My girlfriend's my Class Brother

episode 37 (confused with feelings)

     Early morning blind, I had already left for school because I avoided the traffic jam in Jakarta.

     Notif hape does not stop ringing, whether it is a message, chat or phone.

     Alone in class sitting pensively staring ahead with a blank look. I don't even have a bag and a textbook.

     My goal came early in the morning to the school to divert the arrival of Yesi.

      "Good morning, Yesa? tumben's early." Ria greeted with a smile .He was not alone, beside him was Daffa. They're the second person after me to arrive earlier this morning.

       Just looking at them for a moment, I turned my gaze again forward.

      Daffa passed by from beside me. His gaze was not the slightest bit off, so was the curious Ria.

     Slowly I smile. "Gue ain't pa pa." He immediately slapped his head on the table.

      My head is dizzy. I know I haven't had breakfast, I couldn't even sleep last night.

     Not long after, a large voice sounded. I also caught the presence of Uli through his cheerful voice greeting. And it doesn't affect me at all.

    "Yesa, why, lo?" said Uli touching my shoulder slowly.

    "No pa pa pa, I'm just sleepy" said Isaiah, his voice muffled because he was still in a position to put his head down.

   "Oh, okay. Just sleep, I will not disturb, lo." said Uli again.

    And the last nod from me in response.

    It turns out that at school it's the same. Can't take my mind off.

    The break bell rang, I hurried up and turned to Uli for a moment.

     "Uli, I'm behind school. If you do nyariin, just come there." said Isaiah pamit.

    "Lo face is pale, what's up, Yesa?" ask Uli worried.

     Ordinary, not feeling well." said Isaiah a little smile, after saying that I immediately stepped out slowly.

     My body is weak, but I force it.

     Passing through the corridor of the school that somehow suddenly felt long. Ignoring around, I slightly accelerated the pace to get up to speed. I can't hold it much longer.

     Upon arriving, I took a sitting position near the banyan tree.

   It hurts more than I thought. Just thinking about it makes my chest tight and it feels so hard to breathe.

    Doesn't Yesi love me? Did he lie about his past? If he's lying, he's gone too far.

    He hurt me. Just because he's the first one for me, so he's free to hurt.

   Like a dazed person I don't react to anything.

     Again the hape's notif sounds. I bowed my head, and found dozens of messages and phone calls from Yesi. But that's not what caught my attention. My hand was moved to open a message from an unknown number.

     That number again.

         +6282555XXXXXX: the first surprise can fail. Not with the second.

         +6282555XXXXXX: Have you seen it? Whaddya think?

          +6282555XXXXXX: Oh yes, until forgot to tell you.

      +6282555XXXXXX: those two surprises are from me. DIEGO.

    After reading the message, my hands trembled.

How could? there's that dick?

     Yesi with Diego.

     They both conspired to hurt me. The show they played was great.

     I should have built a sturdy fortress in my heart so as not to fall into his arms. If it's like this, what do I have to do?

     Congrats! they managed to hurt me terribly.

      My head bowed, the tight pull in my hand made me flinch. I found Uli's face looking more panicked.

    "Yesa, we have to be spacious now! Jovan fought with Harry!" uli told me.

     I could think of nothing more and ran straight away. Uli also aligned his steps beside me.

     On the field, I split the crowd and instantly found Jovan weakly sprawled with Mr. Harry punching him brutally.

      As much as I can break up the fight between them and push as hard as the body of Mr. Harry and help Jovan to rise.

     Those who witnessed it were stunned, and the most shocked was Mr. Harry.

     Regardless of the situation around even Mr. Harry, I booked Jovan, drove him to the UKS. Uli on Jovan's left side, helped along.

      Arriving inside the UKS room, we waited for Jovan to be treated. His eyes turned to me and Uli and smiled.

"Lo why the hell is Jovan? if you have a problem it is better to solve than to have a fight with Mr. Harry." said Isaiah while rubbing a bruise on the back of Jovan's hand.

     "Lo, don't have to do this, Jo. Let my own problems, about me in suspension by Mr. Harry is more mending than I have to be in DO from school" said Isaiah in a soft voice.

    "Gue your friends as friends should protect each other" said Jovan shaking his head.

Uli beside me just stared deeply and was speechless.

     Moments after Ms. Aini treated Jovan's wound and gave her a bandage. They both came out of the UKS room together. It's just me and Jovan.

     The bell rings. I agreed to play at Uli's house. I just want to avoid Yesi when she comes home to look for me.

      No grain of rice can enter my stomach, my brain is only forced to hate and hate Yesi.

      Being betrayed by someone you love hurts so much. Just imagine he glorifies the word love for me, he shed tears and stupidly I trust him so much.

     Diego and Yesi are definitely behind my silent relationship. After their relationship scandal broke, that's when they threw me a bomb. Maybe now they are both laughing satisfied to see the pain I feel.

     How could they do that? I should have realized a long time ago, Diego was not a comparable opponent. Of course Yesi would prefer Diego over me. I just want to be a place to escape and have fun.

     I changed my position on my back and stared at the ceiling of the room with a blank look. I deactivated the phone to calm my mind for a moment.

     Weakly I walked towards the bathroom, I gargled and washed my face. From the reflection of the mirror I can see the appearance of a sad face.

      The door of the room sounded on tap three times, not long Uli appeared with a hape in his ear. afterwards he handed me a hape.

"This is from Mama, lo." said Uli while giving his phone.

      I turned my gaze to just anyone, reluctant to look at Uli.

"For now I don't want to talk to them" Isaiah said firmly.

    "Come, Yesa. They are worried the same, lo." said Uli persuaded.

     Because I do not want to argue with Uli, I choose the phone that Uli proffered and immediately closer to the ear.

        "Hello, Ma?" greet Isaiah.

     There was a sound from across there.

"Thank God" said Yolanda, the relief was incredible from the tone of Mama's voice.

"You okay, Yesa? Hmmmm? by the way, Mama, what's sick, son?" ask Yolanda.

    Without being prevented I want to complain to Mama, as if Mama knows the problems I face.

     "Patience, Yesa. This is your test. Whatever problems occur. Mama is sure Yesa can solve your problems with the best way. Mama can not relieve the pain that Yesa felt, but from Yesa know Mama same Papa loves Yesa. Talk to Yesi, son, although it hurts, and whatever it is, Mama and Papa will support your decision." replied Yolanda advising Isaiah.