My Cold Little Wife

IKYD EPISODE 195

"We better talk in my room. Let it be more relaxed," ask the doctor to review a thin smile. Darwis nodded and stepped into the doctor's room.

"Have you seen your wife complain of dizziness, vomiting and lack of appetite lately?" ask a serious doctor. Darwis pensively and remembered.

"Yes, it has been so lately. But isn't it natural for pregnant women?" tanya Darwis frowned. The doctor that.

"And those signs are also signs of a disease whether it is serious or not. But to be more sure we wait for lab results, hopefully whatever the results will be, we hope for the best and can receive it with chest roomy," said the doctor.

Darwis nodded after being silent for quite a while. To be honest he was surprised by Joya's presence in the casino because not usually Joya came. Joya is more often at home doing activities that she likes, such as painting, sometimes shooting exercises or just reading a book. 

Moments later, Irene and Irwan, Irene's husband, arrive at the hospital. They searched the room where Joya was being treated after asking the receptionist.

"Assalamualaikum," Irene and Irwan said at the same time, after opening the door to Joya's room.

"Waalaikumsalam," replied Darwis, raising his gaze which was originally looking at Joya's face with sadness.

"How's your wife doing?" Irene asked as she held onto Joya's left hand.

"The condition is stable. Just waiting for the lab results to ascertain what he suffered," replied Darwis, in a weak voice.

"Hopefully nothing bad happened to her" Irene hoped.

"We'd better just pray" suggested Irwan.

"Well, Abi's leading?" sahut Irene's. Irwan smiled and nodded.

Irwan immediately led the prayer. Dervish and Irene compact guarantee. Darwis also prayed in his heart, wishing his son and wife well.

"Hm, Bang, we all go home, yes, our business here is done" said Irwan.

"Ohw, all right, be careful on the road. Take good care of yourself. And you're Wan, always by Irene's side. Don't lose it a third time. Successful and healthy always up to the body," said Darwis. Irene and Irwan nodded in unison and for sure.

Irene hugged Darwis tightly, Darwis replied gently. He glanced at Irwan's face. His face was flat and there was no jealousy there.

"We say yes, Assalamualaikum," said Irene and Irwan together. 

Darwis nodded

"Waalaikumsalam" said Darwis. Irene and Irwan immediately walked out of Joya's room. They'll be flying to their homes soon. Darwis let out a long sigh and closed his eyes.

"Master, the doctor called you. The lab results have come out" explained the nurse who is the assistant doctor who handles Joya earlier.

"All right," said Darwis.

***

Darwis is now sitting opposite the doctor. Their faces are tense. The doctor immediately opened the lab results that were still sealed. Showing it's real hasn't been opened.

The doctor looked stunned and silent for a moment reading the results of the lap.

"How's Doc?" ask Darwis impatiently.

The doctor sighed and placed the lab results on his desk. His face looked worried and incredulous.

"Doctor? Hows it? My wife is okay, right?" urged Darwis, his heart grew louder.

"From your wife's blood lab results. Lady Joya suffered from a malignant tumor that attacked the cells supporting the central nervous system, this is known as Glioma cerebri. I did not expect to be able to meet and handle patients with this disease," explained the Doctor with a sad face.

"Vicious tumor? Cerebri glioma? Are brain tumors not very rare? From what I know there's only 100 diagnoses in the whole world? How could my wife suffer? Impossible Doc. This lab result must be wrong, or it's probably not my wife's blood test." Darwis shook his head, he could not believe the result. How could Joya have suffered from such a malignant disease? And worse yet Joya is pregnant. Don't tell me she has to choose between Joya and her son!

"Disease indiscriminately sir. Our lab results are accurate and never changed!" firmly doctor, implied tone of fear to him.

Gliomatosis cerebri is a rare brain cancer that is very aggressive and very resistant to treatment. This malignancy is not a lump like other tumors, but a thread of cancer that spreads very quickly and infiltrates deep into the brain tissue and its surroundings, or into several parts of the brain simultaneously, this makes the disease very difficult to remove with surgery or treat with radiation. 

Cerebral gliomatosis is rare in less than 100 cases. This disease can occur in both men and women. This type of malignant tumor comes from glial brain cells.

Darwis knows a little about the disease. However, he was told by Karina about a rare disease that until now has not known how to treat it, can only control and slow its growth rate.

"What stage is it?" ask the lyrics Darwis.

"Still in the early stages. We cannot cure it yet, but we can control the rate of its development with regular control and must remain vigilant so that things do not happen that are not desirable to Mrs Joya" explained the doctor. Dervish returned pensive and closed his eyes.

"Master," call in doubt the doctor.

"Hm" murmured Darwis opened his eyes.

"It is with great force that I must say that Your Wife cannot continue to maintain her womb because as you know that this disease not only endangers the life of Your Wife but also the baby in her womb," said the doctor, he held his breath seeing the reddened face of Dervish. Dervish looked at him sharply, the heart of the smiling doctor pounding in fear. Without a word Darwis stood up and came out slamming the door of the room.

"It's more stressful being in a room with him than being in an operating room" the doctor murmured, stroking his chest.

***

Now Darwis chose to calm himself on the bench of the hospital garden, under a fruitful mango tree. Dervish hid his face in both of his palms. The doctor's words were on his face again.

Darwis never thought he would be faced with two difficult choices. Wife and daughter, which one would he choose? If he chooses not to keep their baby, will Joya agree? Ah thinks of just reaski Joya later when Joya knows what disease makes Darwis afraid.

 Yes, sometimes or most husbands are like lions and wild bulls outside the house, but if you are with the wife, the lion and bull will turn into cats and rabbits.

And if Darwis chooses to keep both, that means a second life is at stake. 

"Why am I not the only one with this disease? Why should Joya be pregnant?" rfor Dervish is angry at who. 

Finally the cry that he snarled, also melted. Dervish crying, the wind was blowing waving, greeting Darwis' body. After being satisfied with crying, with a shunt step, Darwis returned to Joya's room. Before that, he washed his face with water.

Seeing Joya who was still peaceful in her sleep, made Dervish again shed tears. 

Darwis moved his legs closer to Joya's bed and sat down while tightly grasping Joya's hand.

"Emm?" erang Joya began to wake up. Dervish who was too washed away in his daydream did not see that.

"Wis," call Joya's lyrics.

"Where is this? The hospital?" ask Joya. Feeling unheeded, Joya growled and jerked her hand from the hand of Darwis' grasp.

Darwis is shocked. Rounded eyes looked at Joya who was glaring annoyed at him.

"Joya is? Are you conscious?" tanya Darwis, immediately hugged Joya tightly.

"Huk, Wis you hugged too tightly, my breath was tight!" joya.

"Don't be noisy, let me hug you!" said Darwis, loosening his embrace. Darwis frowned confused. He could feel something wetting his body.

Darwis crying? Butwhy? Does it have anything to do with the illness I have? Oh, my God, what exactly am I?inner Joya.

"I .. I can't choose any of you. I can't afford to lose you! Don't leave me alone" said Darwis.

"Huh? What do you mean Wis? Why am I? Let's be honest! Don't hide anything from me!" ask Joya seriously. Darwis let go of his embrace and looked at Joya.

Darwis' lips trembled, unable to tell the truth.

"Come Wis, say! Or I'll find out for myself!" urged Joya, about to open the break.

"Don't! Well I said!" prevent Darwis from shaking Joya's hand.

"Initial glioma cerebri, you suffer from it babe, the doctor says I have to choose between you and our son, I'm so upset!" darwis. 

The deg!

 

Joya's heart stopped beating. Lips whimper. He looked at Darwis with a look of disbelief. However, Dervish's gaze was serious and those tears were not a trick.

Joya tried to examine and accept it. He also knew about the disease. 

"If you and I have to choose, then I choose to keep our baby. Remember, even though you don't know how to cure it yet doesn't mean there's no way, right?" Joya tries to amuse herself and Darwis. His own heart was crying. He also has to choose and certainly hurts more, right?

But what's the point of crying? All you have to do is try your hardest and your ability to fight the disease. It would be better to keep the tears and smile. She was given this disease means she is a strong woman, is not God will not give trials to his servants beyond the limits of ability. 

If you feel unable, then we must try to be able and get out of Joya comfortably. Prayer, prayer and tawakkal, that is what must be done.

"You're a strong woman, surely we can get through it. But if we keep it, isn't the risk even greater?" Darwis somewhat disagrees with Joya's decision.

"Then should we kill him? No Wis! I don't agree! I'll keep him. How could you choose me over this baby when you made it and wanted it?" joya said, emotion.

"But I could lose you! And the fatality is losing you both!" pekik Darwis, can not control his emotions.

"Well, if he's gone, will I be healed? Not necessarily and more to impossible!It would be more painful if I had to do that, Wis," Joya replied sharply. His face was full of tears.

Darwis. Aih, true also of his wife.

"Wis, let us live it together. I'm sure there must be a way to every problem. Isn't the Blue Sword famous for its advanced technology? We're going to work together, and you're not acting like I'm going to be gone because of this and it's like you're the one with this disease" Joya said, interspersed with scorn.

"Yes, you're right, let's prove that our love is stronger and more malignant than this tumor, I will always be supportive and by your side. We're going through this together. Nothing is impossible in this world. You'll be cured!" Darwis hugged Joya. Joya replied and smiled. 

Although his heart still does not believe, inevitably Joya must accept it. This is his life path. Who can resist or avoid God's rule? Accepting with sincerity and living patiently is key.

Joya is sure, this is also one of the rewards for her behavior in the past.