
Feels heavy test of life that I now experience, my chest feels tight because of the great guilt feelings towards Yesi.
I don't know how long, my eyes closed. I had not fallen asleep, I felt something move in my grasp. At first I just let it go and kept my eyes closed because I was tired and sleepy.
For a fraction of a minute, I'm just pecking. My eyes blinked many times to make sure my vision was not wrong. Once I really believed it, I got up and pressed the green button quickly.
Yesi's finger moved within my grasp. Whether it's a good sign or a bad one, I should definitely call a doctor.
Not long after, the door opened. Behind the door appeared Doctor Anggi who was busy struggling with his stethoscope.
"What's up, Yesa?" doctor Anggi said, he approached and installed a stethoscope.
"Let's move, doctor. Yesi's finger, move!" answered Isaiah with pleasure.
Not yet had the doctor Anggi replied, we both immediately turned our heads when we heard a small cry, and it came from Yesi.
There was nothing happier than this, even so happy that I shouted shut my mouth and ran to the side of Yesi.
"Thank God, thank God" said Isaiah, happiness just like that.
"Thank God" said Dr. Anggi while checking the condition of Yesi.
He looked solemn for a moment, after which he looked up at Yesi.
"welcome you've fought your way through the coma. Even though your condition is still weak at this time, I will make sure you are okay. There's nothing to worry about." Anggi smiled.
Yesi replied with a blink of an eye to the doctor Anggi. His gaze turned on me, he shed tears, with great difficulty he raised his hand to reach me, with my haste approaching.
"Then, excuse me." Pamit doctor Anggi, she gave her smile to Yesi and me.
A week after the coma, the state of Yesi gradually recovered. He had already moved to the treatment room, even he could lean back and speak, though still a little pale. The bandage on his head had also been removed, leaving only a small wound around his face.
I was feeding Yesi, because she was still having trouble. His right hand is still in the cast.
Since waking up to this moment, Yesi has always looked at me in silence. His gaze was not the slightest bit off, where I went, then so did his eyes follow my steps. So far, we have not had any serious talks.
Only light talk and related to the healing of Yesi only.
One last mouthful for Yesi, after handing over the glass filled with water, I got up from sitting, but my hands were held.
"Yesa, the news" called Yesi in a soft voice but still heard by Isaiah.
I quickly shook my head, hinting at Yesi to talk about this later.
But apparently he misunderstood, Yesi let go of his hand, then exhaled and lowered her head.
Our movements did not escape the sight of the parents. Papa and Mama just shook their heads, while Papa Roman and Mama Siska just sighed. Through both eyes, I saw them looking at each other and nodding at each other.
"ah! I forgot to wash the car! Come, Ma? We go home." said Roman, as well as Mama Siska and Papa Roman, they followed Mama and Papa out.
I just took a heavy breath. It's so caught if they give me and Yesi time to talk to each other.
They gave each other time to explain and decipher the tangled threads.
My feet stepped out, but were again prevented by Yesi.
"Gue wants to buy fruit, Yesi seems to want to eat fruit" said Isaiah as he turned to Yesi who was lying in his safe.
As if remembering something, Yesi rushed down from the bed. He brought an infusion pole and limped over to me.
Seeing her in distress, I helped and sat Jessi on the sofa. In the room Yesi in the care is not surprising there is a Sofa, because the VIP room.
"Sit down." said Yesi.
I followed and sat down beside him.
"Gue misses, Yesi. Very long, it feels like it does not know like much." said Isaiah, hearing the outpouring of his lover, Yesi immediately cried in the arms, I stroked Jesse's hair slowly.
"I'm sorry for always giving you pain" Isaiah said.
"No! Yesi should apologize to you, Yesa. Yesi is guilty, and Yesi is most selfish!" said Yesi, My head shook his head and hugged the body more tightly, Yesi.
Yesi outlined a hug and looked me straight in the eye. Both of our eyes have traces of tears. I rubbed the tears on Yesi's cheek gently. As I once did, Jesse did too. I blinked both eyes in turn.
"Gue already knows everything, Jesse. I know that Yesi came to the club because of Diego's threat, I also know that the news is fake. All fake! Yesi was just framed, and I foolishly believed that!" says Isaiah.
"I...I.." said Yesi sobbed because he could not listen to my explanation anymore.
Ssshhh, my forehead and Yesi are stuck together.
"It's okay, Yesa. It's okay, as long as Yesa knows everything. Yesi was relieved, it felt like the burden squeezing the chest was now lifted. Yesi was not afraid of Yeshah leaving Jesh, not afraid that, Yeshah hated Jeshi. It feels like nothing is more relieved than this." said Yesi smiling sweetly.
"A-why is Yesi really not angry anymore with me? I don't believe it, Jesse. And choose to hide. I am selfish and stubborn! I am truly sorry, for making Yesi go through these times without listening to the explanation of Yesi first." asked Isaiah with a happy smile.
"Listen to Yesi, now that Yesa has learned the truth, Yesi is very happy, Yesa. There is nothing to be troubled about anymore, as long as Yesa believes, it is more important to, Yesi." replied Yesi in a soft voice.
"But, I-I"
"Yesa, forget what has passed! Now the most important thing is, we. Let's forgive each other and forgive also the person who has hurt us." said Yesi again.
Unable to answer, I nodded while hugging Jesse's body tightly.
Yes, said Yesi! We just, need to forgive each other all that has gone by and forget the painful.
Although I am stupid and selfish, I am the luckiest man to have a Yesi.