My Heart Choice's
17 Are in Wounds
...“Recollecting you made this old wound re-emerge. How much did you leave me? Never thought by you what I would be if you left?”...
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After putting his little daughter to sleep, he decided to continue his work. Abi who was about to finish his work smiled with satisfaction. All this time all the hard work he did was for his little daughter. He did not want his little daughter to lack one, even though there was something he could not afford, a mother for his daughter.
Already from the baby, Ghania did not feel the affection of a mother. The man smiled when he remembered the sweet smile of his beloved daughter. Abi is back at his job.
When I feel finished. He cleaned up the files that were initially scattered on his desk. Turn off the laptop in front of him. After that, he decided to go to the kitchen. It's midnight. The weather outside was raining, and he decided to make coffee.
Suddenly a few memories came to him. Abi breathed a rough sigh. He remembers in the same situation, if he had finished his work. His beloved wife will make him a warm drink. He would smile at his wife. Hugged him from behind, then drowned his face in his neck. Inhaling the scent of the body made him feel calm.
“Why is it so hard to forget you?” Abi nibbled his temple. He shook his head slowly.
“Forget her Abi. You have to be happy, there's Ghania. Remember always Ghania, do not let Ghania see the pathetic attitude lo this,” when seeing the coffee it has been so, he immediately took her to the room.
Abi opened the balcony door. As it was still raining heavily, the night air was getting colder. He let the cold air fill his room. He didn't care much about it, but he was used to this cold weather.
He sipped his drink slowly. He decided not to sleep tonight. Again, a memory approached him. He remembered when his wife was still there. Before going to bed, they would sit together on the balcony, breathing the night air. Cuddle each other, channel warmth to each other, then enjoy a warm drink.
He also remembers well. His wife will always fall asleep in her arms. Then he would carry his wife, lay her on the bed. He will sleep by hugging the wife he loves so much. Looking at his wife's face for a moment, kissing every corner of his face, before deciding to fall asleep.
Suddenly Abi's emotions overflowed, he grabbed the glass in his hand. Then without realizing it, he slammed the glass. The hot coffee spilled over his leg. But he did not realize it, did not feel the heat at all. He went into his room, picked up the drink he had hidden in his room. Drinks that make him feel soaring. Abi's back on the balcony. He took off the clothes he was wearing, then threw them in any direction.
The man drank the drink straight from the bottle. He drank the drink. It didn't take long with that bottle of drink, he already felt drifting. He has been drunk. Then, Abi suddenly cried. He roared, scooping his hair rough. He took the same bottle of drink.
Jaw hardens. He returned to drink a full bottle. Abi roared again, calling his wife. The man remembered very well, how he fell when abandoned by the woman he loved.
“Ara! Why did you leave me?! Why did you leave our daughter?! Don't you know she always misses the figure of the mother beside her?!” Abi leaned on the end of his bed. He sat down, holding an empty bottle.
“Why don't you accept our child?! What's her fault?! You said you love me. But why?! Why don't you want my son?!” Abi slammed the bottle, of course the shards scattered on the floor.
He beat himself up. Abi came back crying, he roared. It sounds heartbreaking to anyone who hears. This happened a lot when he missed his wife. He'll spend the night like this. Looks pathetic. He'll look so desperate.
“I hate you Ra! Hates you so much! But.but I love you too. Miss you. Arghhhhh!” Abi picked up the shards earlier and squeezed them firmly. Fresh blood began to pour from his hand, but he still did not care. The pain in his heart was more painful than this wound on his hand.
He stood up, intending to take his wedding photo. Abi walked past the broken glass, now his leg was also injured. The man's body seemed to have gone numb. Or is it because he is drunk? I don't know, in essence if anyone saw him, maybe that person would feel pained to see the wound on the man's limb.
Abi managed to take a wedding photo that he stored in the drawer of the bedside table that he had previously stored in a box above the closet. He looked at the woman in the photo. His jaw is back up. The other hand, he clenched, to the point that his handbook turned white so hard the fist. Abi hates his wife but at the same time love. He misses his wife.
“I'm waiting for you Ra! I'm waiting for you to beg to come back! I wait for your sorry look when I see Ghania! If you regret it later, I won't let you touch Ghania, not even a hair! I'll make you sorry! Arghhhhhh!” the groan boomed, accompanied by the sound of lightning after. Fortunately, the situation was in the middle of a storm because of rain and lightning. If not Abi would wake up his daughter.
After that, Abi's body squeezed. He sobbed back, slowly his stuffing weakened. Abi felt that his dark room was becoming more and more dark. The man's eyes closed slowly. Then Abi was unconscious, his body had fallen. How not? His blood was drained from the wounds he had sustained.
Now berTO’a course hopefully someone helps the man. Whether it's Bu Nur, her housekeeper who might wake up to check on the state of the house every night or maybe her little daughter who wakes up in the middle of the night to miss her father.
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