My God Wants Him

My God Wants Him
Fear Disappointed



Geck.. Geck.. Geck..


"Baim.. Can Umi come in?"


Umi was curious about the incident earlier this afternoon, she intended to ask Baim about Yuna earlier.


"Neither in the key"


Baim's voice from inside his room allowed umi to enter.


Umi came in and sat down on the chair next to Baim's bed. At that time Baim was leaning on his bed while reading a book.


"Head.. Can Umi ask you something?" tanya umi started the conversation .


Baim closed his book and looked at Umi. "By mi. ask.. Umi also has Baim consider like his own biological mother, so do not hesitate to ask anything."


"Actually who is Yuna? Trus, what happened this afternoon? Umi saw her eyes turn red as if they were crying."


Baim. "Yuna is Baim mi's ex-boyfriend."


"Oh..so what made her cry?" ask umi, getting curious.


"Baim also did not know why he was crying, but he was clearly apologizing to Baim," explained Baim lazily.


"If you may know, did Baim break up your relationship?" Umi looked at Baim seriously trying to dig up information about his past.


"Yes mi." replied the man briefly.


"Had she cried, she must have loved you" she said.


"Yes.. Maybe mi.." Baim raises both his shoulders.


"Then, why did you break up?" tanya Umi getting kepo.


"Long the story mi. essentially he cheated and betrayed Baim mi.." he said by lowering his legs to the floor and shifting his body facing the umi.


"Oh. that's..."


"Baim Masi there's a similar taste to him?" Umi asked back.


"Taste?" Baim thought for a moment.


"The disgust is yes mi.." he continued later.


"Astaghfirullah. no bole talking that way.emang he a shit until Baim disgusted with him.." said Umi.


"Biarin.. Baim uda really hated him. Uda was sick of seeing his face." said Baim who began to get emotional.


"Oh yes mi, next time if he comes again, do not be given in.. Let it be outside until the hour," she asked umi.


"Well, what is it? We must be kind to the guests, which can be guests in the barin so," continued Umi advising Baim.


"Yes, it's up to Umi la. anyway if she comes again, don't tell Baim!" her word.


"What about Aini im? is your relationship okay?" tanya umi switched the conversation.


"Well mi. it turns out to be true said Umi, she is a good girl," said Baim while remembering the moment of his friendship with the little girl.


Umi knew Aini first. Because Umi once opened a study institution in his home, and Aini one of his most diligent and smart students. Aini is also good, never makes a fuss and often helps usi teach other students if he has finished teaching.


"Umi know im, he is indeed a good boy. So please don't ever let her down" pinta umi.


"Baim never once thought so mi, even Baim wants to always make her smile happy" said Baim again.


"Im..he is very young.Are you not afraid of being disappointed if you wait too long?" ask umi who has been removing her teeth all this time.


"No mi. if it must be disappointed, Baim willing kok mi.." replied Baim assured umi.


"But if you want, umi has many female acquaintances who are old enough to be your companion." Umi tries to give another option to Baim, he is also afraid that Baim will be disappointed in the future because of an uncertain wait.


"Umi. don't talk like that.. Umi makes Baim hesitant, sometimes umi supports Baim, sometimes umi shakes this belief as well," he explained to umi.


Baim breathed. "Baim knows mi.. but what's wrong with trying? We won't know if we don't try."


"Are you sure that when you're three and seventeen, you'll get her married?" ask umi.


"Why not mi? We as humans will have a plan, even though God will determine" Baim replied steadily.


"But, with your age difference far enough does that make you think again? Don't you look like her?" Umi asked as if unsure of Baim's decision.


"Mi. age is not a barrier to love and marriage. Baim even wants to marry her now if only the state would allow him to marry a minor." Baim looked seriously saying his words.


"You are crazy Baim," said Umi as she shook her head.


"Baim is crazy made that girl mi," he said while chuckling amusedly.


"Are you sure he'll love you too?" Umi questions like stabbing Baim's heart, it hurts.


"Baim was not sure, but Baim had God. He is the One who turns the hearts of men upside down. Baim was sure that if Allah had rebuked Baim with him, Allah would have developed a love in his heart for Baim."


"As far as you are im, umi has reminded you, do not expect too much to something uncertain.. Umi is just afraid of you or she will be disappointed," said Umi back.


"Yes mi.. Baim give it all the same God.Let God determine the end of everything, we only need to try as much as possible," answered Baim wisely.


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"Mom.?" mother felt there was nothing else from Baim's attention to Aini?" ask Broto's father to Ema's mother.


They are now in the room when some time ago told their three children to go into the room as well.


"Yes well. Mom also feels that way," he said.


"Is it possible for a grown man to like a young girl like Aini ma'am?" ask dad, thinking about the answer to his own question.


"Either way, but it seems impossible, for the size of a man it seems like he should have been looking for a woman who wants to seriously establish a relationship, not with a girl who is still unstable and wants to try new things like her brother," replied the mother who was also thinking hard.


"Dad was afraid that he was actually putting his feelings on the big sister" said the father again.


"Yes. mother also. later there she was disappointed. Tau himself Aini what kind of person, in cuek and his will is difficult to guess."


"If it turns out Aini also likes it how does mom? do you agree?" father asked, now my father had completely laid his body on the mattress that for a while he was just sitting on the edge of their bed.


"Dad what the hell is that talking? Aini is still a child well, even this year he will just finish from Junior High School. Cook yes father discuss such problems for children who are underage." She also laid her body on the bed and put on the blanket.


"But it's mom.."


I'm not ready to finish his words.


"It's been.. it's better we sleep.. tomorrow you have to work back, right?"


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tbc


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