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...“I never tried to leave you. But you're trying to go”...

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The Flashback

“Ara!” Abi, who had just returned after seeing the doctor who examined Ara, immediately hugged his wife with great joy.

Then, Abi intends to stroke his wife's flat stomach. There are their child candidates. However, Abi had not had time to touch his wife's stomach. Ara brushed Abi's hand quite hard. Abi scrunched his forehead.

“Sayang..why?” ask Abi.

“Do not touch! Don't touch this damn carrier!” shouted Ara.

Instantly Abi felt that something hit him strongly. He looked at Ara's face in confusion.

“Ara...who do you call a pesky carrier?” abi asked quietly, then he held Ara's hand gently.

Ara looked at Abi glazedly, then the tears that had gathered in her eyes fell down instantly. Ara shook her head. He took Abi's hand off.

“I don't want bi. I don't wantuu..hiks,” Ara banging Abi's chest.

Abi immediately carried Ara into his arms. What's wrong with his wife? No-no Abi does not want to think about the possibility that comes to his mind. But this is a big question mark for Abi. Doesn't Ara want this child?

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It's been three months since Abi learned of Ara's pregnancy. Since then, Ara's attitude has changed drastically. Ara shouted saying that she did not want this child in her womb.

Crying every night. Refuse vitamins and milk of pregnant women given to him. Not infrequently Ara refused to eat. Ara's situation is really messed up. Of course Abi was so worried about her situation.

Often Abi shifts her work to Chris. He prefers to work from home. Right now, looking at Ara's state, Abi felt disbelief in his wife. He was afraid that Ara would hurt the child in his womb. Once when he just came home from work, Bu Nur ran to him and said Ara was trying to hit his womb.

Abi felt pain hearing that. Does Ara love her job more than her children? So strait? Abi wants to get angry at Ara, but he thinks that's not the way out. He just had to be patient in the face of Ara's attitude.

Now Ara's schedule to check her content to the doctor. Abi sighed before opening the door of his room. As she opened the door, Ara was sleeping on the middle floor holding her work uniform.

“Honey..” call Abi wiry while stroking Ara's cheek that starts to wreak havoc.

Ara did not budge. Finally, Abi carried Ara and moved her onto the bed. He enveloped Ara, then gently stroked Ara's head.

“Ara..dikandungan you there is our son. Do you not love our child? Why is it that when I ask you to join the pregnancy program, you agree? If you really want to keep working, why not frankly baby?” Abi rubbed his eyes which had already shed a tear.

“I never forbid you. I never forced you Ra. It's okay if you're not ready to have children and not ready to leave your job. If this is the case.not only our child you hurt, but yourself and also.hurt me Ra,” Abi sighed softly.

He kissed Ara on the forehead, then went to lie next to the fig and hugged Ara. Abi had to stay by Ara's side, for Ara and their son.

Ara wriggled, she opened her eyes and saw Abi hugging her. Abi's heavy hand that was wrapped around his body was released by Ara.

Ara woke up from her sleep. He sat down and looked at Abi carefully. “Abi!” call Ara.

Abi trying to smile, “Why hmm? Anything you want?” Ara nodded.

Abi was happy. Is Ara craving something? Abi sat down and looked at Ara enthusiastically.

“I want...after your child is born.” Abi interrupted Ara's speech.

“Our son. He's not just my son, he's your son,” Ara shakes fast.

“I don't want this kid Abi,” like lightning striking his heart. It hurts to hear Ara's words.

“Then why did you agree when I said about wanting to have a child? Why don't you refuse?! You just said you're not ready!” abi's emotions overflowed, the question that always crossed his head finally gushing out.

“Then? Do you think this doesn't hurt me? What kind of attitude do you think doesn't hurt me? Ra..married it not only at the request of one party! I wouldn't be angry if you refused at that time. In the past, every time I saw you interacting with a child, I thought you wanted to have a child. That's why I asked you, I'm happy if you want to have children. But I also do not mind if you want to delay first!” abi's screams filled their bedroom.

“Sorry..” Abi closed his eyes hearing Ara's apology. Abi tried to calm himself.

After feeling pretty calm. He reached out to Ara's hand, stroking her gently. “Ra, save our debate earlier. Now, I'm asking you to accept our son?” pinta Abi is hopeful.

Ara can see that. But, he currently really does not want the child in this womb. Ara shook her head. Abi immediately took off Ara's hand.

“I can't. I hate this kid. I'm not ready,” Abi scooped her coarse hair.

He stood up, then went towards the balcony of his room. He no longer wanted to let out a high note in front of Ara. He was afraid that something happened.

Seeing that, Ara got off the bed and followed Abi. He saw his back behind him. He really could not accept this child. He wants this child to disappear. If this child did not exist, his work would definitely not be ruined and his relationship with Abi would not be like this either.

“Abi..” call Ara slowly.

Abi did not respond at all to Ara's call. The man was just focusing on looking towards the sky. “I...I don't want this child.”

“Quite Ra!” abi exclaimed, still without looking towards Abi.

“Don't say that repeatedly! It's getting a big wound in my heart!” ketus Abi's.

Ara squeezed her hand. He has a solution for this. “Abi...we killed this child yes?” Abi turned to look at Ara.

“You're crazy Ra? That easy as you say it?” Ara just kept quiet.

“You choose..” Ara paused her speech.

“I will carry this child well, but after this child is born, I want us to get divorced. Or..” Abi was really amazed by Ara's words, he was no longer able to speak.

“Atau...we throw this child away and we do not have to divorce, then let me prepare myself first to later have children,” Ara is not able to look into the eyes of Abi who has been staring at him very sharply.

Abi suddenly laughed. He really feels like a crazy person right now. Was this really the Ara he knew? Is this the same woman he's loved all along? Is this the gentle woman Abi met first?

Abi looked back at Ara with a sharp cold gaze. He hardened his jaw, and clenched his hands hard until his books turned white.

“You...really crazy Ra! I won't choose both!” shouted Abi.

“Gak! You have to choose! You have to choose! Choose Abi!” Ara also shouted.

“Hahaha...baik..baik Arabella Ardana Princess. If so, I choose the first option. I would prefer that innocent ‘anak me’, rather than me having to choose you who are clearly guilty,” Abi then goes from Ara's expectations.

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