesn't want to see mama, Ghania doesn't want to either,” Abi pulls Ghania into his arms.
“Later papa contact mama so Ghania can meet ya,” Ghania nods in Abi's arms. Then Ghania raised her head towards Abi.
“But papa. If you can't find Ghania. No problem really,” Abi shook his head. He hugged his son even more. He repeatedly kissed the head of his son.
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“You can find that woman's number?” ask Ara.
“You know what his name is?” ask a man beside Ara.
“I don't know his full name. But.when I found Abi yesterday. Abi called the woman by the name of Zanna,” Ara said.
“It's not hard, considering Zanna's name can't be just her one. Mmm...but you know what his face looks like?” the man looked at Ara who nodded her head.
“But you can downsize your search server. I think this Zanna works at Abi's company,” the man nodded his head.
“Okey, if so. Moga aja right,” the man immediately struggling with his computer.
“This is it?” the man pointed to a photo that appeared.
Ara nodded her head, “Iya she is the one.”
“It turns out not difficult. You're right, he worked at Abi's company not long ago as a designer,” said the man.
Uh! It turns out a designer. Maybe that's why Abi likes Zanna. They walk the same path. Work in the same field and of course if they get married. Zanna doesn't have to worry about pregnancy problems like she used to.
“Eh yes. Very spooky. Thanks yeah...Dante,” the man's heart is beating hearing Ara call his name. Ara rarely calls her real name. This woman beside him always calls herself ‘Nove’ the name she made for the virtual world.
“Nov, have you eaten?” the man smiled. Look, Ara called out her pseudonym again.
“Not yet. You already? If you don't want me to cook something?” Ara nodded happily. Nove smiled, she stroked Ara's head, then kissed Ara's forehead gently.
“Then so wait yes,” Ara held her forehead. He chuckled and then nodded his head again.
Ara looked at Nove's figure from behind. The man walked into the kitchen, looking as if the man was directly struggling with the ingredients in the refrigerator of their apartment.
Ara couldn't imagine that Nove wasn't in her life. If Nove doesn't come when Ara first comes out of Abi's house. Maybe right now Ara will feel alone.
Nove helped her life from then on. Ara really felt lucky. That's when there's no Nove. Ara didn't know what to do. The job he loved so much, so it was difficult to return to his country. Ara who felt so guilty towards Abi did not want to make the man's life difficult.
Therefore, he asked Nove to make himself as if lost. Nove helped Ara to become a flight attendant again, although it was difficult but Nove succeeded. Ara could be a flight attendant again at an overseas airline. He was very grateful for that.
“Ara! If until the time of your leave is finished, but you have not been able to meet with Ghania how?” ask Nove who is still struggling with her cooking.
“I'll stop,” reply Ara. Nove stopped his activities. He looked towards Ara.
“Which stops? From work or stop trying to meet with Ghania?” ask Nove again.
Ara just smiled. Not answering Nove's questions. After all, the man will know by himself. To be sure, Ara should put in more effort. Yesterday when I met Abi, again Abi did not allow it and expelled him. Her ex-husband was still so angry with her.
Never mind, it has indeed become a risk due to his previous actions. Ara sighed, her journey was still long. Ara walked over to Nove.
“What do you want to cook?” tanya Ara looked at the cuisine that Nove was making.
“Chicken teriyaki. You like it, right?” Ara nodded. He hugged Nove's arm.
“I'm again cut up Ra. Don't hug first,” Ara laughed. He took off his embrace.
“Still Yes Nov,” says Ara.
Nove smiled gently towards Ara, “Sure love!”
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...Happy reading...
...Fyi Nove's name was read not "Nov" but still "Nove" okeyy^^...
...Looking forward to next eps...
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