
“If I don't find a replacement lo, how?” kia asked, Zaki smiled hearing that.
“Lo must have found out, because you can't possibly live in a pseudo shadow. You have to step up, let them know, you're fine. Although your steps still feel painful, but you have to try, and hold everything. I will accompany you, until you feel really able to walk alone,” said Zaki, who even touched the heart of Kia.
Unexpectedly, Zaki's speech even made him sad. He came to his senses, and had to move on without Zain. He has to go it alone, because he can no longer go with Zain.
Realizing that Kia looked sad, Zaki rubbed Kia's shoulder, even with a doubtful feeling.
“Lo sad? Nothing, if you want to cry,” said Zaki, making Kia even more sad because of it.
Kia looked cynically at Zaki, “If I am again diem, don't even ask. I'm trying hard again, if lo nanya is that, it even makes me more unable to nahannya,” said Kia, Zaki also smiled to hear it.
“Good, let me understand where my real function is in your life. I understand, you must be very sick, with your current position. I will never blame you, though! Indeed destiny works for the universe, and we must be able to accept that destiny,” said Zaki, making Kia really touched by hearing Zaki's words like that.
The roar of tears flowed, but Kia hurriedly buried her face in both of her palms. He could not let Zaki see his ugly face, for crying like that. He felt he had to be able to make changes, and could not depend on this kind of destiny constantly in his life.
“Nothing, just out everyone who wants to go out,” said Zaki, making Kia cry more and more to hear it.
“Zaki, please stop! I don't want to cry!” snapped Kia, who was ashamed to show it to her.
“Nothing, we ‘kan already so temen, you can cry as much as you kok,” said Zaki, making Kia feel annoyed to hear it.
“See places too, dong! This is where?” muttered Kia, who was still trying to hold everything back.
Zaki smiled hearing that, “Sorry, yes. But if you can advice, don't care about anyone else. The most important thing is ourselves. Let someone else say what, the important thing is that we are happy,” he said, Kia tried to wipe her tears that had come out, then looked at Zaki deeply.
“Yes, I don't want to talk. Let alone,” said Kia, felt very unethical, if he had to go to discuss this issue with Zaki.
Kia looked towards Zaki deeply. ‘Gue becomes more and more convinced that he knows everything about me. I had to ascertain more evidence, and make her look helpless later, her inner’, feeling her mission should continue.
“Where, have you done it?” zaki asked, Kia also gave a small nod of hearing that.
“Udah, more plong when I finish crying,” replied Kia, making Zaki smile to hear it.
“Crying may be, provided that do not give up. There was nothing in this world that could not help his feelings of sadness. As strong as the person was holding back, it would definitely be fragile as well. But I salute him anyway, the same person who can withstand all his fragile feelings. He didn't point to everyone, and was just self-inflicted. But still, usually people who are so will not be able to hold on for long, and will spill everything through crying in their solitude,” said Zaki who tried to give a quote to Kia.
Kia gave a small nod, because what Zaki said was true as well. He could not blame Zaki's words, as he felt that Zain also often endured the pain that Zaki had said. Perhaps Zain was crying, but Kia had never seen Zain cry before him.
With Zain, Kia is always happy.
They were silent for a moment, then they both tried to find a topic of conversation. They could not keep quiet like that, as they both had the intent and purpose for the meeting this time around.
Kia looked towards Zaki excitedly. “Zak, start holiday when?” tanyakanya.
“Mmm .. maybe next week,” replied Zaki, Kia smiled hearing that.
“We're vacation, yuk! We're camped on the mountain!” invite Kia, with a sense of high spirit, but it makes Zaki feel confused to hear it.
“Lho, why go to the mountain?” ask Zaki confused.
“Yah .. because I like it. I like mountains, so we have to go to the mountain once in a while, so we can refresh the mind as well,” invite Kia, Zaki is getting confused just to hear it.
“Hah? Like mountains? Don't you like the beach?” ask Zaki to be confused.
Zaki's question this time, makes Kia feel very confident, that Zaki already knows very much about her. However, he could not reveal it to Zaki. He knew enough, without having to ask Zaki.
‘It turns out he really knows what I like and what I don't like,’ Inner Kia, felt very distrustful of what he knew it.
He thought more and more about what he knew about himself. He feels there must be further communication between himself and Zaki. It spurred Kia even more, in order to be able to ask all the things she knew.
‘I have to nanya again, who knows if she knows everything besides that,’ Inner Kia feels should be able to catch everything Zaki knows about her.
There were already two judgments that Kia knew from Zaki. However, it is not enough to make Kia believe what Zaki knows about her.
Kia has to work even harder, to dig up information about Zaki.
Meanwhile, Zaki thought about Kia's words. He felt that Kia was very strange, with what he said, very different from what Zain said. Like inversely proportional to what Kia likes.
‘Why did Kia even become like this, huh? Everything he said from earlier, the opposite of what he liked. What the hell is going on? He took the wrong medication?’ inner Zaki, was astonished by what he was doing.
They were silent, feeling awkward at the moment due to the unpredictable circumstances. Kia feels very confused, with what is Zaki's next response.
Zaki looked at Kia, “Ya already, later we talk again after eating ice cream,” said Zaki, Kia also nodded her head.
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After finishing eating ice cream, they finally came out of the ice cream shop. They get into Zaki's car, and Zaki immediately drives Kia back to his house.