
"Yesi." call Isaiah.
She flinched, quickly Yesi turned her eyes on me.
"I-iya, Mas." replied Yesi in her soft voice.
"Now we go into the room! Said Yesi exhausted and asked for a massage?" isaiah asked.
"Ta - but Yesi wants to talk, with Jovan." replied Yesi spoiledly.
"For what?" ask Isaiah who he unconsciously raised his voice. Everyone in this room was shocked.
"Yesi doesn't know, Yesi just wants to talk to Jovan." replied Yesi, she cried as much as she could and squeezed her hands together.
Holy hooch! Why is this Yesi me? I stood up and rubbed my face violently.
"Yesa, maybe Yesi again craved to be close to Jovan," said Uli.
"Shut up!" shrieking Isaiah, he pointed at their faces one by one.
"You didn't bring him here?" isaiah was upset.
"I just want to see you" said Jovan rubbed his nape because it was not tasty. I stared hard at him.
Yesi's loud cry made me break eye contact with Jovan, and chose to stare at the sobbing Yesi.
"Don't get mad at them, wrong Jesi, Mas." said Yesi sulking.
If it's like this, I can't do anything anymore. I slowly crouched down and calmed him down.
"Sshhh, I was wrong. Mas should not have to be angry.So stop crying, Mas will not forbid Jesi close to Jovan or anyone." replied Isaiah while rubbing the back of his wife's hand.
"really? is it okay?" said Yesi with sparkling eyes.
"Yes, that's okay." Isaiah answered rolling his lazy eyeballs.
He outlined his embrace and went straight to Jovan. As if nothing had happened, Yesi was already back laughing and drifting in the chat with her friend.
I walk into my room and lay down there.
For 30 minutes I closed my eyes, suddenly I felt movement in the mattress. And somebody put his head on my chest.
"I'm sorry Yesi, Mommy?" say Yesi again.
My eyes were fully open, and found Yesi with a sideways position. I haven't answered him yet, he's landed his kiss on my cheek. With a smile I returned it.
Some nights, I often find Jesi Waking up from his sleep and daydreaming.
Sometimes I hear him sobbing. I don't know what he's thinking. But I pretended to be asleep and quietly hugged her.
Tonight I couldn't take it anymore, so I decided to talk to her.
"Night you have another nightmare?" ask Isaiah.
Yesi who initially turned her back to me finally turned around and instantly inched into a hug.
But he kept a distance so as not to hurt our son.
"Yesi is just scared, Mas. The closer the day is, the more scared Yesi is." said Yesi with a trembling voice.
"You want to tell?" isaiah asked as he glanced at his wife who had difficulty taking a breath.
"What if Yesi doesn't survive later." replied Yesi with a sob.
Yesi's question made me stiffen.
Instantly the fear slipped, imagining I lost Yesi I could not, especially if it really happened.
"Hey, don't think like that. If Mommy thinks a lot of Dady's thoughts with Baby are sad." Isaiah replied again.
"Mommy loves Dady so much" replied Yesi finally smiling.
"Yes, Dady knows." Isaiah said, sinking Jesse's face in my chest and rubbing his hair. Not long after, a regular roar of breath that belonged to Yesi sounded, I peeked at his forehead and improved his sleeping position to make him comfortable.
Now I can't close my eyes.Yesi's words revolved around my head, and instantly cast a shadow of a bad shadow.
"Damn! I'm scared now. Really scared, what if it really happened? Life without Yesi, am I capable?" inner Isaiah.
I should have hit my head against the wall. I can think like that.
This morning, our house was crowded again. Because of the arrival of Mama with Papa. They even brought baby supplies for us.
I was sitting in the living room talking to Papa about work.
My mind was back in control of the words of Yesi a few nights ago. The fear came again, it felt even bigger and made it uncomfortable.
I'm really depressed about it, really! If I'm just depressed, how is Yesi? I feel like I'm being a pathetic man.
The pat on the back made my daydreams wither, I quickly turned my head and looked at Papa with question marks.
"There's a plan to work for Papa's company, Yesa?" ask Zain.
"For the moment there is none, Yesa just wants to be with Jesse until she gives birth" Isaiah replied optimistically.
"You've got two restaurants, is it going well?" Ask Zain again.
"For the past few months, Yesa's restaurant left it to Rasya and Rizal. They were both confidants, Yesa." Isaiah explained, Papa nodded at my answer.
Before long, the cry of Yesi made us take our eyes off. She with maternity winter dresses pink lace sleeves look very pretty.
I did not blink when Yesi came carrying a tray containing red velvet cake.
On her sweet face there was a little flour, I smiled and immediately cleaned it.
Yesi was writhing spoiled on my arm and sniffing the sniff.
"It feels tired Yesi immediately lost if she smelled the aroma, Mas." said Yesi while kissing her husband.
"Yesi, aren't you ashamed to hear us?" zain said until he coughed at it.
"Ngapain shy? aren't Papa's kids all grown up?" yesi replied while pursing her lips.
Laughter filled the living room. Mama also just joined us while bringing us drinks and pastries.
We chatted and also interspersed with laughter, for now I breathe a sigh of relief, at least Yesi can forget for a moment about her fear.
At two o'clock in the morning, I woke up and immediately prayed tahajjud. With all my heart I pray for the safety and health of my wife's children.
I don't feel tears just like that. This is natural, because men like me are also human, I also easily cry when it comes to someone I really love.
Yesi woke up from her sleep. He got off the bed and wrapped both his hands around my stomach and leaned on my shoulders. His body was shaking from crying.
"I'm sorry for interrupting Jesse's sleep?" isaiah said as he pulled his wife's body into his lap.
"Sorry for disturbing the burden of thought, Mas?" said Yesi while shaking her head.
"It's okay. If something is stuck in your heart and mind, take it out. Make Mas a place to lean and sigh." Isaiah replied with a big smile.
Yesi sobbed, she further tightened her embrace. I am saddened to see this fragility of my wife.
"Mas loves you very much, Yesi" said Isaiah as he kissed Isaiah on the forehead.
There was no answer, his body that had been shaking was now relaxed again. I smiled when I found out that Yesi was asleep.
I slowly lifted her body and lowered it on the bed. I looked at his face with a red nose. I kissed her eyes, nose, and lips. Lastly, I went down on the stomach.
"How are you, Baby? Please help Dady to cheer up, Mommy.he's got more thoughts, baby." said Isaiah who didn't even stop peeping his belly.
I was surprised, it turns out he did not sleep, he even responded to my words with a small kick. It's the first time I've felt my little angel kick, it feels amazingly happy.
"You're sad too?" asked Isaiah again he kicked, and it made me excited to ask him to speak.
The fear that was felt a moment ago just disappeared, even I did not realize that the morning light began to peek from behind the window of the room curtain.
The small shriek from Yesi made me sit up. He is seen rubbing both eyes to clarify the vision.
"What time?" yesi asked, my eyes were fixed on the wall clock.
"Fifth hour is forty-five minutes." replied Isaiah.
"Mas." call Yesi look shy, even her cheeks are flushed.
"Would you take a bath together, Yesi?" said Yesi asking.
So this is what makes him that way. I smiled, then got up first to change my nightgown to the pajamas I wore last night.
Then I held onto Yesi again and brought her into the bathroom.
"Yesi kira, I don't want to?" said Yesi chuckling.
"What's not for, Miss Yesa?" isaiah replied.
Yesi smacked my small chest. "Buck!" said Yesi hit her husband's chest small, opposite with her cheeks that meet red.