
Papa's car entered the hospital parking lot. I went out with Mama. There was a bag of food I bought on the street. For some reason, the end of this appetite increased drastically. Mama said it's normal for a kid my age.
Papa and Mama walk ahead first, I'm behind now stop step when catch something interesting.
"Mama." cried Isaiah, automatically the two people in front of me stopped their steps and turned around.
"What's up, Yesa?" yolanda asked, gnashing her forehead.
"Ma, Yesa wants to buy fruit. It was across from the one selling." Isaiah replied pointing towards the fruit shop.
"Yes, but look around for me, Yesa" said Yolanda, nodding and taking the bag out of my hand.
A little hasty, I ran a little towards the fruit seller. Coincidentally the road around the hospital is running, it makes it easier for me.
I bought 3kg of red apples, 3kg of sunkist and 3kg of grapes. After that I went back to the hospital.
In the corridor, I passed Sister Elly and gave a slight smile to her.
"Yesa?" call Diego.
Hearing someone call, I looked up and was shocked. Between believe it and not, the one who called me was Diego.
He looked pale and beside him stood a young young girl.
"A - I want to talk to you" Diego said
There's a hate to see this guy again, but it makes a lot of questions popping up, so I have to put those feelings aside.
"Me too! there's too much I want to ask!" answer Isaiah firmly.
He's down, I pity seeing that.
Where was his haughty nature first? and again, why was she with another girl while Yesi, her lover lay unconscious.
My foot was headed towards the hospital garden. From the corner of the eye, I caught Diego embracing the girl. In my heart, I sneered repeatedly in annoyance, like this the man that Yesi loved? he was so blind.
On the white-painted bench, I sat down and looked straight ahead. Diego took a seat beside me. The girl I know named Melisa gave us privacy. Before moving on he rubbed the back of Diego's hand and said.
"it's ok." Melisa replied.
And it adds to my hatred many times over. What's on this guy's mind? He played with two women.
For a few minutes, no one started talking.
"B - how's it going, Jesse?" ask Diego to open the conversation.
"How's katankamu? you should have known the answer!" answer Isaiah.
"I-I'm sorry?" say Diego again.
My hands clenched tightly and refused to answer.
"Yesi is like this now because of me." said Diego regretted.
I swallowed my mouth. How much did he love Yesi, until he was willing to crash for Diego?
I nodded in understanding, without waiting for Yesi siuman and listening to his explanation. I know what decision I have to make.
I quickly stood up, feeling that my question had been answered. The answer was very satisfying before I asked.
I haven't been able to step away, my wrist is held. Without looking I knew it was Diego.
"Others that need to be explained? everything for me is clear! It's obvious that I was wrong for being among you!" isaiah looked towards Diego.
"No! I was wrong! I set up Yesi! I made him come to the club to see me and threatened that if he didn't come I'd hurt you and Yesi didn't know that at all" Diego said in a trembling voice.
My eyes widened in shock upon hearing it, as fast as lightning I turned to stare at Diego.
"You're an asshole!" isaiah was at a loss for words to absorb this man.
"I know I'm too obsessed with Yesi, until anything I do to get her love! And that afternoon, Jesse came. He even asked for help, begging to explain to you that it was just a misunderstanding." Diego said in a hoarse voice, pleading with half-forcible and condescending.
"You know what, Jesse? my heart aches to see him like that, he loves you too much to the point of doing low things! My ego is very high, of course I don't want to obey my will, Yesi. Even I chose to run on appeal to see your relationship improve" said Diego smiling cynically.
My body shook violently at Diego's explanation. Again, I sat down in the green grass. My chest tightened I heard that. It was so tight that I really had trouble breathing.
"i should have been hit, but Yesi saved me.Yesi chose to push me. Instead of his body being hit by a car. And before his consciousness really disappeared, he begged me to explain to you that me and Yesi did not have the relationship you thought they had, Yesa." Diego said with a flat look.
Diego squeezed his hair and his body trembled.
"A - I'm guilty to you, I'm sorry" Diego said in a trembling voice.
"No Diego! I will never forgive you! let guilt haunt you at any moment! remember it's Diego!" isaiah said as his index finger held out before Diego's face.
Without waiting for anything else, I ran away from Diego.My clenched hand held back the pain mixed tightness in the chest because it hated Diego so much.
Hating the one in the middle of me and Yesi, hating the one who broke our relationship, and hating because it made me distrust Yesi.
Tightly I pushed open the door of the ICU room and approached where Yesi was lying down and sat down and took her hand, I kissed the back of Yesi's hand.
"I should have trusted you, Jesse. I should have listened to Yesi's explanation first. I was wrong! I should be the one to deserve the law!" isaiah said, he was beating his chest, which was becoming more and more tight.
My mother held my body that shook.
"Yesa, what's wrong?" asked Yolanda gently while holding my hand.
"Yesa is guilty, Mama. Yesa should have listened to the explanation, Yesi. It should be in words, Mama." Isaiah replied with a bow.
"Yesa, listen! You're not wrong anything! It's just a disaster, not your fault" Yolanda said, holding her son's shoulder.
"But if Yesa had listened to Jesi's explanation and preferred to believe it, surely Yesi would not have lay in a coma like this" Isaiah said, his voice hoarse and weakened.
My body feels almost no energy, even now limp while staring at the nanar Yesi.
"No, honey! It's not your fault or anyone's" Yolanda said gently, rubbing the back of my hand.
In this room it was just me and my mom. Papa's back in the office, Mama Siska's home and Papa Roman's back in his office.
"Mom can stay with Yesa and Yesi?" isaiah asked.
"Yes. Mom, give time to you two. But, promise! don't hurt yourself, Yesa. Remember!" yolanda smiled wisely.
My eyes blinked, with tightness I nodded towards Mama.
"Mama get out first. If there's anything, call me right away, Yesa?" yolanda said as he moved out.
"I'm sorry, Yesi. Pardon you? I'm selfishly more willing to listen to lies than to trust Yesi." Isaiah said, bowing his head.
My hand gripped Yesi's hand tightly and rubbed it slowly. If I were in the position of Yesi, I wouldn't know how it hurts. Not being trusted by a loved one is scary. Even to shadow it, I will not be able to.