My Fiancee's Spirit Substitute

Hope to Return Like the First

That night, when Zaki was transferred to the ward, Kia who felt tired immediately fell asleep and leaned her head on Fikar's shoulder. However, Zifa who was to her right, still maintained her position of not following what Kia was doing.

Fikar turned his head towards him, then patted his right shoulder. “Sini, break. You must be tired ‘kan?” tell him to make Zifa look at him with a glimmer.

“No need, I'm not tired! Even if I'm tired, I won't sleep on your shoulder!” reject Zifa raw, because he cannot do the same thing Kia did to Fikar.

Zifa still prioritizes prestige rather than selfishness. He did not want to do that, because between him and Fikar, there was no relationship anymore, making him reluctant to do so.

“Nothing, you must be tired ‘kan? I've had a break,” persuaded Fikar, but Zifa is still in his stance and does not want to do that.

“I told you not, which is not!” reject Zifa, who was anxious to answer Fikar's words.

Not wanting to argue in front of Kia and Zaki, Fikar closed his eyes with a position leaning against the sofa. He allowed Kia to rest on his shoulders, while Zifa looked at him in confusion, as he could do nothing more at this time. They were already asleep, while Zifa was just looking towards the ceiling of Zaki's nursery room. He was actually tired, but he did not want to fall asleep on Fikar's shoulder.

‘Where? I don't want to sleep on his shoulder. I don't want to make her more hopeful, and I don't want to even hope for her, Zifa's inner’, which rests her head on the couch as much as Fikar does.

However, when he had already lost his consciousness, his head slowly descended and leaned against Fikar's shoulder. Fikar noticed it, but he just kept quiet and rubbed Zifa's cheek gently. He felt comfortable when Zifa did this with him. He feels he can protect Zifa, and he hopes their relationship can return to normal.

Moments later, when Zifa realized he was already leaning on Fikar's shoulder, with Fikar's hand continuing to stroke his face. It made him glare, then immediately rise from his current position.

But he had not been able to rise from that position, Fikar had already restrained his face so as not to break away from him. They did not say anything, but they felt the comfort and warmth of those who returned as they were. Just because they did something like this, they were both speculating about their respective relationships, and they both wanted to re-establish the relationship together.

But they are unable to express it. Even Zifa was eager to get back into a relationship with Fikar, but she could not do so. Because he has a very high prestige.

This morning they woke up in the same condition. Zifa woke up early, then woke up Fikar whose hand was still on Zifa's face. He was worried that if Kia saw them in this position, they might be very embarrassed if Kia saw them.

“Fikar .. wake up,” whispered Zifa, while shaking Fikar's shoulder.

Before long, Fikar woke up from his sleep because he was disturbed by Zifa who woke him up. He momentarily looked around, and realized that he was not currently in his room, but was in Zaki's nursery.

“I and Kia should leave for campus soon, but I'm confused as to what is Zaki's fate if we are not next to him?” zifa said, making Fikar rub his face violently.

“I can't take care of him either, because I had a meeting this morning. All because last night his meeting was forced to be postponed, because it was too late,” said Fikar, making them confused about what they should do.

“So how dong who will take care of Zaki here?” asked Zifa, who was confused.

“I will take care of Zaki here,” said Kia who suddenly woke up from her sleep.

They were surprised, because they were confused to know Kia who woke up from the. They were worried if he heard all their words. But Zifa tried not to show her panic in front of Kia at this time.

“You want to keep Zaki here? Didn't you go to class? ask Zifa, who was worried about Kia's value.

“I'm here aja nemenin Zaki. You please tell the lecturer that I have Zaki's license today at the hospital. I can't leave Zaki alone, because last night I felt so guilty about him. I shouldn't have let him go home, just like Zain did. I shouldn't have let them go home, and they won't be like gini,” said Kia, who felt very sorry about what happened, with Zaki and Zain.

Fikar looked at him deeply. “Kia, let go of Zain. Zain has no side of us. On the bright side you can meet Zaki now, and can be friends with him. Every event has its silver lining. You take the silver lining yes,” said Fikar, who tried to give advice to his sister.

Hearing Fikar advising his sister, Zifa also glanced cynically at him. ‘Where to take his silver from? For what happened to us, I took his lesson. While you'll take it easy!’ inner Zifa, who was feeling very upset at this moment, when she heard Fikar's words that were not matching, with what he was doing.

“Yes, I'm grateful, brother. But I still don't think, why am I the same Zain can separate so soon? If I hadn't gone home at that time, maybe he wouldn't have been like this. Now, it's repeated with Zaki. If I didn't get Zaki to come home, he wouldn't be like gini,” said Kia, who felt very sorry for what he did, making them victims.

Fikar gently rubbed Kia's hair, “Don't think like that. Everything that has happened is written destiny for them. You are not wrong in this. What matters now is that you have to go to Zaki. Don't let him wake up confused,” said Fikar, making Kia also nod small to hear it.

“Yes, I have been waiting here. You guys work and college, yes,” said Kia they nodded to hear it.

“Yes, I'm ready to go to college first. See you later, Kia!” pamit Zifa, made Kia smile to hear it.