My First Love, Second to You

CHAPTER 41

Davin sighed softly, smiling still looking at Fatimah who was still sitting next to the child.

" O Lord is this your way for me to marry Fatimah and is this the way I should be fair to my two wives later, on the one hand I am still not convinced by my love for Fatimah on the other hand I expect Fatimah to be the mother of my son today, allow me to carry out my duties as a husband later although actually in this heart there is still doubt, whether I am able to run this all, O Lord, God, I don't want to hurt Fatimah after I marry her." He muttered Davin then felt his shoulder touched by someone he turned towards the person who turned out to be Miss Santi.

" What's up, son?" ask Miss Santi

Davin then took his son's door handle and pulled it to close it, and then brought his Mom to sit back on the sofa in front of his son's room, Davin rubbed his face and he propped his hands together on his thighs and cupped those two palms together so one he sighed slowly and let go of them heavily.

" What's the matter, son, tell Mamah, are you really not happy about getting married to Fatimah?"

Then Davin turned towards his mother.

" That's not Mah.."

" What do you think? your face can't lie from Mamah because of the unrest that's on your face."

" Davin was happy to get the right person like Fatimah to look after and care for Keyra, because Fatimah's affection and sincerity she became Keyra's caretaker was very visible and very responsible, not because he's a nanny but soon he'll be Davin's wife, Davin's afraid later whether he can share his love with her."

" You mean?"

" Because of the shadows that Davin had been feeling afraid that it would hurt Fatimah's feelings, after she later became Davin's wife, and whether Davin can be a fair husband to Fatimah while Davin's heart is owned by Sherly."

" You don't have to talk like that, son, you've stepped in rightly because this way you can make Fatimah happy and her family, too, yang Mamah is afraid Fatimah will feel used to your marriage, because you say to Mamah that this marriage must be hidden from outsiders."

" That's all Davin said with Fatimah."

" What ? you've said it all with Fatimah? What's the response"

" Well, Davin said with Fatimah, Fatimah received the explanation Davin said, but now Davin is confused about how he will become a wife and whether Davin is able to treat her like a wife."

" In the Lord you will be worthy to treat Fatimah and your affection will grow with time, you already know the truth that Sherly is no longer there because the medical device that makes her always there, but you always do not believe in the words of Mamah, you should be aware, son, pity Sherly she wants to go home, but you always hold her back, 3 years she's been carrying the medical device that's on her body, she's actually sick, but she can't talk to you, she can't say, you expect him to come back, Mamah also very much expects him to come back, son, but since this is the way of power, you must accept it." Said Miss Santi while rubbing the back of the Child.

Davin nodded his head.

" Now are you sure that the media device will be removed from Sherly's body?"

" I don't know Mah, Davin is still confused, but all this time Sherly always comes in Davin's dream, between conscious and not, he says he really wants to go home with Davin, Davin, but Davin always refused and he also came across in Davin's dream to introduce someone to Davin, Mama know who that person is?"

" Fathurat.."

" Fatimah? does that mean you know that that person is Fatimah? the man Sherly's gonna meet in your dream?"

" No Mah, because his face was covered with a bright light."

" Why did you say Fatimah?"

" The woman was wearing the same clothes that Fatimah now wears, which Mamah gave her to Fatimah."

" O Lord, this is your soul mate, Sherly in silence knew that Fatimah was a good person who really loved Keyra affectionately and did not expect to be self-reliant, Mama's estimation had been true Davin, Fatimah suits you, continue Nak to marry her after Keyra wakes up we will find her family Fatimah, we will explain everything to her family."

" But Mah, if they refuse a nephew he is married to a man who still has a wife, especially his wife is sick Davin does not want to say just because of Davin's desire to marry Fatimah, let alone marrying her secretly like this, only family knows."

Miss Santi smiled.

" In shay Allah with almighty permission because of your desire it is only because of Allah that you will surely be received in the midst of his family Fatimah."

Davin then swallowed his breath slowly, he resuscitated his body on the back of the sofa and looked at the sky of his house, they both looked silent, Bu Santi looked at the Son, the child, he felt the turmoil and sadness and confusion of the child, but he felt confident in the presence of Fatimah as his wife Davin that happiness would come and they would crochet it all up, then the door to Keyra's room was opened, Keyra who was already in Fatimah's arms smiled because she saw the papah and his grandmother in front of him

Fatimah was surprised, because the young master and his great mistress were in front of the nursery.

" Mom, what's wrong, sir? how is it still here?" ask Fatimah while smiling.

" We're waiting for you, Keyra is up, we better get to the hospital, I want to ask you to get married to Davin as soon as possible."

Fatimah smiled and nodded her head, Then Miss Santi and Davin stood up from her seat, Davin then took over holding Keyra from Fatimah's sling, reflexes occurred again Davin immediately grasped Fatimah's hand and led him to walk towards the bottom floor, Dibar was hung Fatimah beat back as the young master's hand was holding his hand, while Miss Santi who was walking in front was just smiling happily, even though she did not see the child holding the hand of her prospective daughter-in-law, they descended one by one the stairs from the top floor to the bottom floor, as they headed to Laura's front yard to reprimand them.

" Where are you going ?"

" Your mother and sister are going to the hospital to see Fatimah's family."

" Can Laura come?"

" May .." said Miss Santi and Laura also saw her brother's hand holding Fatimah's hand she smiled, then she immediately grabbed Fatimah's hand and embraced it, they immediately walked towards the outside where the car had been prepared by Mang Cecep, but because the car is not the control of Mang Cecep, the car is his personal car, his young master Mang Cecep only opened the door for them to get into the car, a few moments later the car left the house headed towards the hospital to continue the desire of Miss Santi proposed to Fatimah in front of her mother Fatimah who was still in a coma.