My Heart Choice's
29 Arabella
...“I'm afraid to love back. I'm afraid the love I give will be wasted back”...
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The Flashback
Ara held the small thing in her hand in agitation. He's been in the bathroom long enough. He was worried about the reality he received, he was confused about what he should do.
Ara's heart suddenly thumped violently when she heard the sound of knocking on the door. I heard something from Nur's mother. “Nak! you're all right?”
Ara was trying to neutralize her mood. “Iya ma'am. Alright, why ma'am?” saut Ara back.
“Evening is over, nak Abi also seems to be arriving soon,” Ara sighed. He rubbed his face, then tidied his messy hair. Before coming out of the bathroom, Ara threw the small object she was holding into the trash can.
Ara opened the door, “Ya already yuk bu, Ara help ready the dinner table,” Ara soon passed from bu Nur. He headed for the kitchen, bringing the food that Nur's mother had cooked to the dining table. He arranged everything, he had to get rid of this anxiety. Abi cannot see himself agitated.
How long, I heard a knock on the door. Definitely Abi, thought Ara. He immediately rushed to the door. When he opened the door, it was true that Abi was smiling while lifting the paper bag in his hand. Ara returned Abi's warm smile.
“What is this?” asked Ara to take the tent, she opened it. Ara smiled at Abi.
“That night you said you wanted to eat pancakes. So I decided to buy your favorite pancakes,” said Abi.
“Please dear. Yes already yuk in, dinner has become tuh,” said Ara while taking Abi's briefcase.
Abi pulls Ara's hand. “Later first,” Ara raised her eyebrows in confusion.
“What's up?” ask Ara.
“I've bought you pancakes. Which reply?” abi Tagih.
“What reason?”
“Kiss me,” Abi points at her cheeks. Ara laughed, then she immediately kissed both cheeks Abi. Then with his own initiative, Abi kissed Ara's lips.
Ara patted Abi's chest. “Udah dear, later bu Nur see how? I've eaten, I've laper nih,” Abi nodded, he took back his briefcase from Ara. Then hold Ara's hand.
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“Honey! Not sleeping?” reprimand Abi. He saw Ara was on the balcony of the room, pensively staring out.
Ara did not seem to hear Abi's cry. The man smiled, he approached Ara, hugging his wife from behind. Ara was surprised, she saw a burly hand that was coiled around her waist. He looked at Abi's hand. Ara stroked Abi's head that was leaning on her shoulder.
“Kok menung? Not sleepy?” ask Abi gently.
Ara shook her head. “Udah finished calling Chris?” Abi nodded. “You want to go to work?”
“Later, I want to hug you first,” Ara smiled thinly.
They both enjoyed the night breeze that hit their faces. Suddenly something flashed through Abi's mind. “Honey!” call Abi.
“Hmm?”
“I again bergebayangin, messing with our children in the garden of our home. I want to see him learn the way, want to hear the first word that comes out of his mouth when he first speaks. We try again, huh?” Abi kissed his wife's neck.
Ara tried to avoid. “Don't tonight ya babe. Tomorrow I have a flight,” Abi stops his business. He smiles.
“When you go home later, we try again huh?” Ara nodded slowly.
“Yes, I want to sleep. Before that you want me to make coffee?” Abi nodded. Ara released Abi's hand from her waist. He walked into the kitchen. He suddenly remembered the thing he had thrown away. Ara went to the bathroom, she saw the thing in the trash can. He immediately took the thing.
As Ara was walking back towards the kitchen, due to the focus of looking at the small object in her hand. He was unconscious and hit Nur's mother. That thing slipped out of its grip. However, Ara had not taken it. Bu Nur took it first.
“Nak Ara?! Want Ara pregnant?” ara's heart was beating, she looked back, afraid that Abi would hear.
“B-bu! Si-here first,” Ara pulled Nur's hand. He looked at Ms. Nur with a pleading gaze.
“Ja-don't say the same Abi first huh. Ara did not want to say, Ara is not ready,” said Ara stammered.
“But not ready why nak?” Ara swallowed her saliva.
“But son. Nak Abi deserves to know, ready not ready to try to talk carefully,” Ara smiled thinly.
“Iya ma'am, Ara will tell you. But Ara needs time, ma'am, please keep this secret. Ara please,” bu Nur who saw the anxiety in Ara's eyes could not resist. Finally, she agreed to Ara's request to keep her pregnancy a secret.
Ara smiled at the nod of Nur's head. He then walked to the kitchen, making drinks for Abi.
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That morning, Abi and Ara were getting ready to leave for work. Ara is now preparing a suit for Abi. The man came out of the bathroom with a towel coiled around his waist. Abi smiled towards Ara.
“It is very neat my wife,” Abi walked to take the clothes that Ara had prepared.
“When is it behind?” abi asked while wearing one of his clothes.
“Tomorrow or maybe two more days,” Abi pursed her lips.
“Tast long. Yes, you take care of your health. Because..” Abi walked closer towards Ara, then held Ara's stomach.
“There will be our little hero. Don't overdo yourself baby if you feel tired,” Ara staring nanar towards Abi's hand.
He then forced a smile towards Abi. “Iya, I must take care of my health,”
Abi looks like he is thinking, “Honey, why don't you just stop working? Just focus on the pregnancy program, yes?”
“Bi, you will know..” help Abi's breath interrupts Ara's speech.
“Iya yes. I already know what you will answer,” Abi again struggling with her clothes. Now Abi's position is turned back to Ara.
Ara looked at Abi's wide back wistfully. Not only did Abi actually, he also wanted to have a child. But not for now, he's not ready, not ready. Ara sighed.
He then went straight towards Abi. He hugged the man he loved so much from behind. How would Abi feel if he knew he was pregnant with his child? It'll be very happy. But Ara was really not ready.
Abi was surprised, then he chuckled to see his wife's tiny hands coiled around his body. “What's this suddenly swerving? Afraid to miss ya?”
Ara laughed a little. “Yes, I want to go. Tonight his sleep is not hugged you deh,” Abi took off Ara's hand, then turned around and it was her turn to hug Ara.
Abi kissed Ara's head. Then it turned to Ara's forehead, and it didn't take long, it darted towards Ara's lips. His wife chuckled, then pushed Abi.
“Later make up I mess. Udah ah get ready there, later we are late,” Abi smiled, and obey orders Ara.
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