My Chosen Man's

Misunderstand

...M.Y.C.H.O.S.E.N.A.N...

...The worry and fear of loss that makes you lose control...

...~Bima...

With a shaky step, Erlang dragged his feet through one by one the sick rumak room and stopped in front of the room numbered 42. 

The room where his future wife who was lying weak.See the figure that until now still remains faithful closed his eyes.

Erlang took a deep breath while patting his chest that felt tight.

Not the cry Elena wanted to see but the strength she needed now, Erlang thought.

Slowly Erlang turned the doorknob and opened it. He sat down on the chair beside Elena's bed.

"Elle, get up." said Erlang while holding the tiny hand that was lying weak.

"I miss you Elle, even though we just met but miss me I really can't stand Elle."

Many times Erlang kissed the hand of the woman beside him, yet there was still no movement from Elena's body.

"Wake up Elle, how can you leave me alone to take care of our marriage." Erlang paused for a moment.

"I can't do it myself Elle, so get up."

Erlang's hand turned to caress Elena's tiny cheeks. A very soft cheek for Erlang.

"Wake up Elle, please."

Erlang's throat seemed choked, his voice was heavy even he could no longer hold the water that he had been holding. Erlang immediately got out of the chair and switched to the window in the room.

His tears spilled now, should he be able to hold back. But somehow he was so weak when it came to Elena.

Without Erlang noticing, the figure that was lying weak also shed his tears.

***

Erlang intended to calm down for a moment. He was walking in the park behind the hospital. But he was wrong, seeing the park reminded him of Elena. Memories that years ago still cling to his mind.

"Bima." said Erlang slowly, his eyes again caught the figure of the man. He walked over to the figure sitting on the end of the garden chair. With all the rage, Erlang walked closer and closer.

And bugh, uh,

Erlang directly hit Bima who was sitting and did not realize her arrival. Bima fell to the ground, he looked at the figure who had slapped him.

"Erlangga." said Bima while standing and holding one corner of his bloody lips.

"What's this about? why did you suddenly hit me?" Bima had no idea what was going on.

"There is no need for pleasantries Mr. Bima." said Erlang with all emphasis. His breaths, blazing eyes and the veins running around his forehead showed that he was really angry right now

"Erlangga, what do you mean?" Bima tried to digest every sentence Erlang said, but there was no answer he could get.

"I know you planned it all." Erlang clutching the collar of Bima's shirt made the man's breath falter.

"What plan? Please speak clearly Mr. Erlangga." Bima's emotions began to rise, he brushed off Erlang's arm and made the arm crash.

Many watched their debates, but none intended to break up for fear of being the target of both.

"Do you think that all this time the pain you gave Elena was less so you could hurt her body and hit her just like that, Huh."

"You know, I never had any intention of hurting Elena, and I couldn't have the heart to hit Elena" Bima explained

Erlang laughed cynically at the sentence that Bima had thrown. "Omong is empty, actually you want revenge because Elena has rejected you right. Then you planned to run into Elena until she was unconscious, so now you're in this hospital."

"Where is he now?" continue Bima again.

"No need to pretend like that, I already know your rotten plan Mr. Bima." Erlang's emotions grew increasingly higher.

"Erlangga, I really don't know. I'll bet." said Bima solemnly.

Erlang felt there was honesty in Bima's eyes. He saw the look of a face that looked so panicked on Bima's face.

"If you don't know, then what are you here for."

Bima sighed, he turned his gaze towards the lake that he had been looking at before Erlang hit him.

"Critical image" said Bima while sitting her body in a chair and followed by Erlang's movement. Erlang's emotions that had exploded earlier, suddenly receded when he heard Bima's words.

Erlang let Bima pause for a moment with all her thoughts. He also looked at the lake that was not too big.

"The image fell in the bathroom" he continued as if he knew what Erlang was thinking.

"It should be a 2-month birth process again. But because of the undesirable situation arises, forced to take surgery and critical image because his body is too much blood" explained Bima, who was not involved in the operation, there is a deep sadness for every word he says.

"How can I trust you" said Erlang who was still unsure. He spoke without facing Bima.

"You can see it directly."

***

Seen the figure of a woman who was also lying limp along with aids that were not far from Elena's.

"I'm sorry for accusing you and sorry for the blow I gave you" said Erlang, who felt guilty.

"I understand." said Bima while patting Erlang's shoulder.

"The feeling of worry and fear of loss that makes you lose control" said Bima again, he understood what Erlang felt. Because he also felt the same thing that is the fear of losing the image. Somehow his feelings for Citra get stronger and more afraid if the woman disappears from his life.

Erlang who heard the words from Bima felt calm. True said Bima, he was afraid if he lost Elena. To the extent that he considers what he thinks is true without first investigating the truth.

"Now I want to see Elena's condition." Bima's words were responded to by a nod by Erlang.

They went to Elena's room on the 3rd floor, while Citra's room was on the 2nd floor.

After arriving in front of Elena's room, they saw a doctor and a nurse were seen struggling with the tools on Elena's body.

Erlang who saw the situation felt panicked and immediately entered the room.

"What's wrong with my future wife, Doc?"

"I'm sorry, you can get out. We are examining the patient" said the nurse, blocking Erlang's body from approaching Elena.

"But I want to see my future wife." snapped Erlang.

"Please cooperate sir, if you're here it will interfere with the examination." said the doctor who had examined Elena.

Erlang also relented and moved his feet to Bima who had just stared at the door.

Erlang paced in front of Elena's room. While Bima has gone to the Citra room.

Erlang's feeling was really agitated, his mouth was unceasingly praying that there was no more bad news that he would hear.

"How's Dok doing?" erlang asked when he saw the doctor and the nurse were out of the room.

"Look sir, from the results of the examination, the patient's condition is getting worse. And soon need a kidney donor."

"I'm willing to donate my kidney Doc."