My God Wants Him

I'm Sorry

Whose voice is that? No. gabe.. Nope..! I mean, who's the woman next to you? Didn't you say you were alone? ~ Aini

Emm.. That, my friend just came. I am now at the grandmother's house in the village next to ~ Bagas

"Good, could he play at his grandmother's house, but he says he's been busy guarding grandfather's shop and never had time to contact me? What kind of girlfriend is she? I'm tired of all this!" aini's words in the heart.

Hmm, yes, yes. I was busy. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.... ~ Bagas

Wa'alaikumsalam ~ Aini

"That's right, he said again grandmother's place. Now he says he's busy too? Though obviously his girlfriend just came and he immediately said busy? It seems like he's tired of me, then I'd better just end this!"

Aini grumbled to herself in her room. Even the clear grains from both of his eyelids slid freely just like that. He does not know why this can happen, but at the beginning of dating Bagas he was just a fad and just wanted to know what it was like to be dating, but why did he now feel lost when Bagas rarely contacted him? Maybe all this time he's been taking the wrong steps to date. Now he could not avoid the pain in his heart.

The flat object that was still in his hand immediately he played back. Sending a short message to Bagas stating that he wanted to end their relationship.

Before long, the message he sent had been read by Bagas, but the message was not replied to in the least. Aini who was still carried away by emotions called Bagas again, but the man's number was now inactive and could not be contacted. Finally he laid himself on his bed to relieve the emotions that were enveloping his current mind until he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

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In the evening, Aini and her family had dinner together as usual. Aini ate with a bowed down to cover her eyes which still seemed to swell because she fell asleep in a state of crying this afternoon.

"Alhamdulillah.," said Aini when finished finishing the food that had filled his plate. He immediately cleaned his food and put in place a pile of dirty dishes in the sink.

"Hurry up, where are you going, brother?" mother asked who saw her eldest daughter leaving the dining table. Even though all family members are still enjoying their own food.

"You're doing schoolwork, ma'am," said Aini. She did not look at her mother at all for fear that she would see her puffy face.

"Don't sleep at night, so tomorrow won't be bad, '" she said.

"Yes, ma'am." Aini immediately left her father, mother and two younger siblings who were still eating food at the dinner table. Fortunately, no one really paid attention to him tonight. So he can breathe a sigh of relief because he is not dizzy looking for an excuse if someone asks because of the swelling of his eyes earlier.

Arriving at the room, he did not do schoolwork as he told his mother, but he instead opened his cellphone hoping there was a message from Bagas stating a rejection of Aini's decision this afternoon. I don't know what's on Aini's mind at the moment, but she doesn't feel willing if she really breaks up with Bagas. Though he himself has ended his relationship with Bagas even though only through messages. You Weird!

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The next day, Aini came to school with a face bent as if having a heavy burden of life. BK teacher who often caught Aini who often came late was also surprised by her making. Not only astonished by Aini who came quickly this morning, but also astonished because Aini walked limply across the school gate with her disheveled face. Though usually Aini always run if it has come down from the angkot, because he immediately wants to go to the field to follow the morning apple.

"Here, are you sick?" ask Mr. Na'im.

"No, sir," Aini replied as she shook her teacher's hand.

"If you don't get sick, don't you miss it? Tumben came quick today?"

"Coming wrong fast, being late is wrong too. So how do I do, sir?" sahut Aini is upset.

"Not wrong, just a wonder. You used to run from across there, but from earlier I noticed you were limp once the way, like a sick chicken," ledek Pak Na'im.

Aini who was lazy to say the words of her teacher immediately left when she had greeted one of the teachers next to Mr. Na'im, because there were two teachers who were in charge of welcoming students in front of the gate this morning. Uh, not just this morning, but indeed every morning Mr. Na'im is always accompanied by a different teacher every day, but because Aini often comes late, often, so he only met with Mr. Na'im when he arrived at school, because the teacher who accompanied Mr. Na'im of course entered the class they were going to teach, unlike Mr. Na'im who does not have teaching hours because he is only a teacher of BK.

"Here, if you're not feeling well, you just go to class, there's no need to go with the morning apple!" shouted Na'im sir as Aini was already walking a bit away from him. In any case, Aini is still his student who he must pay attention to, although this one student often makes him upset because of his delay almost every day.

The girl stepped into the classroom to put her bag down first before she headed to the field to follow the morning apple. It should be like that, but since Aini is often late, so usually he does not go to class first to put his bag, because if he does, it could be the morning apple soon after. So he used to put his bag under a tree on the sidelines and immediately entered the row there.

In the field, he meets Sara, his best friend. But because they are different classes, so can not be the same line. But Sara did not run out of sense, she just went into the ranks of Aini class. Who knows if they are not in class, because members of the osis will not check one by one each student who lines. Fortunately, Aini's classmate does not have a bucket mouth, aka like to leak. So Sara felt safe to join the line in Aini's row of classmates.

"Ni, tumben are you coming quickly?" ask Sara.

"You why else? From last night only!" said Sara again.

"Nothing," replied Aini.

"Still in trouble Bagas?" hatch Sara.

Aini nodded her head to justify Sara's words. The morning apple has just begun.

"Okay, you've got to tell me!" exclaim Sara. Then the two of them fixed their positions to make the row neater, because Sara had turned towards Aini.

After the apple, Sara continued to shower Aini with various questions, until Aini dizzy made.

What else are you with Bagas?

She hurt you?

He hasn't replied to your message?

Or is he cheating?

"It could not be, if you ask it one-on-one. Dizziness I answered," complained Aini.

They both still sit on the edge of the rocks that are made circular like large pots for trees that are deliberately planted on the edge of the field. Since the entrance bell had not rang yet, they still had time to chat for a while.

"Well, you can tell me from wherever you want" Sara said.

"I broke up." Only that was able to come out of Aini's mouth. There is so much she wants to talk about with her best friend.

"Decap? Why?" sara asked in surprise.

Aini said that last night she contacted Bagas but not long ago, the man turned off his phone and said that he was busy, while Aini herself heard a woman's voice next to her boyfriend and was recognized as her friend. So Aini felt no more important than the woman and immediately cut off her relationship with Bagas.

"Then why are you sad? Didn't you decide? He should be the one who is sad dong," said Sara.

"That's the problem. I'm sorry!" Aini Sahut.

"Jeez, now I'm the dizzy one you're making. Why are you in such a hurry to make a decision? I told you you have to think positively, to make the right decision" Sara said.

"So how am I supposed to dong?" ask Aini.

"Yes, if you want to eliminate prestige, just ask to return it with her" said Sara.

"Eumm...." Not to mention that Aini responded to Sara's last reply, the bell had rung, making them end their conversation that morning.

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