My Fiancee's Spirit Substitute

Always About Zain

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Kia let out a long sigh, as she felt very strange with her own feelings.

Sometimes he is right, but sometimes he is wrong.

Again, Kia could only sigh at length.

“Ah, maybe because the loss haunts me, so I feel like something's been going on all night. I haven't eaten since yesterday either, so maybe I'm hallucinating because I haven't eaten,” muttered Kia, who felt so with her own thoughts.

Kia tried to brush off his thoughts about this, because after all, he and Zain were different in nature at this time.

No one needed to wait anymore, but Alya still felt the presence of Zain by his side. Indeed, their love is so strong, that death alone they face.

His legs headed towards the bathroom, trying to stay calm, by soaking himself in the bath tub.

Fragrance aroma therapy in the bathroom, make a little anxiety Kia reduced.

“I did not expect, therapy like this turned out to be useful to make feelings and hearts become calm,” muttered Kia, who felt just realized this.

Perhaps, because all his life with Zain, Zain never made him angry or sad, so Kia could not feel the calm sensation of the aroma of therapy.

Kia drowned her face slightly, into the bath tub. He wanted to cry, but his tears were dry, because all day yesterday he was crying, shedding all his sadness, because of the loss of Zain.

Like it or not, Rela or not willing, Kia should be able to release the figure of Zain, who had been in his arms all this time.

‘The problem is that he left, carrying my heart as well. He left, leaving a wound. The wound of his departure is yes, not the wound of him hurting by playing with another woman, or something like that. In this way alone, he accidentally made me hurt, Kia's inner’, who began to think about his feelings for Zain.

After tired of crying for Zain all day, now Kia has started to think, about what is happening to them at this time. But still, it cannot be denied that Kia was not willing to release Zain, to return to the creator.

Her tears fell again, Kia felt very depressed, until the tears that had originally dried up, now returned again and even more rapidly flooded the area around her face.

All Kia immersed her face into the bath tub, trying to make her tears recede. However, what he got was even more.

Tears mixed with the pooled water in the bath tub, Kia had tried to forget everything, but she could not do it at all.

‘Why is it so hard, forgetting a dead person?’ inner Kia, who was feeling very upset with herself.

Slowly his head came back to the surface. He wiped his face smooth, to remove the traces of water that still pours on his face.

His eyes opened, a brownish black eyeball was seen there. He breathed deeply.

‘What is it because ... she left me, not by reason of hurting me, so that I can't forget her easily?’ inner Kia, already understood what she felt.

That's how, tidal Kia's feelings. Although he tried to accept everything, but he could not guarantee if the sad feelings would not return to him.

Two hours passed. After she finished removing the emotion in her chest, Kia immediately came out of her bathroom, to put on her clothes.

His hand was extended to open his wardrobe, then took one shirt for him to match with his body.

Kia stopped for a moment, because the clothes he took, was a shirt given by Zain. He let out a heavy sigh, because again all these things reminded him of the figure he loved.

“Times anyway, I have to throw away all the stuff from Zain?” muttered Kia, who felt very unwilling to do so.

Kia put back the dress that Zain gave her, then took another dress, which had nothing to do with Zain. Kia put it on, then immediately laid her body on her bed.

Everything felt heavy, he looked at the ceiling of the room, and was immersed in the silence and his own feelings returned.

When Kia was alone, she felt very lonely. However, when he is with someone else, he cannot focus on that person. Still, his mind was always focused on Zain.

The sound of shaking his phone, made Kia turn to her left. There, it has been seen a lot of chat that came in, on the group chat Kia. Kia did not have time to open a chat from them.

He held out his hand, and grabbed the phone next to him. A short message in the app, which looks a lot.

His fingers touched the screen, so that Kia could open and read a short message from all of them, which offered her condolences.

His tears were shed again, because the whole chat group, only said about their condolences, for Zain's departure for good.

Kia sighed harshly, as it turned out to be heavy to lose the figure of Zain whom she loved so much.

When he began to forget this problem, those around him made him think back, even just by looking at the goods given by Zain alone.

“Zain .. why is it so heavy for your lupain?” whinek Kia, who really could not hold back her emotions and sadness anymore.

Everyone marked it, and offered their deepest condolences. Not only in group chat, even in private messages is also like that.

Many lecturers also knew Kia, who sent a personal message to Kia. That's what makes Kia unable to forget about Zain.

Yes, everything takes time, so he can forget the figure of Zain.

Kia's parents and also Fikar, were in front of Kia's room. Hearing Kia who was crying like that, they hesitated to enter Kia's room.

They looked at each other, not knowing what they were going to do. Fikar took the food and drink that the bunda held, and gave the code to his parents, that he would deliver food to Kia.

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