My God Wants Him

Expressing Feelings

The flash back

A year ago, Baim moved to the village around Aini to live, more precisely living in the village mosque. He used to live in another village that was quite far from the village, but because there was something in the mosque where he lived first, he finally migrated to a new place.

At that time he had just come out of a room that was on the right side of the mosque, where the room was indeed reserved for the mosque's marbot. Baim, who has only been living in the mosque for a few days, is also foreign to the surrounding environment. So he needs to get closer to the many people in the village so that he does not feel alone. As he passed through the door of the mosque for women, he heard someone reciting the Qur'an, he peeked out from behind the door who was the woman reciting the verses of the Qur'an with his condolences. A little girl was sitting on her Koran. At that time, his feelings were ordinary.

"Oh, just a little girl," inwardly.

Day after day Baim did not escape his activities to hear the chanting of the holy verse when before Maghrib, because the little girl always came a few minutes before the azan maghrib to do this. In the mosque it turns out that there is a study of the Qur'an every after Maghrib. The little girl also took part in it.

Once ustadz who taught the Qur'an was not present, so because the disciples had gathered on the terrace of the mosque, Baim took the initiative to replace the ustadz to teach the Qur'an. When the little girl got a turn to read, she came and sat face to face in front of Baim. As he always did with his ustadz, if the ustadz would listen to the readings of every disciple who came one by one before him. That's what Aini the little girl who Baim often noticed lately.

That was the first time Baim met face to face with him, all this time he only saw his back from behind the door when he found Aini teaching ahead of Maghrib. At that moment his heartbeat beat irregularly like a person who had just done a marathon. "What feeling is this? Just dealing with this little girl alone why can my heart beat so fast?" his inner.

From then on, he began to get to know the girl even further. From starting to talk stale asking his name, asking for a mobile phone number under the pretext if at any time there is a need then you can directly contact him, and he also contributed to become a mosque teenager because he wanted to be close to the girl. Until in the end he was instead appointed by the members to be the chairman of the mosque youth because the old chairman had moved from the village.

Although he knew the little girl was still a student, but he did not expect it to turn out that the girl was very young. How not, it turns out that the little girl is still a student of Junior High School, which in fact ny masi very unstable as a teenager. Baim thought the little girl had been sitting on the High School bench, so he began to get closer, because the High School period had begun to grow up, so Baim could la to be closer to him. Lah tau nya masi SMP.

Baim took a moment to distance himself from the little girl. That was the reason why when Aini met him near the stall, Baim was silent and just passed by (read: meeting chapter). But it turns out that what was done by order of the work of his other brain with his feelings, he even lost the figure that later filled his heart. Although he tried hard to forget the little girl, but every second he remembered again and again about her.

Finally he decided to keep the little girl until her maturity stage. Trying to protect her without the little girl's knowledge. It was also the reason he wanted to take the little girl to school every day, but was rejected

Since then, he has been convinced of his feelings. It has not escaped the power of Allah, Who turns back the hearts of men. We as human beings have planned but God wills.

Like Baim who had planned to stay away from Aini, but God set Aini in his heart.

Flash back off

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After school, Aini and Sara walked together to the bus stop to wait for their cargo to come. Someone called them from behind.

"Here...."

Aini turned towards the voice while frowning. "What's wrong with her?"

"Haii. I want to say something to you" said Hairul. Yes, it turns out that the one who called earlier was Hairul, a student who some time ago had expressed his feelings through chat wa with Aini.

"Yaudah, by the way," said Aini a little ketus.

"But I want to talk to you both" he said, staring at Sara, intending to tell her to leave Aini for a while.

"I can't just be two." This time Aini clasped Sara's hand to invite her to leave immediately.

"All right, wait a minute" his hand now took something in his pants pocket.

"This is for you," while offering a bar of silv*r queen chocolate he just picked up.

Aini seemed to be thinking hard. " For what? My birthday is far away."

"It symbolizes my feelings for you. It feels as sweet as this chocolate," he said with a smile.

Aini began to understand the direction of Hairul's conversation. "Sorry, then I can't take it."

Aini began to step foot and pull Sara's hand that was still in her hand.

"Wait... But why Aini? Did I love you wrong?" Continue Hairul who has openly expressed his feelings.

Maybe if Aini's book, surely Hairul has been left alone or not even responded at all because the shot did not have the slightest feeling towards him. But Aini was not so, even though she did not like the student, she could still refrain from saying rude and disrespectful words. That is what his parents taught him.

Hairul took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. "Well, if that's what you want, I'll wait for that time to come." Hairul leaves Aini and Sara near the school gate.

Sara clapped her hands. "Great you're Aini, can reject him in such a subtle way. I may not be like you. If I were you, I'd say I didn't like it."

Aini was silent for a moment. "Let's go home."

"Ni, you seriously don't want boyfriends until after school?" sara asked as they waited for the angkot at the bus stop.

"Yes, my father also forbade. After I thought about what we were going out for? not useful, even bringing sin," said Aini.

"It's so exciting, every day there are friends talking. Coming to school is a spirit. Trus..more so?" Sara seemed to be thinking of continuing her sentence.

"Basar cah crazy," pulled out his jaw dialect while shaking his head because it was not out of thought with what Sara said.

"Where do you know? How can you say that? as I recall you've never been in a relationship, either" she continued.

"Yes, I now have a girlfriend" puffed her chest and patted her several times as if she looked arrogant.

Aini was a little surprised, because all this time she had no idea who Sara's boyfriend was. "Who's ready for your girlfriend?"

"Who else if not Amar." a smile emanated from his face.

"Huhh?? Since when?" asked Aini in a slightly surprised tone.

"Since two days ago..." His face blushed saying that.

"Aduuhhh. what a happy person this will fall into sin," Aini's inner.

"I remind you, do not be alone in a lonely place, ntar the third demon," he continued.

"Ready bu ustadhah!" his hand saluted as if obeying orders from the commander.

Not long ago the Angkot came. They came home joking along the way. Fortunately the angkot was quiet, so no one was bothered by their laughter in it. But do not know with the angkot driver who was driving it, Aini and Sara bodo aja.

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tbc

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very quiet cem grave

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