My First Love, Second to You

CHAPTER 20

Davin's car was driving at a moderate speed and he was not going to his office but he was heading towards the hospital where his wife was still lying in a coma.

Arriving at the hospital he hurried out of his car and headed towards the wife's room.

Davin stepped quietly but he kept on looking at Fatimah's beautiful face.

" What's with me? What is it with my mind, why does my head remember Fatimah, oh god..What is this?" His inner speech as he rubbed his face violently and continued to step towards his wife's room.

Arriving at his wife's room he saw the wife who was lying with complete medical equipment attached to her body, he stroked the wife's hair and he touched the wife's pale cheeks.

" Dear, I'm sorry that I've forgotten you a little today, I'm sorry that I hurt you in this way, too, I'm sorry I did this so you can still hold on to our dear son, I hope someday you'll be well and we can both raise our only child." He said as he continued to stroke his wife's cheek, Sherly just speechless, he remained at home in closing his eyes tightly. Davin continued to speak to his wife.

Then Davin surprised the wife's voice.

" Dear, you don't have to apologize to me." Sherly said with a smile.

" Sorry you've woken up, I miss you so much, baby.Our son has grown up today he's even three years, but ...." Davin hung up his sentence and he slowly walked towards the window and laid his hands on his chest while staring out the window.

Sherly then approached Davin and hugged Davin from behind as she said.

" I'm glad Keyra said Mamah to her nanny." His words without a tone of annoyance or heavy tone heard from his words made Davin surprised and turned his face towards Sherly and he embraced Sherly lovingly.

" What do you mean, I'd be happy if Keyra called you Mamah, because you're her real Mom instead of her nanny, let's go home now, and we'll be happy forever, she said, without anyone else in our household." Davin said, holding Sherly's cheeks with both hands.

" I'm so grateful that you're so conscious and opening your eyes, I'm so happy that when Keyra, Mamah and Laura find out about you right now they must be so happy." Davin hugged Sherly.

" Let's go home now, let's show the world that you're as healthy and conscious as ever." Invite her to the wife, but Sherly just smiled and she touched her husband's face it makes Davin feel surprised.

" Dear I can't go home with you right now." Smiling words.

" why? Why are you talking like that by saying you can't go home with me, what's up?" Look at Davin wonder.

" I'm sorry baby, you're the one who's been holding me back all this time, and making me unable to go home."

" What do you mean, baby? I don't understand..."

" Tell me baby, my body hurts so much, I want to go home with you, because I'm not strong anymore to be here, I want to go home with you." Sherly said with a smile even though in the corner of her eye there was a clear circle out, Davin was surprised and he immediately removed the clear circle.

" Why are you crying baby.I'm with you, we're going home together..." He looked at Sherly's pretty face.

" What do you mean, baby.I don't understand..." Davin said as he looked at Sherly's steps that were walking towards the outside.

" Dear.wait, Sherly...Sheryl..." Calling him, but Sherly's body seemed to be swallowed by the light that coincided and dazzled Davin's eyes, Davin woke up from his sleep beside the wife.

" Oh my God, I had another dream, but it looked very real..." He said as he looked at the face of the wife who was still at home closing his eyes, Davin was fixed in the corner of Sherly's watery eyes, he immediately wiped the tears of the wife, he caressed his wife's cheek, he was, without feeling the turn of the clear circle that escaped from his eyeballs saw the state of the wife who never improved, and he could only meet and talk to his wife through his subconscious.

" I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry I can't just lose you, I can't feel like replacing you with this hearted woman, I think you hear me right now, I think you hear me right now, and you know as much as I'm tormented without you, I try to get you back with me, I feel like you're going to open your eyes again, don't leave me dear,. I need you so much, so does Keyra, she misses you so much..." His words spoke for themselves while putting the wife's palm on her face.

Then he was surprised by a voice, who else if not the voice of a doctor who always monitors Sherly's condition.

" Sir Davin, I'm sorry can we talk for a minute." Her request.

" Oh yes, doc can..." He said as he followed the doctor's steps to his room not far from Sherly's room, indeed the doctor who specifically handles Sherly was privileged Davin place and room, and the room, all facilities are adequate and do not lack anything if the doctor is on guard to monitor the wife specifically.

After arriving at the doctor's room, the doctor then talked about Sherly's condition to Davin, Davin carefully listened to the doctor's description, at first he calmly listened to it, he listened to it, after the information was explained to Davin, he immediately drooped limp by lowering his head while cupping his hands on the table.

" Do they have to be done?" Ask.

" Yes Mr. Davin, because actually the drugs that have been consumed by Ms. Sherly are no longer acceptable to her body, even the drugs that we ordered from outside the United States are no longer acceptable to her body, she said, just depend on the oxygen." Unmistakably.

" Is there no other way?"

Sherly's personal doctor's breath was heard, and she could only shake her head slowly......

" It looks like Sherly's mother's body can no longer interact with drugs, sorry sir should all the equipment attached to Sherly's mother's body we release, sir, I'm afraid the device can no longer withstand Sherly's mother, I'm sorry sir said that, because in the medical world people who are in a coma must still respond to what we give, he said, but not with Sherly's mother, her body can't respond to anything anymore." Unmistakably.

Davin was silent.he could not speak anymore he could only sigh slowly, and leaned his body against the chair he was now sitting on.

Silent! There was no sound at all in the room.

" Okay sir, if you'll excuse me for looking at Sherly's mom right now..." Said the doctor and left Davin alone in his room.

" O Allah.do I have to put an end to this? Do I have to get everything out of my wife's body? Am I killing my own wife by letting all these tools be removed from her?oh my God, how should I? Give me your guidance, O God..." He said while rubbing his face violently and he also walked toward the outside and headed toward his car which was parked neatly in front of the hospital.

He entered his car and he slapped his face on the side of his car with a heavy sigh, then he drove his car towards his office with an erratic mind.