My Fiancee's Spirit Substitute

Doesn't Like Dikashani

They can only cover it.

Kia walked quickly to her classroom. He felt very upset, because of their views and their attention that made him think back to Zain.

‘Already, I want to forget for a moment about Zain! Don't keep making me remember him! I don't cry on campus!’ inner Kia, who was trying to strengthen her heart, so as not to cry here.

It would be a shame if Kia would cry on campus. Everyone would definitely pay more attention to it, and make Kia become very cornered.

Kia has arrived at her classroom. Everyone who was inside, turned their heads towards Kia, because it was Kia who had just come before them.

Their gaze made Kia feel claustrophobic, because indirectly they made herself unable to forget Zain.

“Kia ..”.

They started to call Kia. Many words of condolence were thrown out, making Kia become even more saddened by their making.

Kia ignored, she just shook her head and immediately stepped into her seat.

Everyone stared, feeling sorry for Kia.

‘I don't need their pity! They made me even weaker!’ inner Kia, who is getting down due to their attention on Kia.

Other than Zifa, he did not want anyone to care about him. Zifa is his only closest friend, whom he believes strongly in spilling all of his feelings.

But since then, Kia had not seen Zifa at all. His views were circulated, but he did not find Zifa at all.

‘Where is Zifa? Why hasn't he come?’ inner Kia, who was feeling confused.

A few moments passed, Zifa came to bring some of Kia's favorite food and drinks. He intentionally did so, because Fikar sent a message to make Kia fill her stomach.

Kia's eyes were perfectly rounded, due to the arrival of Zifa whom he had been waiting for.

“Tumben coming late?” asked Kia, Zifa smiled and sat down on the chair in front of Kia.

“Don't do anything first. Here, eat,” said Zifa, who immediately thrust some food in front of him, and also a glass of cold latte that he liked.

Looking at the food in front of her, Kia felt very nauseous. He can not eat anymore, because his sadness that suddenly appeared affects his psychic again.

“I'm not good to eat, Zi. You are the one who ate,” said Kia very limply, making Zifa look at him in wonder.

“Why? Don't be obeyed, dong! Fight it! You can definitely!” said Zifa, giving encouragement to Kia.

Although it has been given spirit, but Kia still can not forget the feeling of sadness. He could not resist the turmoil of his grief, which still lingered in his heart.

Kia shook her head a little, “It just can't, Zi. I don't have an appetite, because I remember Zain constantly. Especially the whole way I went to class, everyone reminded me of Zain.

Instead of offering condolences, but accidentally it made me sad because I remembered Zain again,” he explained, making Zifa sigh long.

Kia could only look down on her head, because her sad feelings had started to return. He could not easily forget Zain, even though he had tried hard to forget him.

“Sorry, Zi. For some time now, please don't think about me first. I'm really at my lowest point again. If it wasn't for this course, I would never have gone to college again. The campus that I have met with Zain, I can not possibly come again to this place,” said Kia, who felt he had to say it to Zifa.

Zifa looked at him with sadness, for it turned out that Kia felt deeply for Zain.

“Until when, Kia?” ask Zifa, who asked for a limit to force her back to being like the old Kia.

Kia smiled heartily, “Until when, I don't know either. Anyway, I don't want you to remind me of Zain again, or advise me to forget Zain immediately. I can't quickly forget Zain. I really can't.”

Kia's tears fell, she felt unable to endure all the sadness she felt.

Kia covered her face with both hands, as she did not want all eyes to notice her. Zifa swiftly stroked Kia's back, as she felt Kia's already overflowing sadness.

They looked towards Kia, making Zifa feel disturbed. He beckoned them, so that they would not interfere in the affairs of Kia and herself.

Having received such a gesture, they did not rebuke Kia. They let Kia, because they understand very well what Kia feels.

Kia still held back her tears, as she was ashamed of the friends around her. He rubbed his flowing tears, and immediately fixed his mood again.

Seeing Kia who was trying very hard to do that, Zifa immediately helped Kia to wipe away her tears.

“Nothing, if you want to go out again. Everyone here already understands,” said Zifa, making Kia shake her head.

“I can't cry in front of them,” replied briefly Kia, who was still trying to contain her feelings of sadness.

Zifa smiled warmly hearing it, “Yes already, want me to take you to the toilet?” again, Kia shook her head. “So, how do you want?”

“I need a mood enhancer,” replied Kia, Zifa immediately thrust the cold latte she bought for Kia.

“Nih, later the latte is not cold anymore,” said Zifa, while thrusting a glass of latte.

Kia received it with a smile, “Thank you, Zi. You are really a good friend,” he said, making Zifa smile very happy towards Kia.

“It definitely should be. I don't want to lose you, Kia. I want the old you, who are very cheerful, who can make me keep laughing while with you,” said Zifa, who again made Kia feel reminded of Zain.

‘His words are the same as Zain said, Kia's inner’, making herself look down wistfully because of Zifa's words.

Zifa felt confused, with what Kia was feeling at the moment. “Ki, am I wrong with you?” zifa asked, making Kia look at him deeply.

“No, Zi. Thanks, yes.” Kia tried to smile, with Zifa still thinking oddly of him.

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