My First Love, Second to You

CHAPTER 03

"I see, you mean either Mamah or You but I still expect Sherly to regain consciousness, I love Sherly so much that I'm not even ready to replace Sherly by my side with someone else "

" For Keyra's sake, you have to be ready or you're looking for a Babysitter who really loves your child, you can see or judge whether he really loves Keyra or not, if she really loves Keyra you can marry her but on one condition only temporarily, as long as Sherly has not realized that after Sherly realized it is up to you to want to divorce or you suffice her life or you make her remain as a second wife, I'm sorry I gave you bad advice, because Keyra needs a mother"

" If only I had stayed with Him ?"

" It's your business, because you're fair, it's your heart's business, if your heart loves two women but who really love your family what's wrong, as long as you do justice " harris said again.

" Oh yes if that's what you think about first, I'm just giving advice Because I usually give advice to you like that, If I were in your position I might be confused too,to choose will definitely be hard, but I as your friend and your men, I do not want to see you too sad for the past 3 years, I want you to be happy for your Son, for your sake, I do not want you to be too sad for the last 3 years,if Sherly ever comes back to her senses it's a miracle for you and your family,but if Sherly can't come to her senses again it might be the toughest ordeal for you and you have to come up with it all. This is all I can say to you, for I also feel what you are feeling right now, but hopefully in this way you can take the positive side not because you as a rich person and want to vent the solitude and loneliness that can not be channeled for 3 years, then want to get married again is not like that, but think of your son just think of people talking the wind then the most important way to get the love of a mother who really loves your child, the mother who really loves your child, not because he loves his Papa or the wealth of his Papa" Harris said.

Davin just nodded his head and digested what his best friend said.

" I'm sorry I still have a lot of work to do, but I'm not being paid you anymore, if I haven't finished my work" Haris smiled.

Davin just smiled, had to stand up and walk away from the boss, he came out of the room to his own room.

After Haris' departure, Davin again rubbed his face He took a breath and exhaled it a little rough.

" O God what shall I live now, whether I should take Harris's advice, God give me the miracle "he said, raising his head still by looking at the ceiling of his room, no sound at all.

Davin dissolves in his daydreams remembering his good times with his wife that ended up like this. For three years he never thought of a woman at all, all he had in mind was to raise his child just a wayang work and always encourage the wife who was being treated in the hospital.

Almost every night He sleeps with his wife and sometimes He sleeps with his beloved baby, that is how He does almost every day.

He sees a woman at this time He does not feel interested, although many women who attract his attention, who want to always be noticed and want to be a companion to his life. But He had no regard for her at all, He had always hoped that one day Sherly would come to her senses and that they would be together again as they were and raise her only child with Sherly lovingly and affectionately.

His eyes then looked at the circular clock in his hand then He stood up to pick up his suit and contact his car He came out of his room towards the lobby and headed towards the parking lot Where his car was parked, he came out, then he headed towards the hospital to visit his beloved wife.

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" Why don't I feel good? Why do I feel so nervous today, what's the matter?"

Fatimah shuffled from her seat and walked to fix the clothes, to eliminate the anxiety in her heart.

" Fatimah please rest first, because it's lunch time "reproved Bu Lena the Boss

" Oh yes, ma'am"

Yep! every lunch Fatimah always gets from where He works, because his salary is only the basic salary that He can receive, and can not eat money, because the salary is just the basic salary that He can receive,but He was grateful that even though his salary was not much but He felt a blessing, before He had lunch Fatimah took ablution water first, for Dzuhur prayer, and then he took the Lord's prayer, after the prayer He stepped towards the dining table and He only ate alone, sometimes He thought that when He devoured such a good meal would His Sister and Mother also eat well?sometimes there is sadness when Fatimah eats always remember the Sister and Mother, but thank God sometimes Mother Lena loves some side dishes in the afternoon when He came home, for Mother and Sister, sometimes, Thank God He was in town getting a very good boss over himself and his family, as He ate, Mother Lena shouted to Fatimah.

" Fatimah! Fatima!" call him, not finished yet Fatimah finished her meal He was surprised.

" What did Lena's mother call me? Mumbled

He rushed out.

" What's wrong, ma'am ?" ask her to Lena's mother.

" Fatimah!"

"What is this really about?" Batik.

" Fatimah quickly closed our shophouse" he ordered Fatimah after releasing her embrace.

" Why is it, Mom ?what was "question Fatimah wonder, He was confused what is meant by the words of Mother Lena.

" What's Lena's mother getting?" He wonders to himself.

" What's going on?" He thought, Fatimah was even more agitated while closing the shop where He worked.

" Come fast Fatimah" he said.

Fatimah rushed to close the shophouse and then Lena's mother pulled her arm, so confused.

" What's going on?" muttered, Fatimah also entered the car of Lena's mother.

They're heading towards the hospital.

" What is this, Mom ? am I confused?"

But Lena's mother was silent.

" What's wrong mom?" He asked Bu Lena

" You will know it too" he said.

Fatimah so beware, what happened ?" in her brain full of big questions, Fatimah did not know what to ask Mother Lena but she did not tell the truth, she was just told to follow her.

Arriving at the hospital they also headed to the ER room, seen there is Ari's uncle who looks anxious and looks also his clothes filled with blood, he said, fatimah's heart started to get nervous and beat very fast.

" What is this really about? why is Uncle Ari's shirt full of blood? was Uncle Ari in an accident? or.." Fatimah's mind became-so, She was kept slowly pulled by Mother Lena, half running She invited Fatimah to arrive faster in the ER room.

"Fatimah" said Uncle Ari.

" What's wrong, Uncle? Why is Uncle's shirt bleeding ?" fatimah asked his uncle.

" You're patient, son,"

" What does this mean Uncle?" his mind had already drifted between Mother and his sister Aisyah.

" Your mother Nak "uncle Ari cut off his own sentence while looking at Fatimah

" What happened to Uncle's mother?" He asked while shaking his uncle's body.

" Your mother had an accident" he said slowly.

" What ?o Allah "heard the words of Uncle Ari Fatimah was no longer able to stand He immediately limp and rested on the tile floor of the ER room, ceramic tile, no tears melted He did not know what Fatimah felt at this time, She was lifted by Ms. Lena and sat in the chair of the ER waiting room.